Vance hadn't left. He stood near the curtained entrance, his back to the fabric wall, a broad, dark silhouette blocking out the noise and light from the hallway. He wasn't looking at me. He was staring at a point on the opposite wall, his posture rigid.The wand pressed against me, cold and foreign. On the screen, a blurry, shifting landscape of greys and blacks appeared. I didn't know what I was looking at. I didn't know what any of it meant. My heart was a frantic bird trapped in my ribs, beating against the cage of my bones. *Please*, I thought, a wordless, desperate prayer to nothing and everything. *Please, please, please.*The tech moved the wand. Clicked a button on the keyboard. A still image froze on the screen. More grey shapes. She was too quiet. She measured something, her brow furrowed. The silence in the room grew thick and heavy, pressing down on my chest. The only sound was the low hum of the machine.She took more pictures. More clicking. More silence.Finally, the doc
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