The compass was in my jacket pocket, which was on the chair by the window, which was where I'd put it the night before without thinking, the same chair, the same pocket, the same automatic motion that had been happening since the morning I'd taken it from my father's desk and closed it in my palm and carried it out of the study without fully deciding to.I took it out at 05:47, when the room was still dark except for the first grey coming in around the curtain edge and Raze was asleep behind me, breathing slow and even, one arm across the space I'd left when I rose.I stood at the window and held it.The brass was warm already, my warmth, transferred from the pocket fabric, which was just physics, which meant nothing except that I'd been carrying it long enough that it held my temperature when I wasn't holding it. I closed my fingers around it and the fit was the fit of something held a long time, edges known, weight expected, the small raised seam along the casing worn smooth on the
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