There are things you think you know about your family.Not the facts, the facts are manageable, storable, retrievable in order when required. The other things. The texture of a family's history, the shape of its silences, the specific quality of the questions that were never asked because asking them would have required acknowledging that the silence had a reason. Zara had grown up in a family defined by one absence, and that absence had structured everything, her mother's grief, her own direction, the three years of applications and the three weeks of Valen. She had understood the family's shape entirely through the lens of Lena's disappearance.She had not understood, until the Bellward corridor, that the absence of Lena was not the first absence in her family's story. It was the second.Clara Voss. Her father's sister. A name her father had never spoken in Zara's memory, not once, in the way that people don't speak names that have been placed behind a wall and left there.She stood
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