7:30 A.M. — East Berlin ApartmentMorning bled through half-closed blinds, painting gold bars across the mess. Pizza boxes and takeaway bags formed a low skyline on the coffee table; beer bottles made a sad parade along the sill. On the wall, photo strings held a past life in place: Sean, Terry, Jessica, Lizzie—dig sites, desert camo, grins so open they hurt to look at. The newest shot looked years older than it should.A bureau sagged under dusty papers, service ribbons, and credentials that had stopped opening doors. The place smelled like cold pizza and memory.In the bedroom, Sean sprawled diagonally across the mattress, tangled in sheets and yesterday. Thirty now. Clean edges softened into a beard flecked with grey and eyes that had outpaced the calendar. An empty Beck’s sweated on the nightstand. A silver engagement ring still circled his left hand—habit, not hope.The phone rang.He stirred, groaned. The second ring hit like a hammer behind his eyes. He fumbled, found the hands
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