All Chapters of Touch Me Like You Want Me: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

14 Chapters

Chapter 1 Want Me

CeenA burning stepfather’s attraction, the man I was not supposed to want, the man I was not supposed to crave, yet I see myself falling deeper and deeper into the chaos unwilling to let go, not that I have done anything intimate with him, but I don't even trust myself enough to not do anything if he's closest centimeter to me.Whenever he glanced or looked at me I feel like I could drown in his gaze, his stares makes me feel like I want to become his and no others, I want him to break me and destroy me in the most possible way, to claim me and make me his belonging and no one else, and that's the moment I realized I was beyond saving. Having these crazy thoughts about the man that was supposed to be my new father, my mother's new husband. I think I'm fucked up, but it's not my fault, blame it of Felisha for being the most useless mother ever, who goes out stay three months outside and completely forgets she has a daughter, what else can I do but want to be wanted especially when no

Chapter 2 punishment

Chapter 2CeenI didn't listen to him all I wanted was to get drunk and intoxicated, then get laid with anybody that wants me, I'm done begging seeking for attention, begging to feel wanted, I don't care anymore.*Leave, leave, just leave!* The voice kept on screaming in my head, the voice that reminds me that nobody wants me, as soon as I got into my room, I threw on a bum shot, and did not even bother to change the lingerie, I grabbed my car keys and left my room As I drove through the dark nights my tears burned my cheeks, throats dry, my heart was fucking heavy and I hated this feeling so bad, it makes me want to rip my skin off till I can't feel anything anymore. He rejected me, he fucking did, fuck! Why does it feel like my world has crashed, fallen apart and totally destroyed. All my life that my mother paid no attention to me I didn't feel this way, all my life that I had no father I didn't crash out this much, when people didn't want to make friends with me it didn't pain t

Chapter 3 Rejection

CeenOn hearing his command my body was set on fire, in-between my legs dripping like the ocean as desire took over my body. Without wasting time I mounted the bed my back against him as I position my ass like an obedient little dog I am, with my head tilted backwards staring at his gaze that was fixed right on my ass, Excitement overwhelmed me, seeing how he was fighting the last bit of control on him, the darkness looming in his eyes shows just how much he wanted me, and slowly he began to take slow and predatory steps towards me, standing close to the edge of the bed, I was already a mess, my wetness is almost dripping down my thigh, “Fucking little slut” He groan as he smeared his hands on the liquid dripping down my thigh, “Taah…..” A hot spank landed on my ass cheek, “Mmmmm” I found myself moaning, it wasn't painful, it was mixed with pain and pleasure, my p*say throb and reverberate, I bite my lower lips fighting back my moans, He grabbed my waist with his left hand while

Chapter 4 You'll beg

CeenI have only one place in mind and that is the club, I'm going to ask about the only man that has ever wanted me in this life, call it crazy or whatever but that's how I think I needed that closure cause right now my head is spinning from all the rejections in life I literally feel like I might go berserk. Just when I thought I had Killian Romero he ended up slipping through my finger, I fucking hate myself right now, I can't even look in the mirror without thinking maybe something is wrong with me, how can I strip naked before a man and he still walked away, I know he said it's my punishment but it's not, he simply did not like what he saw, fuck I'm so pitiful.I blinked back my tears as I drove into the club which is currently empty because of course it's morning and that's what it's supposed to be. It's usually like this during the day with just a few people lurking around but at night it's buzzing with crowds.Throughout my ride I noticed one of Killian's was following you, I

Chapter 5 fuck you

CeenHe threw me against the bed as he angrily pulled on his toe, I felt myself unconsciously squeezing my legs while I stared at his angry face, I've never seen his this pissed before, I know I should be scared he made it clear he was going to cripple my legs, so why the fuck…..am I looking forward towards it.He pulled his tie and threw it across the room, and right before my eyes he slid off his shirt revealing his perfectly tattooed chest, fuck me! This man is crazily gorgeous, I watch him proceed to the drawer close to the bed making me wonder what's going now not until he pulled out a robe, I gulped nervously “What are you……” I found myself swallowing the rest of the sentence as he climbed the bed, flipped my position with my back against him while he tied both of my hands behind his back, “Fuck you succeeded in getting on my last nerve and I'm not going to go easy on you” Came a growl as my skirt was ripped off and my crop top flew across the room badly torn leaving me now in

Chapter 6 I want more

Ceen“Fuck….” I cling onto the sheet my teeth biting onto my lower lip while I try to silence my screams, as Killian fill my in with his huge dick, “Yes baby…..take it all in” He groaned, pushing in but I could tell he's being careful not to hurt me. My eyes trail to the visible veins on his neck and collar on as he adjust inside of me, “Shit, you're fucking huge” I accidentally blurted out, a smirk plastered across his face on hearing that and without giving me a chance to recover he thrusted in fully, “Ahhh…..” I threw my head backwards, spreading my legs wilder as adrenaline rushed up to my head, I felt the clench of my pussy around his dick hugging him like a second home“You're so amazingly tight for me baby, your hole is meant just for me alone, no one else” I opened my mouth to scream but they hanged open as he hit my sweet spot, choking my words, I deep my face into the pillow swallowing my moan“Fuck……..please” “Please” thrust “what?” thrust, each dive driving me insane,

Chapter 7 why are you here

CeenFor the past one week that my mother was at the mansion I left for a hotel, the fact that I'm going to be breathing the same air as her is nauseating me to the core so I realized it was good I stay away plus I don't want to see her pretentious relationship with Killian, I mean…..it's kind of heartbreaking anytime I see her kissing him and he didn't even allow me to do that to him so for my peace of mind I left the house.We have class today and currently I'm in school in as much as my whole life is messed up I don't joke with my education, I feel like it's the only thing grounding and holding me together, it's crazy but I like school and I don't play about my studies, it's more of my safe space, when I'm reading I feel like the world is beneath my feet and I can do anything.“Hey” I heard a voice beside me but since I don't have any friends I ignored the voice cause it's obviously for someone else and not me, “Hey” The voice came again followed by a tap on my shoulder, I slowly

Chapter 8 wanting him

Ceen“Yeah…..fuck yeah……” My moan exploded taking all over the room, “Shit” I rested my head against the pillow as his mouth and tongue worked miracles on my nipples, he sucked like a fucking masterpiece, like this body belonged to him and it's meant for him, “Ahhhh, shi, fuck….” his tongue graze my nipple in a teasing motion eliciting a crazy moan from me, he took all of me inside his mouth playing with it, “Fuck, killiannnnnn” “Ahhhh, yeah” “What did you just fucking call me?” A spank landed on my ass “Killian…..”“Fuck, yeah baby, I love….how you moan my name, now say it again” “Hm…hn….hm…..” I cried out of pleasure, my pussy and panties dripping of wetness, “Killian suck me harder” “Fuck, you taste forbidden, like my own sin” He groan and suddenly switched our position with his mouth still circled around my nipple, he's a fucking pro, “Undo my belt” His breath husky and tone more like a whisper, just like an obedient little dog, my hands moved on their own as I took off h

Chapter 9 who the fuck is he

CeenAs I was getting ready for school I suddenly had a crazy idea, and I cannot wait to unleash it, honestly I don't even know why I'm doing this, maybe because Killian's claims his marriage to my mother is invalid and just for business purpose but he kept on doing things he never agreed to do with me, and the fact that my mother is clearly cheating and not even loyal to him yet he kisses her and spend time with her, fucking liar.The thought of it alone swallowed all my appetite and thoughts I had about eating disappeared and was replaced with anger, I angrily grabbed my Chanel bag but as soon as I'm opening my door, why the fucking hell is my goddamn mother in front of my door, “Hey baby, good morning, how was your night?”“Baby?” I pause and glanced both sides maybe I'm not the one she's talking to, “Come on hon in talking to you” She said and tried coming closer but I immediately step backwards, stopping her with a raise of my left hand “Whatever you want to say to me, I'm lis

Chapter 10 will you kiss me

CeenI was done getting ready for school and I already received a test from Tracy telling me she's in school already and is waiting for me so we could go into class together, so I quickly grabbed my bag and hurried out of my room, I know breakfast will be ready cause Lady Gee has returned from her leave and she's the head of the chefs and the only one allowed to make Killian's mean.Fuck, why am I even thinking about him, as soon as I got to the dining I was right she's there setting the table for me with lots of dishes, “Good morning lady Gee”“Oh honey you're ready” She said smiles, beaming all over her face, she actually likes me a lot cause she says she actually wanted a grandchild but her son and his wife were kind of unlucky with a female child, they only have sons so lady Gee says I'm her little baby, I quickly grabbed two dumplings and stuffed them into my mouth, my eyebrows raised immediately I realized how yummy they are, “Mmmmm, they are so yummy” “Of course I know you

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