The first thing that woke me was the lack of noise.Usually, waking up was a violent jerk back to reality, my lungs burning as if I’d just crawled out of a river. For fifteen years, the mornings had been a grueling inventory of old damage—shaking fingers, the phantom smell of smoke from the warehouse, the familiar weight of ghosts pressing down on my chest before I could even open my eyes.Today, there was just gray morning light and still air.I lay flat on my back, watching a crack in the ceiling plaster, waiting for the predictable spike of adrenaline that never came. My mind was entirely, strangely quiet. When I shifted, my hand brushed the sheets beside me. They were cold, but the fabric was still creased from her weight, carrying the faint, clean scent of her soap.Tatiana.The memories didn't hit me in a theatrical rush; they settled in like a heavy ache. The reading room. The cold bite of the steel she’d held against my ribs. Her face streaked with tears, and the awful, naked
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