Mia appears with Mason. Both rumpled and half-asleep. Mia climbs onto Nick’s lap. Mason sits beside me and leans his head against my arm, my arm, not Nick’s, and the gesture is so casual, so thoughtless, so much like a boy who has decided I’m a safe place to lean, that my hand goes to his hair before I think about it.Nick watches me touch his son’s hair.I pretend I don’t see him watching.We check out. Load the car. Drive to the airfield. Mia falls asleep against Mason’s shoulder, clutching a stolen starfish soap. Nick drives with both hands on the wheel and I look out the window and neither of us mentions the bar, the song, the dance, the kiss, the sound I made against his mouth, or the fact that pretending is the most exhausting thing I’ve ever done and we haven’t even started yet.The apartment smells the same. Coffee residue and crayons and lemon cleaner. I put Mia in bed, Agnes under her arm, starfish soap on the nightstand because she refused to let it go even through security
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