Novel & Cerita Misjudged

My tears were flowing without me making a sound. Agad na natawa si mama, isang insultong tawa. “What? I was expecting I'd hear of a better job than that!” Umiiling na bumaling sa akin si mama. The disappointment is very evident on her face. “Jessica, did I judge you wrong? You let yourself be with this man? A fisherman? Hija, you are better than that! You're too beautiful to be wasted on this fisherman!” Hindi ko na inangat ang mata ko. I don't want him to see me crying.

"My attitude nowadays is based on how people treat me. Maldito ka, kaya naging m*****a din ako sayo. I'm done being mabait na. Ilang years din akong naging mabait pero palagi lang akong inaabuso. Palagi lang inaabuso ang kabaitan ko. So fuck with them!" "I understand you now. Alam kong nagkamali ako when I judged you without knowing the real you and I'm so sorry for that." Umirap ako. Ito ang sinasabi ko. People judged me so quickly without even thinking to get to know me first. Basta lang ba makahusga sila sa akin yun na. Kung ano lang yung nakikita at naririnig nila pinapaniwalaan nila agad.

Hindi ko maiwasang mainis sa sarili ko. Gusto ko siyang makausap at nang makahingi ako ng tawad sa mga nasabi ko sa kaniya kagabi. I am not yet sure if his problem was really because of the company, but one thing's for sure. I was mistakenly accused him for something that he will never do after he promised to me.

"I'm sorry" WE can't humbly admit the wrong things we did.Must of the time,our pride and ego was the reason why we can't say we're wrong.the impression and the conclusion we did was opposite from the reality but still we didn't care at all because we care about ourselves.... We often judge someone.anyone base on their physical appearance.the first glance or maybe the first conversation we have from them.. judgement is necessary and we can't do anything about that, because even you experience how to judge or being judged.. There's nothing wrong of doing mistakes,what wrong is you let that mistakes ruin something in you.and your relationship with someone..

E class nga lang ang pinalagpas niya that time para makausap lang ako. Palagay ko si Avry yung tipo ng taong iikot talaga ang mundo niya sa karelasyon. Is that a red flag? or a green one? Tsk! tsk! Hindi ko na alam. Ganito ba talaga kapag in love? Pati judgement nag-iiba? Di mo na makita yung flaws ng taong mahal mo? . Anyway, kaya nga ako andito. Sige na.. Ako na lang aayos ng buhay niya. Oh! Damn! Kailan pa ako naging fixer?

Hindi nya siguro matangap ang nagawa nyang pag sampal sa pamangkin nya. I also looked at my family and they were smiling at me, maybe I misjudged Criss right away. We should have listened to his explanation. Ang tanga ko talaga nagpatalo ako sa sarili kung opinyon. Criss is my friend.I shouldn't have judged him right away. "C-Criss,"stammer when called. Maybe I'm guilty. Napayuko akong lumapit sa kanya. Napabitiw rin ito sa pagyakap kay lolo.

Di nya alam kung bakit yun ang naaalala nya. "I beg your pardon sir, pero how can you say na di ako desrving kung di nyo naman ako kilala personally? Opo, nagkabanggaan tayo sa bar but that doesn't i am not deserving for this job right? Ganun nalang po ba kayo humusga without even knowing me? Sorry po ha pero if that's the case po siguro i am really not deserving to have a boss like you Sir. I deserve much better. Sorry Miss Jane napaka judgemental naman pala ng boss mo. Nahusgahan agad pagkatao ko. I quit na po " sabay talikod ni Madel.

Tila hindi nagustuhan ang sinabi ng assistant. "Do you know me? Hindi mo ba alam na ako palagi ang huling kinukuhaan ng larawan? Baka nakakalimutan mong ako ang bida dito?" Mataray na saad ni Vera. Matalim na tiningnan niya si Rhian. Hindi siya makakapayag na mahuli sa pictorial ang baguhang modelo. Ni wala nga ito sa kanyang kalingkingan. "Hindi ho ito pelikula para maging bida kayo!" Nakangusong saad naman ni Jane.

Jusko! Sa totoo lang, nakakahiya talaga. Noong time lang na 'yon ako nakadama nang ganoon klaseng hiya sa buong buhay ko. Bigla ko tuloy natanong ng sarili kung I sounded like a perv kaya ganoon na lang ang reaksyon niya. I don't know honestly, but it was a shame sa side ko pero thank God I found an excuse nang sabihin niyang the mood was off.