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“Azxel, wake up…” The voice came from far away, fractured, like it was traveling through water. Then another voice layered on top, softer, familiar.“Zel… come on, open your eyes…”Azxel’s eyelids fluttered open, white light stabbed in, too bright. The machines beeped steadily beside him. His throat felt dry, his body heavy, like it belonged to someone else.He blinked and Jaelen’s face swam into view, his eyes were puffy and red, his hair was messy, sitting right beside the bed, his hand wrapped around Azxel’s.“Jae…” Azxel’s voice cracked, barely a whisper.Jaelen’s breath caught. He leaned closer, his thumb brushing Azxel’s knuckles. “Hey, hey, I’m here, you’re okay.”Azxel tried to sit up, but pain shot through his head. He winced and fell back against the pillow. He looked around, the white walls, the IV line in his arm, and the heart monitor beeping told him he was in a hospital room.“What… what happened?” Azxel’s voice trembled. “Why am I here?”Jaelen swallowed hard, he kept

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“Jaelen, Jaelen… are you awake?” Azxel’s mother’s voice came soft and steady. She stood by the side of the bed, with one hand resting lightly on the rail, the other adjusting the blanket over Jaelen’s legs.The pulse oximeter on his finger blinked red, the heart monitor beeped slow and regular beside him. She had been coming here every day for two years bringing food he couldn’t eat, changing the flowers in the vase, talking to him like he could hear her.His fingers twitched small, tears slipped from the corners of his closed eyes, trailing down his temples into the pillow.Her breath caught, but she didn’t cry. She had cried enough to forget about the oains she haf felt two years ago, she had now grown stronger, strong enough to sit with the pain without breaking.“Jaelen,” she said again. “I know you’re in there. I know you’re trying but Azxel wouldn’t like you to be this trapped in guilt, he needs you to wake up and live for him, live the life he never lived for him.”The was no a

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“Oh my Jaelen, you are awake…”Azxel’s mother’s voice broke through the fog softly trembling with relief. She was standing over the bed, her hands clutching his wrist gently. Her eyes were wet, but she was smiling through the tears.Jaelen blinked slowly, his throat was dry, everything hurt in a dull, distant way.He tried to speak but it came out as a rasp. “Azxel…”His mother’s smile faltered. She squeezed his hand tighter.“Where’s Azxel?” Jaelen’s voice cracked with panic rising fast. “Why isn’t he… why isn’t he here? He was right here, on the bed with me.”Her breath hitched as teara spilled over. She covered her mouth with her free hand, trying to hold it together. “Jaelen…” she whispered. “Baby…”He tried to sit up but pain lanced through his head. He fell back, breathing hard. “Where is he? He was just… he was hugging me. He apologized and I accepted, He—”His mother’s face crumpled. She sat on the edge of the bed, took both his hands now.“Jaelen, listen to me,” she said, her

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