Sincerity Is Scary Lyrics の小説・ストーリー

I feel like I don't deserve you tonight It's in the way that you hold me I don't deserve you tonight It's in the things that you show me I need you, don't let me go Need you, don't let me go I feel like I don't de-, I don't de-, I don't deserve you tonight Somewhere in the sky The way your body fits on mine When you give in to me I'm so high but I'm falling (na-na-na), uh And now my eyes are locked on you (yeah) As you dance around the room And finally I'm right where I belong, oh, oh-oh Aku menyanyi sepanjang perjalanan. Merasa senang, terbebas dari jeratan iblis. Tersenyum, menaikan tangan ke atas. Beginikah rasanya merdeka?

All I ask is If this is my last night with you Hold me like I'm more than just a friend Give me a memory I can use Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do It matters how this ends 'Cause what if I never love again? Suara Atlanta bergetar ketika sampai di nada tinggi lagu, antara vibra suara dan menahan tangisan. Sepanjang Atlanta bernyanyi, Atlanta tak berani menatap Dylan. Atlanta memejamkan mata dengan sesekali melihat tuts piano. Let this be our lesson in love Let this be the way we remember us I don't wanna be cruel or vicious And I ain't asking for forgiveness

I didn't care that much But I realize when you hang up, I messed this up I spend my weekends tryna get you off My mind again, but I can't make it stop I'm tryna pretend I'm good, but you can tell (uh) 'Cause you know me too, you know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah You know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah Lo puedo dejar para mí, jamás volverte a llamar But baby no puedo engañarme a mí misma, no Porque cada vez que me oyes, yo sé que tú me lees Lo mejor será dejarte ir, y olvidarte Try to hit you up, but he had enough Just screaming down the phone "You don't know what you lost" I say, "I'm fine, " I didn't care that much

I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me back to the ground again Feels like I've been awakened Every rule I had you break it The risk that I'm taking I'm never gonna shut you out Aku tersenyum saat lagu itu seolah mengejek diriku. Aku hanya wanita lemah yang rapuh karena tak bisa move on hingga sekarang. Aku hanya wanita naif yang tak bisa berbuat apa-apa.

Perlahan tapi pasti, dia pun tampaknya sudah siap untuk menerima kenyataan bahwa semuanya betul-betul akan berakhir saat ini. "Tiap malam aku nggak bisa tidur, tiap malam aku rasanya jijik tidur di samping kamu, karena yang aku rasain cuma hawa dari Marko! Aku nggak bisa mempercayai kamu lagi, tiap hari rasanya aku kayak dihantui sama rasa takut, aku paranoid karena kamu!! Dan kamu berharap aku bisa hidup dalam rasa takut kayak gitu untuk selama-lamanya?! Kamu terlalu naif atau bego sampe berharap aku bakal bersedia untuk jalanin hidup kayak gitu? Hah?"

, it didn't slow me down. Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated. Look, I'm still around. Semua menatap sedih begitu petikan gitar Vander berhenti diujung bait. Pria itu tampak menarik napasnya dalam, lalu memberanikan diri untuk melihat ke depan dan melanjutkan lagunya dengan lantang. Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever ever feel Like you're less than fuckin' perfect. Pretty pretty please, if you ever, ever feel like you're nothing.

See it's very divine, You one of a kind. But you mush up my mind, You walk to get declined. Oh Lord... My baby is driving me crazy. You're way too beautiful girl. That's why it'll never work. You'll have me suicidal, suicidal. When you say it's over. Damn all these beautiful girls. They only wanna do your dirt. They'll have you suicidal, suicidal. When they say it's over....

I wonder, wouldn't it be nice To live inside a world that isn't black and white? I wonder what it's like to be my friends Hope that they don't think I forget about them I wonder, I wonder Right before I close my eyes The only thing that's on my mind Been dreaming that you feel it, too I wonder what it's like to be loved by you, yeah I wonder what it's like I wonder what it's like to be loved by I wonder why I'm so afraid Of saying something wrong, I never said I was a saint I wonder, when I cry into my hands

Akhirnya gw ambil gitar dari kamar, duduk menghadap Anna dan mulai bernyanyi sambil menghafal lirik yang hampir gw lupa. Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Don't be ashamed to cry Let me see you through 'cause I've seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You don't know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less I'll stand by you I'll stand by you Won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you So if you're mad, get mad Don't hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now

Yang kini tak pernah didengarnya lagi. “Du du du du du du du du du Understand the things I say Don't turn away from me 'Cause I've spent half my life out there You wouldn't disagree Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me? Do you like me standing there? Do you notice? Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me? Does anyone care? Unhappiness Where's when I was young And we didn't give a damn 'Cause we were raised