AURORA I walked slowly back toward the motel, my flats scuffing against the sidewalk.The sun was beginning to set and there was no better time to save money than now.Imagine what it would feel like to get that call. A paycheck every two weeks, a desk with my name on it, a reason to get up in the morning that was not just surviving but actually living. I would buy proper groceries first, vegetables and fruit and the prenatal vitamins I had been rationing because they cost more than I wanted to admit. I would find a real apartment, not a motel room, somewhere with a kitchen and a window that faced something other than a parking lot, I would buy a better bed, I would save whatever was left, month after month, until I had enough to feel safe, until the fear of being broke stopped waking me up at three in the morning to check about jobs online and a business to start with a grand.And if they did not call, if this interview went the way of the others, I would wake up tomorrow and try ag
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