The morning after the wedding, Lysander was not in bed.I woke to empty space where he should have been. The sheets were cold on his side, the pillow untouched, the warmth of his body gone as if he had never been there at all. The bond hummed with his presence, but he was distant, somewhere in the manor, somewhere quiet, somewhere he went when he needed to think, when he needed to remember, when he needed to be alone. Cassian was still sleeping, his arm heavy on my waist, his face buried in my hair, his breathing slow and even, his heart steady against my back. Theron was curled at my feet, his breathing slow, his hand still on my ankle, his fingers curled around my foot, his touch light even in sleep.I slipped out of bed and went looking for him.I found him in the library.The candles had burned low, their wax pooled on the stone floor in white puddles that looked like frozen tears, and the room was filled with shadows that seemed to lean in, listening, watching, waiting. He was si
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