Romans & histoires Going Crazy

Now I was waiting and my stomach was filled with butterflies. No no not only butterflies. Whole zoo animals were dancing and singing in my stomach. "Izzy Izzy I am really excited today is your nikkah - screamed Ira coming in room. "ohhh my God I am so excited - said Inayat. "guys why you always scream coming in my room - I said irritated. "sorry - all said in unison smiling sheepishly. "Guys here I am getting nervous - I said but they ignored that. "ohh Allah you are looking like a princess Izzy - said zoya appi.

I am very nervous because I don't know what to think anymore. Damn, I'm going crazy. Really.

"You crazy man! I'm a NORMAL man! Go find a woman!" ***

Krazy I gave her this look like I was going crazy. Something seemed to be off with me. I just can't put it…. I just know, I didn’t wanna stop and wanting her was driving me nuts….Been feeling dizzy since I finished dinner. It was just the pasta I had for dinner, what could be wrong with me? I knew very well that I wasn't drunk as I didn't have too much to drink.

My body rocks back and forth as if I've got a limb, when the only thing that has snapped is my sanity. Walking bereft of shoes, laughing to lyself, rocking to my own tune, stopping and glancing over my shoulders before continuing on, singing to myself. Burn Burn Oh such lovely flames Orange and red, screams and wails. Maybe I'm a little out of touch with reality, maybe I'm crazy. But who says their not crazy?

Gathering my courage, I snapped my eyes shut and drew in a deep breath, then a scream ripped out of my ribcage, “You crazy soulless, psychotic, daughter of a bitch! You're devoid of humanity. You're completely and utterly insane, and your actions are a perfect reflection of that. You're a few screws loose, and, amazingly, you've made it this far without totally imploding. Your level of crazy is off the charts, and it's honestly terrifying to be around you. (Of course it is, I can't believe I haven't wet my pants.) You're so mentally unstable, it's like you're a ticking time bomb waiting to go off. (And that time bomb is fucking tied around me.) "You're a walking disaster, and your craziness

Is this what dying feels like? ~~~ AN: Does it ever drive you crazy... just how fast the night changes... (ʘᗩʘ')

he says, talking a step back and pointing to me like they hadn’t seen me. “Urgh. I cannot wait to leave this house. I feel sick to my stomach.” Jazz says faking a throw up. “You waited five years, surely five minutes wouldn’t matter.” Viv says taking a bottle of beer, I worry my secret won’t be safe the moment the alcohol enters her system, but she gives me a conspiratory wink, as if to say my secret is safe with her. Which only makes me more anxious “You would think that, but once you have a hit of all this gorgeousness, you just end up wanting more, and more, until you’re severely addicted.” Jesse says shaking his head, like they would never understand him.

Let's just sneak out while we have the chance. Me: 😳