The days after Merald's ousting were strange and quiet, the kind of quiet that comes before a storm, and I spent most of them in my house, going over plans and waiting for the other shoe to drop. James and Sarah came and went, and Merald stayed in the guest room, a ghost in the corners of my vision, always there but never quite present.I could feel him watching me, the same way I had felt the Circle watching me, but this was different, softer, more complicated. He wanted to talk, wanted to explain, wanted to make me understand why he had done the things he had done, but I wasn't ready to listen, wasn't sure I would ever be ready."You can't avoid him forever," Sarah said one afternoon, finding me in the backyard with my hand on my stomach and my eyes on the sky."I'm not avoiding him. I'm prioritizing.""Prioritizing what?""Surviving."She sat down beside me, her hand on my arm. "Mrs. Debbie, I know this is hard, but you need to talk to him. If not for your sake, then for the baby's
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