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AlecThe pack briefing ran forty minutes.I know because I counted. Not the minutes exactly but the particular quality of my own attention across them, the way I tracked the beta's words and the schedule and the border patrol rotations while another part of my mind sat completely still with the thing I had been carrying for four days like a stone I could not put down.I had always been good at carrying things alone.Growing up as the older twin, the first son, the one who would lead, you learned quickly that weight was yours to manage. You did not distribute it. You did not let people see how heavy it had become. You carried it and you kept moving and you maintained the particular composure that the pack needed from its Alpha because the pack took its cues from you and if you flinched they felt it.I had not flinched in four days.I was flinching now. Not visibly. Nothing I let reach my face or my posture or the measured way I acknowledged my beta's report. But inside, where only my w

SebastianHe had a system and the system had stopped working.Seb stood at the edge of the eastern training field in the grey morning light and watched her and told himself he was simply checking that the new Luna was settling into pack routines comfortably which was entirely within his responsibilities as the younger Alpha and had nothing whatsoever to do with the fact that watching her was the only time the noise in his head went quiet.She was running the perimeter track alone. Not training exactly. Just moving, the way she sometimes moved in the early mornings like her body needed to be in motion before her mind could function. He had noticed that about her. He had noticed a lot of things about her that he was supposed to stop noticing.The way she pushed her hair back when she was thinking.The way she went very still just before she said something honest.The way his wolf went completely silent every single time she walked into a room, not distracted, not reactive, just settled,

MylaSomething had shifted between the twins.She did not know what it was. She had not been present for whatever had happened behind the closed door of Alec's office that afternoon. But she felt the change the moment they were both in the same room as her at dinner, a different quality to the silence between them, something that had been held separately now being held jointly, and her wolf lifted its head with the particular alertness it reserved for things that mattered.She kept her face neutral and ate her dinner and listened to the pack conversation around her and said the right things at the right moments and did not let anyone see that she was reading the room with every sense she had.They were not looking at her differently. That was the thing. Neither of them was staring or avoiding or doing any of the things that would have been obvious. But something between them had changed and whatever it was had something to do with her and she knew it the way she knew things she had no

MylaThe shift happened an hour into the forest.She had not chosen it. That was the thing she would think about later, in the quieter moments when she had words for what had happened. She had not decided to shift. Her wolf had simply stopped asking permission.One moment she was moving through the dark between the trees, breathing hard, her wolf enormous and insistent just beneath her skin. And then there was a moment of complete dissolution, not painful, not frightening, something closer to relief, like finally exhaling after holding your breath for far too long.And then she was running on four legs.She ran.I ran.I ran the way I had never run before in my life, not in the careful controlled shifts I had done alone in the dark at Bloodstone Ridge, not in any way that had a name or a framework or a set of rules I was following. I ran the way my wolf had always wanted to run and never been allowed to, flat out and completely free, through the dark forest with the cold air flooding

SebastianI had spent two weeks learning the precise geography of the space between us.How far apart we needed to be in a room before my wolf stopped cataloguing her exact location. How many other people needed to be present before the awareness of her softened to something manageable. How quickly I could redirect my attention to something else when she came into my peripheral vision.I had mapped all of it with the same precision I brought to everything. I had turned the management of what I felt into something almost systematic.None of it mattered now.Walking through the forest behind her trail with Alec beside me and my wolf leading me forward with a certainty it had never applied to anything else in my life, all of the careful mapping dissolved. There was just the pull. And the trees. And the cold morning air carrying the faintest trace of her scent underneath the pine.And the tracks.We found them half a mile in, where the ground was softer near a shallow stream crossing.Ale