151. MARLON Inside of me, it's like something just snaps, and it quickly follows with a tightening and choking feeling in my chest. One look into my eyes and Maybelline can tell that I may just pass out, so she comes and puts her hands under my arm, the way she used to do when we were younger. Now, it's almost useless, I'm way taller than her, and my weight can crush her, but she never really cares. I'm still her baby brother. "Marlon, breathe," she tells me in a gentle voice. "I'm breathing," I lie, but my voice is hardly mine. "No, you're not. Don't you dare pass out right now," she warns. "I'm not going to pass out," I tell her. "In fact, why do I care? Hell, it's time everyone knows the truth. I fuck boys, and so what?" She looks at William and Luther, as if to confirm if they have noticed the fact that I have gone crazy. "No, that's not going to happen. You deserve to come out on your own terms," she tells me. "Let's call Dad, okay? He will know what to do." "No, not Da
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