Ang Aking Pangarap Sa Buhay Romane & Geschichten

Ngumiti ako ng mapait at napakagat sa aking labi. "Hindi ganito ang gusto kong buhay oo nga't nabibigay niyo lahat ng gusto ko pero may mas malaking bahagi parin sakin ang hindi niyo nabibigay." "I DONT NEED A FUCKING MONEY OR EXPENSIVE THING." "ALL I WANT IS LOVE OF MY PARENTS." "Kahit wala ka sa tabi ko cheska palaging andito ka sa puso ko kaya iniisip ko hindi ako nag iisa may kasama ako yun ay ang anak ko."

Sobrang kinaawaan ko ang sarili ko ng mga panahong iyon kaya pinangako ko sa sarili ko na hindi na ulit mauulit iyon. Hindi na mangyayari pa ulit ang pangyayaring muntik na akong talunin ng lungkot. I was so desperate to find what love is. I was so desperate to find that happiness my father’s talking about. Am I living my whole life with lies?

At ibang-iba na ang sitwasyon ngayon. I have him now. I've found a new reason to live now out of him. At gusto kong malaman niya 'yon. "Ito lang ang tanging dahilan kung bakit ginusto kong mabuhay mula pa man noon and I'm happy with that dahil hanggang ngayon, buhay pa'ko and I even get the chance to find the man that I thought---" "That you thought was impossible to find and that was that man na gusto mong patayin, tama ba'ko?"

Walang buhay niyang saad. "Di'ba't sinabi ko naman sa'yo na tutulungan kitang makahanap ng donor?" "Pero hindi naman puwede na i-asa ko na lang sa'yo ang lahat. You have your own life na kailangan-" Hindi ko na siya pinatapos sa iba pa niyang sasabihin. I really hate dramas kaya hangga't maaari ay ayokong makarinig ng ganitong klaseng kadramahan.

I hope one day I will find my love and my life will become better, better than I could ever imagine. * *Don't forget to vote & comments*

She wanted to meet him again and then hold onto him tight so that he couldn't leave her. “No...bring him back...please.” She sobbed as she begged God to bring Luan back. She loved him too much and realized that she couldn't live without him “I want to live...please give him back to me…” She cried uncontrollably and this time there was no one to console her; to wipe her tears. She felt like she had lost Luan completely and it hurt her too much as she felt lost and wanted to die just so she could be with him. But no, she had to live on just so she could be with him she had to live for him; she had to fulfill the promise of living on.

Ang kinatatakutan ko ay ang posibilidad na bumalik ang mga damdaming matagal ko nang ibinaon sa limot. “Life goes on, Sera,” mas mahinahon niyang sabi. Tahimik akong napatingin sa bintana ng condo. Madaling sabihin. Mahirap gawin. Lalo na kapag limang taon ng buhay mo ang inilaan mo sa isang tao. Limang taon ng mga plano. Limang taon ng mga pangarap. Limang taon ng pagmamahal.

pangungulit ko saka tumakbo papalayo sa kaniya. “What! Hindi kaya” nauutal nitong wika saka ako hinabol. I don’t wanna end this moment forever, I realized that after every pain there’s always happiness. So, no matter how dark the road is and no matter how distasteful the life may we should always push ourselves to move forward ‘cause you won’t be able to see the sunshine if you stay forever inside the cave. Dare to explore. Dare to do the impossible.

Egan smiled and said. “Dylan, you are the light of my life, you are the one who saved me from the dark hell, you are the one who gives me joy and happiness. Dylan, you're the only person I rely on, my only family. I wish to give you the best in this world. Dylan, I'll marry you."

I won't let him affect me so much, hindi pwede! I opened my camera and took some shots too just to completely distract myself from him. Nakakalma pagmasdan ang tubig dagat na siyang tila dumidikit sa langit. Naramdaman ko na naman na payapa ang buhay ko dahil dito. Sana nga ay ganito na lang lagi, sana ay mabigyan pa ako ng pagkakataon. If that happens, I won't be thinking how will I die. Makakampate sana ako.