Maya I am emotionally exhausted. No, actually, that’s not strong enough. I am emotionally, mentally, academically, and spiritually exhausted. At this point, I’m pretty sure my brain has simply given up and decided to become a full-time disaster. The realization hits somewhere around halfway through my statistics lecture. Professor Monroe is standing at the front of the room explaining probability distributions with the enthusiasm of a man who genuinely believes standard deviation is exciting. Meanwhile, I’m sitting in the third row having what can only be described as an internal collapse. Because instead of paying attention, my brain keeps cycling through the same list of problems. Cole. Cole. My scholarship. Cole. My grades. Cole. The fact that I slept in Cole’s bed. Cole calling me baby. Cole calling me his girl. Cole existing. Honestly, at this point, I should probably send him my therapy bill. I stare down at my notebook. Professor Monroe
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