Semua Bab Exclusive Privilege: The Billionaire’s Toy: Bab 151 - Bab 160

Lucien’s POVThey all came rushing to the hospital after hearing about my father.Expensive suits.Concerned whispers.Hands touching my shoulders gently.Every single person looked at me like I might collapse if they spoke too loudly.One of my uncles crouched beside my chair eventually.“Lucien,” he said softly, “you need rest.”I stared ahead blankly.Another uncle stepped closer afterward. “Go home for a few hours at least.”Home.The word itself made my chest tighten painfully.Because leaving the hospital felt dangerous.Leaving felt final.Like if I walked out those doors, I might end up joining Isaac before sunrise.So I shook my head.“I’m staying.”“Lucien,” one of their wives said gently, “you haven’t eaten.”“I’m not hungry.”“You can’t keep doing this.”But I could.Or maybe I simply didn’t care anymore.They kept trying anyway.Bringing food I never touched.Coffee that went cold beside me.Blankets I pushed away because every ounce of comfort made me feel guilty.Eventu

Lucien’s POVHow could he let someone twist him apart that easily?How could he believe strangers over me?How could he leave me behind like this?“How could you do this to me?!” I shouted, though I no longer knew whether I was screaming at Jericho or Isaac himself. “How could either of you do this to me?!”People were screaming around us.Women cried.Priests shouted for

North’s POVBecause fear did.The kind of fear that crawled beneath your ribs and whispered:You lost Isaac this way too.I thought I loved Isaac once.I did.But what I felt for North made that love look gentle in comparison.North consumed me.When he got angry at me, I couldn’t think straight.When we fought, food tasted like ash in my mouth.If he slept facing away from me, I stayed awake staring at the ceiling until sunrise.And when he smiled at somebody else for too long, jealousy wrapped around my throat so tightly I struggled to breathe properly.It was obsession.Ugly.Possessive.Terrifying.I wanted every part of him.His attention.His time.His loyalty.I wanted to own every piece of him so completely that nobody else could ever take him away from me.And despite how stubborn he was, despite the way he constantly challenged me, he still crawled into my arms every night like he belonged there.That made him dangerous to me.Because losing North would kill me in a way Isaa

Lucien’s POVAnd as he worked me with his mouth, his hands weren't idle. One cupped my balls, rolling them gently, while the other pressed against the small of my back, holding me steady.The plane began to taxi, the subtle vibration adding another layer of sensation to the overwhelming pleasure. Outside the window, the ground fell away as we ascended into the sky, but I barely noticed. My entire world was contained in this room, in this man who was bringing me to the edge with his talented mouth.I could feel the pressure building, that familiar tightening in my groin that signaled my approaching release. "North," I warned, my voice strained. "I'm close."Instead of pulling back, he doubled his efforts, taking me deeper until I hit the back of his throat. The sight of him, so eager to swallow me down, to take everything I had to give—it was my undoing.With a hoarse cry, I came, pulsing into his mouth as wave after wave of pleasure washed over me. He stayed with me through it all, mi

Lucien’s POVNorth lowered his hand just enough to peer at me through his lashes.“Are you serious?”“I rarely joke.”“That explains why you never laugh at mine.”I frowned immediately. “You think I’m not funny?”“You said it, not me.”A grin spread across his face slowly, and God, seeing him smile openly around me still felt unreal sometimes.“You know,” he continued, “I genuinely didn’t think you had a sense of humor.”I scoffed. “Unbelievable.”North laughed softly under his breath, the sound warm and unguarded enough to make my chest tighten.My eyes narrowed at him. “So this is discrimination against Russian Italian men now?”“Maybe.”“Rude.”“You’ll survive.”“North.” I grabbed his thigh dramatically. “Answer the question before I pass away from stress.”That finally broke through the teasing.His smile faded into something softer while he looked at me quietly for a moment.Really looked at me.Then he lifted both hands and cupped my face gently before kissing me.Deep enough to