RedThe days fell into a rhythm, a sickening, predictable beat. Clean. Serve. Endure. Each night, the lock clicked. Each night, he came for me. I fought a war inside myself every time. My mind was a fortress, walls up high, flags of defiance flying. But my body was a traitor, a fifth column working against me from the inside.Tonight, the battle felt different. Desperate.He was on me, his weight familiar, his hands knowing. I went to my place, the observer, the analyst watching this happen to some other woman. I focused on the ceiling, on the splinters of wood, on the way the firelight made them dance like ghosts. I was cold. I was distant. I was gone.His mouth moved down my neck, his teeth scraping lightly over my pulse point. A shiver traced its way down my spine, an unwelcome spark in the darkness. I clenched my jaw, forcing it down. No. Not for him. Never again.His hands were not rushed. They were learning me all over again, but this time they were looking for cracks in my armo
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