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The pack meeting is called for seventh hour.I know this because someone slid a notice under every door in the east corridor before dawn, which means whoever did it wanted maximum witnesses and minimum time for anyone to think too carefully about attending. Standard pack management. Create the fact before anyone can object to it.I've been awake since fourth hour.Not planning. Not strategizing. Just lying on my cot with the carved wolf in my fist and the nail in the wall catching the pre-dawn dark and Ash doing something I don't have a word for. Not quiet. Not loud. Somewhere in between, like a frequency that's present but not resolved.I've called a Blood Challenge.I should probably think about what that means.Here is what I know about Blood Challenges: they are the oldest form of pack dispute resolution, predating Selene's formal hierarchy by centuries. Any wolf may call one against any wolf of equal or higher rank to contest a decision, a position, or a right. The challenged par

She finds me before I find her.I've been going to the north ridge every morning since the challenge announcement — before dawn, before the pack wakes, before anyone can have opinions about where an Omega who has called a Blood Challenge should or shouldn't be. The ridge is mine in a way nothing else in this pack has ever been mine. I claimed it without anyone noticing, which is the only kind of claiming I've ever been good at.She's sitting on the ground when I arrive. Back against the largest pine, legs crossed, eating something from a cloth wrap with the focused efficiency of someone for whom food is still primarily fuel and hasn't been anything else in a long time.She looks up when she hears me.Doesn't move.I sit down. Not next to her — six feet away, which is close enough for conversation and far enough that we're both making a choice about it. She watches me settle. Her silver eyes in the pre-dawn light are the same shade as what I see when I catch my own reflection doing som

I find her at the border wire at dawn.Or she finds me. Hard to say which — I was running the perimeter because Brek told me to and she was tangled in Ironveil's trap-line because someone set it three inches lower than regulation and didn't tell anyone.Three broken fingers on her left hand. Wire around her ankle. She's not crying.She's furious."Don't," she says when she sees me. Not don't help. Just: don't. Like she's said it to enough people that she leads with it now.I crouch down anyway and look at the wire.Standard Ironveil trap-line — the kind used for rogues and trespassers, not animals, because the tension is calibrated for wolf-weight and the release requires hands. Which means whoever set it knew exactly what they were catching. Her ankle isn't broken but it will be if she keeps pulling."Stop moving," I say."I wasn't moving.""You were about to."She looks at me. Small — smaller than me, which isn't saying much — with dark eyes and hair that's been cut with something t

Seven days.That's how long I've been thinking about it. Seven days of training with Brek, seven days of Rynn watching from the doorway, seven days of Pell in the east corridor not making eye contact with anyone, which he never has, which I always filed under: Omega survival strategy.Now I file it under: man who lost everything and kept showing up anyway.I haven't told Rynn yet that I know where he is.I've been trying to understand why.I think it's because telling her means watching her face do something I can't take back, and I've been managing outcomes for so long that the habit of control is stronger than the impulse toward kindness. I'm working on that. It's slow work.The east corridor at noon is quiet. Most wolves are at midday meal. I'm scrubbing the floor outside the supply room — old habit, comfortable habit, the kind of work that lets the brain do something else while the hands do this.The something else my brain is doing is: what did he say.North ridge. Eight days ago

He finds me on the north ridge at tenth hour.I've been here since ninth. Not training — I'm done training. Everything I can fix has been fixed. Left shoulder locked. Weight still. Transition clean. Whatever I can't fix in the next twelve hours isn't getting fixed.I'm sitting at the edge with my legs over the side and the valley below and the carved wolf in my hand, turning it over the way I've been turning it over for nine days. The name on the base. Still circling. Not resolved.He sits down.Not close. Three feet. The distance that's become — ours, I think. The distance we both maintain without discussing it. Far enough for choice. Close enough for something else.He doesn't speak immediately.Neither do I.The valley lights are coming on — early evening, the pack house kitchen first, then the east corridor, then the scattered windows of the sleeping quarters. I've watched this sequence from up here enough times to know the order.I don't count them tonight."Tomorrow," I say."To