I come back to the scrape of a whetstone.It is the first sound that resolves itself out of the dark, hiss, hiss, hiss, three long strokes and a pause, three and a pause, a rhythm so close to my own count that for one sick disoriented second I am certain the Tapper has found me where I lie.Then the rhythm settles and I hear it for what it actually is: steel drawn across stone, patient, unhurried, three strokes and then a pause, then two, then one.Someone is sharpening a blade to the cadence of my own soul, and doing it gently, deliberately, the way you might hum a frightened animal’s own heartbeat back to it across a dark stall until it stops trembling. I open my eyes.I am in Damian’s stripped office, laid out on the leather couch, wrapped in something heavy and electrically warming, an IV line taped neatly to the back of my hand running something thick and pale into my vein, glucose, lipids, the high-density caloric load that Marcus’s red graph was screaming about a lifetime ago, p
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