All Chapters of What We Pretended To Be : Chapter 101 - Chapter 110

Maria: By the time the gala finally began emptying out, my cheeks hurt from smiling and my heels had officially declared war on me. People were still stopping me on their way out to compliment the event — the flowers, the seating arrangement, the donations, the press turnout. I thanked them automatically, nodding through conversations while my brain lagged several seconds behind my body. The room still looked beautiful, warm gold lighting spilling across white tablecloths, waiters moving quietly between tables, string music soft enough to disappear beneath conversation. Weeks of planning sitting right in front of me, polished and successful. And somehow the only thing I could think about was Daniel going still. Not surprised. Still. My mother found me near the exit while I was thanking an elderly couple from one of Charles Rothfield’s foundations. The second they walked away she stepped closer. “Mari.” I looked at her immediately. “Mama.” She studied my face carefully, not dramatica

Maria: I woke up to the sound of the coffee machine and stayed in bed longer than usual, staring at the ceiling while the apartment slowly came alive around me. The last few days had settled into something strange between Daniel and me — not bad, not fixed either, just careful. We had gone back to our routines but softer around the edges, like two people moving around a bruise they both knew was there. I could feel it even before I got out of bed. The hesitation before speaking, the extra second of observation, the way we were both trying not to reopen something we hadn’t fully closed. By the time I walked into the kitchen Daniel was already dressed for work. Dark suit, coffee in hand, phone on the counter beside him. He looked exactly like himself again, which weirdly made me relax a little. At least one of us still knew how to function normally. “Morning,” I said. His gaze lifted immediately. “Morning.” I moved toward the cabinet for my tea while he watched me for a second too lon

Maria: Daniel loosened his tie as he walked into the kitchen, slower than usual, like he was still halfway inside the conversation he’d left behind. I stood near the counter pretending to reorganize fruit that did not need reorganizing. The apartment smelled faintly like garlic and butter because I’d cooked mostly to keep my hands occupied. He looked at me for a second before answering. “It was strange.” Not bad, not difficult. Strange. That unsettled me more. I leaned back against the counter lightly. “Strange how?” He exhaled once through his nose, thoughtful. “She talked for almost an hour and somehow explained nothing.” I stayed quiet and let him continue. I’d learned that about Daniel over the months — if you interrupted too early he retreated into shorter answers, but if you gave him room sometimes he surprised you. “She talked about pressure,” he said. “Fear. Timing. My family. Mostly my family.” Something in the way he said the last part caught my attention immediately. “Sh

Maria: Daniel kept looking at me after I stopped talking. Not at the article anymore, not at the phone. Just me. The beach house suddenly felt too quiet. Ten minutes ago I had been laughing into his mouth while he stole fries off my plate like some annoyingly attractive criminal. Now I was sitting across from him trying to explain the ugliest decision I had ever made. I hated that this was how he found out. Not because the secret existed. Because it reached him before I did. “I can explain it properly,” I said quietly. Daniel nodded once. “Okay.” That almost unraveled me more than anger would have. No coldness, no shutting down, just that calm careful attention of his that always made me feel like he was actually hearing me instead of simply waiting to respond. I sat back against the couch and rubbed my palms together slowly. They felt cold suddenly. “You remember the beach?” I asked. A faint shift crossed his face immediately. “The first one?” Of course he knew which one. I nod

Maria: The drive home felt different after dinner. Lighter, somehow. Not because everything was fixed — it wasn’t. Elena still existed, the articles still existed, Marcus was somewhere in the city pulling apart whatever thread he’d found. None of that disappeared. But something underneath all of it had settled tonight, the kind of settling that happens after people finally stop pretending around each other. I watched the city move past my window while Daniel drove beside me, one hand loose against the steering wheel, the other resting near the gearshift. He drove the same way he lived — controlled, precise, calm enough to make everyone else feel louder by comparison. I glanced at him briefly. “What did Elena want?” His attention stayed on the road. “She said she heard about the articles.” “And?” “She called to check in.” I turned slowly toward him. “How generous of her.” That earned me the smallest shift in his expression, not quite a smile, close enough. “She sounded concerned,” h