The days after my decision were strange and tender, the kind of tender that comes when you've finally let go of something you've been holding onto for too long, something that was never really yours to hold in the first place. I spent most of them with Merald beside me, learning how to be together without the weight of the past pressing down on our shoulders like a mountain we couldn't climb. It wasn't easy, wasn't always comfortable, wasn't the fairy tale ending I had once imagined for us when we were young and naive and full of hope, but it was real. That was enough, more than enough, considering everything we had survived together. The baby was coming soon, any day now, and I could feel the anticipation building in my chest, the fear and the hope and the exhaustion all tangled together into a knot I couldn't untie no matter how hard I tried."You're quiet," Merald said, finding me in the nursery, running my hand over the crib we had set up together just last week, the
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