All Chapters of Don't Claim Me: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

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You Are So SOL

AloraHearing that he'd somewhat be able to hear and see inside my head was some seriously fucked up shit. I was being completely honest. He would very much regret that. I know, I'm forced to deal with it every single fucking day.He's looking at me confused and wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. So, I decided a demonstration is in order. So, I stop blocking, letting the memories, emotions, horror and fucking evil bullshit that has made up my whole damn life, flood me.He staggered back sucking in a breath. He's shaking, gritting his teeth, and I see he's losing control of his wolf. The doctor comes over and touches me. That sets something off, and I start trying to pull it in. Having someone touch me unexpectedly is always a bad thing.So, no doubt he was trying to get me to stop whatever I was doing to his alpha. Instead he just triggered me, so it just got worse. I'm trying to pull it back, but my mind is now caught, with the inability to distinguish past from present, and m

Possible Sticky Situation

KillianAs she passes out and drops to the floor, her body twitches, so I have no idea if this is a flashback and her mind is overwhelmed and that’s why her eyes rolled back and she dropped, or if this is just a way her body has of shutting shit down if she gets severely triggered.I’m going to have to address the pack about this whole fucked up bullshit, but I have to figure out how much to say and how much not to say. I am worried that if they think she is weak or defective that she will be challenged more. I am not worried about her being able to best the challengers, I am more worried about losing pack members to the bullshit.Although, she did best Suzanne with her bare hands, and not even her wolf, so maybe that will keep the challenges down when I explain some things about their new Luna to my pack. I don’t think I can skip that step. Wolves are very tactile creatures and they will want to touch her and hug her, case in point right now, so this will be an issue.Earlier it had a

So Done With This

AloraWell, this is fifty seven shades of fucked the hell up. I am standing back here at the back of the room, behind the podium where Killian is currently addressing his wolves. He's explaining that I'm his mate, and we have claimed each other. I almost choke on that, but I manage to hold it in.Then he briefly explains that due to my upbringing in an extremely violent household, which again I almost laugh out loud at explaining it like that, that touch is a bit of an issue for me. So, as I work through that, he is begging the pack to help me to adjust, and to know it has nothing to do with them or their wolves. I see so many people focus on me, well, no that's not right, I see so many wolves focus on me, as I can see them peaking through from behind their humans. I feel Mani slip more forward, and more than one head tilts and exposes a neck in submission. I am not doing that on purpose. I rub my face with my hands, and wait. I can feel it coming, so I just wait for it. This is abo

Hunting Rogues And Traitors

KillianWell, that was interesting to say the least. I think she shocked the shit out of everyone yet again. Not to mention, they keep expecting her to worry about what they think of her, and she honestly doesn’t give a fucking shit. She honestly doesn’t even care what I, her mate, thinks of her. In some ways as an alpha who is used to people kissing my ass for favor, it’s kind of nice to have one who couldn’t give a rat’s ass what I think, in fact she doesn’t really even want to be here with me. That hurts, but it’s the truth, and it all stems from her past. I keep trying to explain to Siril it’s not really us, she’s not honestly rejecting us as mates, she just has so much pain and all of it revolves around men who hurt her, so she is leary of any male, even her mate. He still whines and pouts wanting to be with Mani. We had talked about letting them out together, but I know she is worried about a repeat performance as what happened last time. I honestly don’t think it’s going to ma

Setting A Trap

AloraI was cycling between too many emotions to really get a handle on. I was reeling from being so triggered by the wolves mating. I knew Mani initiated that, but it still threw me into so much, but Killian was able to help me not completely lose my shit, but he didn’t keep me from falling apart when it was all done.Then those wolves came out of the woods and we knew this wasn’t right. So that fight wasn’t that it was so much and Mani held her own just fine. Then she scented that man, and knew immediately he had been there in that cell when we were violated, and she went for his throat. I wanted to help her, and was so glad when Siril did. We were running back towards the pack house, and I was foaming at the mouth ready to rip and tear if there were more members of the pack that had been there, or ones who had helped all of those women, not just me, be hurt and used. I hope that Killian is going to be okay with losing pack members.We stopped just outside the packhouse where there

Bar-B-Q

KillianI watched Alora as she stood by my side. She was attempting to be relaxed as she knew that was the persona she needed to broadcast for this to truly work, but it was hard for her with being around so many people and wolves as well I was sure. Then she was shaking hands and things, which to most of us would be no big deal, but for her it truly was.“I’m proud of you, I know this isn’t easy for you. Just remember to breathe and that I am here.” She nodded, not looking at me in the face. I turned and scanned the crowd. It was still early, and I knew that only about half the pack was here yet, so we still had roughly half yet to arrive. Anytime we had these the whole pack showed up practically, there might be a few who for one reason or another chose to not attend, but we wolves loved our get-togethers. The kitchen had done a really good job with pulling together the main part of everything. Everyone else brought this or that to add to the already full tables. We always had more

Down In The Cells

AloraI grab his arm, “The same as before, we don’t alert him, as he isn’t the only one. He doesn’t know you heard, so is there a way to pull him away without alerting him to what you heard? We can rip him apart after we get all of his buddies with him.” I saw him grit his teeth, and he turned to look at me so no one would see Siril surging in his eyes. I do something that is hard for me to do, but would look normal to those around us, and I think it would help him, Mani, thankfully comes close to help me do this. I reach up and touch his cheek. He startles just a bit and looks down at me and I still see Siril but now I can see Killian there as well. He then reaches up and cups my hand against his cheek, holding it there. Mani helps me keep my breathing even at him touching me, and I am actually doing pretty much okay.I feel Siril purr against my hand and I nod. Those around us look at us with affection, obviously liking to see their Alpha couple touching each other, and I will have

Confessions And Plans

KillianI watched her react then pull it back and lock it down tight. I moved a bit in front of her as she started to stroll around as if she was bored with this whole fucking thing. Only I knew that she was fighting tooth and nail to keep control. That name, Rupert Abernathy, had triggered the fucking hell out of her, so I had a feeling I knew who he was based on the memories she has shown me. I was then trying to maintain and question all of the wolves again, “So, what was it this Abernathy was attempting? You all were changing unwilling females, then keeping them, raping them and attempting to breed them. So, knowing I was hunting him down and killing off the rogue pack that had been doing this fucking evil bullshit, you all thought it would be a good idea to join some rogues and what, try to take over the fucking pack? Do any of you even have a clue how dominant of an Alpha you have to be to hold an entire pack together?” “He is planning on taking the pack. The women were ones h

History Lessons

KillianI walked next to her as we left the dungeon and I let her have her silence for right this second, but I thought in light of what was happening, it was time to find out more information about my mate’s past. When we reached the bedroom she seemed to wilt and caught herself on the bed. I went to her and stood behind her, not touching her yet, just being here, behind her, supporting her.“I think perhaps in light of what we found out today that we talk about your past. I think now it has bearing on the pack and us right now. I know it’s painful, but it will be just you and me, no one else.” She turned and looked at me and I saw her struggling to hold herself together.I opened my arms and for the first time she actually walked into them and gave me permission to wrap my arms around her. She was no doubt terrified. She had thought she was safe from him and he was in prison, how this changed I have no fucking clue.“The view he has of himself hasn’t changed. He always thought he wa

Public Sentencing

AloraIt actually took several days for things to be put into place where everything that needed to happen could happen. The guilty were detained and questioned, the families were examined. The pack was given a brief explanation and told the public sentencing would be held as soon as everything was put into place. Hearing these idiots who followed him blindly just reminded me of all of the other fucking idiots who fucking followed him, just like my parents. I would drive myself crazy if I had to try and dissect why the fuck my family basicslly handed me over to this monster. The truth of the matter is there’s no explanation, no justification, no logic, nothing. It’s just all pure bullshit. They wanted something, he gave it, they went on their merry way, not once thinking of what they paid for what they wanted. I was irrelevant to them, basically I guess they thought if they birthed me they owned me and I was a commodity. Maybe that’s why the whole idea of having kids freaks me the fu

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