Love in the wheat field のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

Caeleb's ribs have healed some and he isn't in as much pain as he was and can lift the wheat bales without scrunching his face. He still won't tell me who did that to him and as bad as I want to know, I decided not to push it. I am just glad he is back at work and I don't have to work Leo or any of the other guys. 2 more weeks and I am out of this house. I have all of the money I need. Now I just have to wait until my meeting with the family lawyer. I know as soon as I leave Aaron is going to try and play the hurt big brother card and say I was ungrateful but I don't care anymore. He can say whatever he wants. He has barely spoken to me since I didn't come home until late the night I kissed Caeleb. That's fine with me though. The less I have to hear his mouth the easier my days are. I haven't gone back to Caeleb's motel since last week but we've been texting each other at night. I feel bad he doesn't have anyone to help him. I've also been grabbing extra food in the morning when I lea

It's here. Today is the day. I'm finally 18 and I'll be free of my brother soon. I feel bad that I'll be leaving Jenna now that we have started to build a bond but I can't take living with Aaron anymore. I decided that since today is my birthday I'm not going to go to work but instead, I am going to start going through my things and getting rid of stuff I don't need or want anymore. I have to meet the lawyer today at 12 and I am hoping Aaron won't be home when I leave. I'll have to catch the bus to get there because I won't ask Jenna or Caeleb to take me. Jenna would probably tell Aaron and Caeleb is at work. If Caeleb and are both missing from work, Aaron would probably figure out we are together and go after Caeleb again. I can't do that to Caeleb. I got started on going through my things and got rid of a good bit of stuff. I packed up most of the things that I decided to keep and left out a few outfits. It was 11:15 and I had to get down to the bus stop soon. I walked out of my roo

Once we were inside the condo, Caeleb locked the door. He grabbed me by the wrist and pushed me against the door. He crashed his lips into mine and I wrapped my arms around his neck and began to kiss him back. It was a heated makeout session for a few minutes before he pulled away. He rested his head against mine and sighed. "What's wrong, Caeleb?" "I have to tell you about those guys and I don't want it to change the way you feel about me, Skyla." "Caeleb, I doubt my feelings for you will change after you tell me." "I hope they won't because you are the first girl I have ever truly cared bout and I don't want to lose you." "Tell me what is going on, Caeleb. Are those the guys who hurt you?" "Remember how I told you I lived with my aunt before I moved here? No they are not the ones who hurt me." "Yeah. You told me she had bad habits and that's why you left. How do those guys fit in with your aunt then?" Well, my aunt's bad habit was she was really bad off on dr*gs and

I waited until 1 P.M. to call Aaron. I wasn't going to let him control me like he used to do. I already knew what to expect when he picked up the phone. I was right. He began yelling at me, saying I had him worried all night, and he was so concerned he was about to call the police. I told him to calm down and call off the search party. I told him I was fine, and I was safe. He asked where I was, and I told him he didn't need to know where I was at. That all he needed to know was I was fine. He started yelling again, saying I needed to tell him where I was at. I yelled back at him and told him he didn't have the right to question me. I told him that now that I am legally an adult he has to stop acting like he is my parent. I refused to tell him where I was, but I'm sure he knows I am with Caeleb. As soon as he started yelling at me again, I hung up on him and turned my phone back off. Caeleb asked if I wanted to order something for lunch and I told him that sounded good. We ended up pic

He said none. How can I believe he hasn't slept with anyone? I mean, he hasn't lied to me yet as far as I know, but look at him. He is way too gorgeous not to have slept with anyone. "So you are still a v*i*r*g*i*n?" "As far as having i*nter*course, yes, I am. I have let girls blow me and I have eaten them, but I never went any further. I wanted to wait until I found the right person." "How many girls have you done that with?" " Only 4. 2 of them were from when I was 16, and the other 2 were from before I moved here. Since I've been here, I haven't paid attention to anyone but you. There have been several girls who have tried to talk to me, but I just walked off." "Thank you for being honest with me Caeleb. You already know what all I have done. When the time is right, what if I'm not good? What if I do something wrong?" "Skyla, stop. There is no need to get worked up over s*e*x*. I could be saying the same thing or I could be worrying that I'm not big enough to please yo