We went to the sitting-room, where the light was better and she made me sit down on the sofa, and she examined my shoulder with that particular concentrated attention she applied to everything — not clinical, not detached, the attention of a person who cared about results and was using thoroughness as a form of caring.“Petra did a good job,” she said.“She always does,” I said.“Does it hurt?”“Yes,” I said. “Moderately. Not as much as this morning.”“Good.” She sat down next to me. Not diagonally across from me — next to me, the natural formation of two people who’d ceased their masquerade that side-by-side wasn’t the more honest approach. “It’ll be worse tomorrow.”“I know,” I said.“I’ll be here tomorrow,” she said.I looked at her.“You don’t have to—”“Damien.” The patient voice again. “I’ll be here tomorrow. That’s not an offer. It’s a plan I’ve made.” She held my gaze with the blunt directness of someone who no longer sought permission for things she’d already resolved herself
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