Going Crazy の小説・ストーリー

If having the best sex with someone who probably my stalker is considered crazy then I want to be crazy . Fuck my ass!"I half screamed.

"S-stupid...! What are you doing? You crazy woman!" ***

But I don’t know when that’s going to happen. And the waiting is breaking me. What do I do?……,,how do I calm this unbearable craving?……..this dying feeling of need to see her. because if I go crazy now, if I make a move too fast, I’ll get locked away again. Or worse. And nobody wants to see my “crazy side” show up. Not when I’m trying so hard to behave. Not when I’ve been planning, carefully, patiently…..only to be driven insane by the simplest thing in the world:

His kind of crazy is the kind that should be medicated. One other time, a con artist tried to sell me magic beans. Honestly, I didn't know what I would do with those. Become Viola the Giant Slayer? Not that I believed him though. Three pick-pockets, one mugger, five homeless people, two money-doublers and four drunks later, it seems as if I have seen it all. Until tonight, that is.

“Shouldn’t you be happy, Timtim? Now you’ll get my full attention. Every day.” “That’s not funny,” she snapped. “I’m not joking.” He stepped closer, lowering his face until they were nearly nose to nose. “You’re reckless. Immature. And I’ve let you run wild for too long. Consider this your leash, officially tightened.” “You’re insane.” “And you,” he breathed, his voice turning gravelly, “are mine to keep in line.” Timtim was stunned by his words.. is he insane what does he mean by that ? --- --- Later that evening, back at home, she found her bedroom window open.

It’s the only thing that’s keeping me going now. I lay my pen down, my knee jiggling nervously, and close the notebook. Standing, I pace back and forth across the living room. I’m sure if anyone saw me they’d easily see me as some crazed, neurotic psycho but I can’t stay still. I feel like I’m overflowing with energy and if I stay still I’ll explode. Checking the time on my phone, I stuff it in my pocket and leave the apartment. Maybe a walk will help calm me down.

Bully! “What is your problem Jeoff?” My overnight will lead to crying. And the crazy smiled at me that made me cry again because he has totally gone crazy. “You are now crazy!” Cry Misssamy. “you must see a doctor you seem insane! Brooooooooooooooooooo.” He gave me tissue again. but Jeoff is not yet speaking. He is just feeling me. I am making Jeoff crazy. This is my fault why he is crazy but I may gone crazy ahead of him.

In what ever way he could think of; and by God, he could think of a few right off he bat. He slowed to a stop and turned around, furious at her, at himself, at goddesses of the moon, for giving him a crazy mate that was driving him crazy too, at everything. His fate is driving him crazy. He nearly lost it , but only surged of courageous kept him going. An unfamiliar seething energy began to gather inside him, and he cursed long and hard and viciously into the whipping rain as he speed back towards Annie. Spoiling for a fight.

Had to act crazy, orders from above. "OH MY GOSH! SOMEONE! SOMEONE SAVE ME. OH GOD! HELP! HELP ME PLEASE!" I rushed out of the room and sprinted around the corridors of the mansion screaming with every atom of my being. A bit exaggerated but...you get the picture. Acting wacky is what I am awesome at anyway. When I noticed people (not sure who) gathering around me, I cried with more violence than any gale. I was full on bonkers now.

I might not be able to hold on for long. I picked a stone up and threw it across the street. Everyone who saw me stared at me with pain in their eyes. Only a few people were moving around. The street seems strange to me too. I wondered if the streets were mourning her absence. Maybe the pack members are missing her so much they had agreed to stay indoors. "Maybe they feel your pain," my subconscious mind said