Sudah Dibantu Tapi Tidak Tau Diri Mga Nobela at Kwento

"I had a feeling about you and that you had to stay.” “Why?” I looked at Troy again. I needed help, but he did not offer it. I was certain he was trying to teach me some kind of lesson. That, or he was just curious to see how I’d handle the situation. “I don’t know, Ida,” I said at length. “I just knew I couldn’t ignore it.” I glowered at Troy while I mind linked with him. “Very helpful. Thanks.” He just laughed. “You should trust yourself more. I won’t always be there to help you out. You did fine.”

“I do have trust issues. How could I not?” “I know, and I'm here to help you deal with that.”

Mabuti na lamang at maraming tao ang nakakita at natulungan agad kaya ngayon ay nakahiga siya ngayon sa kama. Nanghihina siya ngunit mas mabuti ito kesa inatake at naging paralisado. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko kapag nangyari 'yon. Mabuti na lamang at nag-insist ang kapitbahay namin na bantayan muna ako kapatid ko para maayos kong mabantayan si mama.

I couldn't even help myself, how can I save my people? I want to help them but even I couldn't help myself in this situation. I was trained. I skipped playing and just focused on studying and training again and again and now, I don't know anymore already. I'm so drained. But it's not the time to feel hopeless, I have to fight back. Not by force but by my wits.

“So what do I do?” His gaze softened slightly. “You let us help you. You don’t go anywhere alone. You learn what you are, what it means, so you can control it.” Control it. I didn’t even know how to begin doing that. I turned away from him, pressing my hands against the edge of the desk, gripping it like it was the only thing keeping me upright. My heart pounded against my ribs, too fast, too erratic. “I don’t know if I can do this.”

As much as I didn’t want to give up, I didn’t know what else to do. Nothing in my life has ever gone right, I was just one big living disaster. It had been easier to feel the numbness. At least then I wouldn’t feel so hopeless right now. If only there was some way to figure out what I was supposed to do. My thoughts were racing, I just couldn’t make sense of any of it. “How can I help?” I heard Caleb’s voice fill my head. “Tell me how to fight the darkness. Everything I try is useless. I am supposed to remember who I am and where I come from, but I don’t know what any of that even means. How does that help me?” I whimpered.

"I think I need you to help me control myself and my powers better." I don't know how.

“I don’t know how you must be feeling.” “Quite terrible,” I chuckled even when it sounded forced. “But right now you need to be with her and try to help. She cannot do this without you. Help her recover her memories.” “But I can’t do anything to help. She seems to have so much support from Asher. I can’t do anything. I barely know her so how will I help?”

And yes, I start to do it. ‘What next?’ was the question I threw to myself as I take the uncomfortable steps out of here. I was limping on one foot, which was the right one that I’ve managed to get a grip of. But the truth remains that I am unaware of what I am supposed to do next because I am not sure where I am and I cannot tell if I would be able to outrun anyone with my weary body.

Or maybe he didn't even know when he lost it. I don't know if he can hear me, but I feel like I need to tell him something. I begin, massaging his temple with one hand. "You know, Jerol, a lot of things are happening that you are not aware of. Your company needs you, but you need to recover first. I want to help you, but I don't know how to. It's so difficult to help someone when you don't even have any idea where to begin, what to say or do. I need you to help me help you, Jerol. Stop punishing yourself like this, please. It's hurting everyone, even your parents. I..." I stop when I see tears dropping from his eyes. Does this mean he can hear me? I wipe them away. "I need you to be okay, Je