The morning after was not a revelation; it was a crime scene.I woke up at 4:30 AM, the city below my penthouse still shrouded in a bruised purple haze. My hair, usually a disciplined coil, was a chaotic mess across the silk pillowcase. I sat up, the silence of the apartment feeling like an accusation. The memories of the office—the scent of scotch, the bruising force of his mouth, the terrifying loss of my own center—slammed into me with the force of a physical blow.I didn't linger in bed. I didn't let myself feel the warmth of the memory. I was in the shower by 4:45, the water as cold as I could endure. I scrubbed my skin until it was raw, as if I could wash away the sensation of his hands. By 6:00 AM, I was at my desk, my hair pinned back so tightly it gave me a headache, and my suit—a deep, impenetrable navy—buttoned to the chin.I had re-established the perimeter.When I arrived at the office, the air felt different. Every time a door opened, every time the elevator chimed, my h
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