Chloe cried once, properly, about twenty minutes after I arrived.Not dramatically. She wasn't that kind of person. It was just one moment where something she was saying about the boy — what he had said, how he had said it, the particular cruelty of someone who knew exactly which words would land — caught up with her, and her voice broke, and she pressed her hand over her eyes and said *sorry* twice in quick succession."Don't apologise," I said."I'm not even that upset about him," she said, which was what people always said when they were more upset than they wanted to be. "It's just—" She exhaled. "I let myself think it was going somewhere. That's the embarrassing part.""That's not embarrassing. That's just hoping.""Same thing sometimes.""No," I said. "It really isn't."She looked at me. Her eyes were red at the edges but she had composed herself again, the way she always did, quickly and without fuss. "When did you get so wise?""I've always been wise. You just don't listen."S
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