Lahat ng Kabanata ng LOVE ME OR BURN: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

I haven't seen her for five days. Five days that life hasn't provided the joy that I'm used to. The world is missing the little spark of happiness I've had over the last couple of months. It's a good reminder of the shell I used to be.I've spent every day thinking about her, but not in the ways I usually do. I've been worried sick.I have no way of knowing if she's hurt. I know she can handle herselt, but they have probably starved her in there. How can she fight if she doesn't have nourishment?I'm driving Nathaniel and I to Hayes' house. I haven't been here for a couple years. I've missed the streets of London though. It's got a different charm than I'm used to. Much calmer than the bustling New York intersections.All week I have been distracting my father. He thinks she's out of the picture. He thinks she's out of my life. The vile shit he said about her... and the same vile shit I nodded and laughed along to. This isn't the man I knew when mom was alive. He was a dickhead, but

The night we met... she shot that gun. She did it on her own. It was different though. She was at our mercy. This time she had full control.I found Malcom, but he doesn't know I'm here.He's blasting music in the library upstairs.Nat says through the ear piece. I could hear the music in the background."Ishir, help these guys get the girls free. Don't let them see the bodies."He nods and walks into the basement with them."He's upstairs.." I told Nara.She leads me to the dark staircase. We don't make an effort to go quiet. If he didn't hear Nathaniel , then he won't hear us.When we get up, we see Nathaniel casually leaning against the wall of the door."In here." He whispers, nodding his head towards the door.Nara stood next to Nathaniel . Now it's my time to shine.I quietly step into the room. There's a fireplace he has lit. It's the only source of light in here.He's sitting in an armchair in front of it, still unaware of me. I guess he's not going to shoot me at first sigh

I gave one final push to make him go faster, and sure enough he does the same. We both are moaning and groaning until I feel him jerk. He pauses his movements for a second as he experiences his orgasm. It edges me knowing I did that to him.As he finally finishes, he backs his head up so he can look me in the eyes. Now I'm a little nervous.He shocks me by moving his thumb even faster against me. It's practically vibrating. I grabbed onto his other shoulder so to relieve some tension. I let out such a loud moan, followed by little ones.He pauses.I look up at his eyes."W-wait no- keep going!" I demand.He lets out a chuckle and starts it again, going just as fast. I finally hit my limit. He lets me ride it out for as long as possible. As soon as my breath calms, he slows it down."Shit Liam.." I smile.He lowered my leg to let me stand on my own two feet. Then he kisses me gently again."Finish up and come to my room. I want you in my arms."That makes my face flush."Alright." I sm

Today Liam is meeting with the guy that launders majority of his money. He's never really filled me in on all of the details, but I know how we do our own. It goes through all sorts of small or large businesses that attract lots of customers, then it's washed and kept in a storage building we own.He told me I should sit this meeting out, which is fair enough because it has nothing to do with me. I plan to just watch some Netflix shows I need to catch up on. I made myself a salad to eat before starting.The penthouse is pretty quiet while they are meeting. I can see them in the living room through the doorway. They're all dressed in casual business wear. I'm shocked to see Liam in a shirt and tie. The guy from last night's party seems to be the focus of their attention. He must be bringing up some new idea.I hear the elevator buzzer go off. Maybe they are supposed to meet with someone else. I walk over and press the button to talk."Who is it?" I ask politely."Nara, it's Killian. Bu

A DAY AFTERPausing our cash flow has made a mess that I've spent all week trying to clean. Everything has been so perfect until now, so it caused a lot of confusion having to dip into our saved funds. If I wasn't by Killian’s side I wouldn't have gotten an ounce of respect from anyone. There were a couple familiar faces from meetings that helped my case, but people even laughed at them.I plan to stick to either Nathaniel or Vera's side most of tonight. Liam thinks he will make it, but weather in LA slowed down his flight. He was supposed to be back a couple hours ago. I guess if he lands in time he will be coming straight from the airport.The subway is expectedly packed. I scored an end seat, and there's even an attractive businessman in his 30's to my left. Bruno got a seat across from me, but he's stuck next to this lady I'm sure is on meth. The rest are gathered around the pole in front of us."So did any of you figure out who you're kissing yet?" I ask them, but I already k