LOGIN“I want you to touch me… right now. I’ll show that scumbag ex I’m good at sex too.” Those were the last words Emily remembered saying before she woke up naked in the hockey captain’s bed — with her brother’s best friend staring back at her. One drunken night. One reckless mistake. One positive pregnancy test that ruined everything. Emily is a talented painter who just caught her boyfriend cheating. Alex is the campus’s arrogant, playboy hockey captain who never does commitment. Now they’re stuck together by an unplanned baby, crushing guilt, and a sizzling attraction that refuses to die. He says he doesn’t do responsibility. She says she won’t abort their child. But as Emily’s paintbrushes capture feelings she’s terrified to name and Alex starts showing up at her dorm with midnight cravings and soft kisses, one thing becomes dangerously clear: This hockey captain might just be hers… accidentally forever.
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My laughter died the second I pushed open the café door. There he was, Lucas, my boyfriend of thirteen months with another girl on his lap, kissing her like he was starving. His hands gripped her waist exactly the way they used to grip mine. Her long chestnut hair spilled over his shoulder as she leaned into him, completely lost in the kiss. The small wrapped canvas slipped from my fingers and crashed onto the wooden floor. The sound cracked through the café like a gunshot. Lucas jerked back. The same hazel eyes I’d stared into a thousand times flew to mine in pure panic. “Emily —” His voice cracked. “It’s not —” I didn’t wait for the lie. I turned and ran. Cold air slapped my face as I burst outside. Tears blurred everything, the brick paths, the fountain, the students laughing like my world hadn’t just shattered. I kept running until my lungs screamed, until I couldn’t hear the café bell ringing behind me anymore. How could he? I stopped under the big oak tree beside the arts building, bent over with my hands on my knees, gasping. The painting I’d spent three nights perfecting, our first date at the botanical garden, every tiny detail down to the coffee stain on his shirt was still lying on that café floor. My phone started exploding with calls. I answered the fourth one without thinking. “Emily, baby, please listen —” “Don’t call me baby,” I choked out. “I saw you, Lucas. I saw everything.” “It’s not what it looks like! She’s —” I hung up and turned my phone off. Then I sank onto the stone bench and finally let the tears fall. Ugly, shaking sobs tore out of me. I hugged my knees tight, trying to hold myself together, but it felt like everything was spilling out. Thirteen months of memories, late-night talks, his laugh when I showed him my paintings, the way he’d kiss my forehead after I had a bad critique, all of it poisoned in a single second. Why wasn’t I enough? Footsteps pounded toward me. I didn’t look up until a familiar vanilla scent wrapped around me and warm arms pulled me close. “Em…” Kara’s voice was soft but tight with anger. “What happened?” I pressed my face into her shoulder, soaking her sweater with tears. “He was kissing her. Right there in the café. In our spot.” Then she cursed under her breath. “That lying piece of shit.” “I had a painting for him,” I whispered. “I spent all night finishing it. I walked in smiling like an idiot and… and he had her on his lap.” Kara rubbed my back in slow circles, the way she always did when I was falling apart. “Did he see you?” I nodded. “He tried to explain. I ran.” “Good. Let him choke on his excuses.” She pulled back and brushed my wet hair from my face. Her eyes were fierce. “You’re too good for him, Em. You always were.” “I thought he loved me,” I said, voice cracking. “He told me I was his favorite person. He said —” “I know what he said.” Kara’s jaw clenched. “And right now it feels like your heart is being ripped out. But you’re not going to sit here and cry alone until you disappear.” I wiped my eyes with shaky hands. “I just want to go back to the dorm and sleep.” “Nope.” She stood up and tugged me to my feet. “We’re going out tonight.” “Kara…” “Icebreaker. Ladies’ night. Cheap drinks, loud music, and zero room for thinking about that asshole.” She linked her arm through mine and started walking, practically dragging me along. “You’re going to wear that tight black dress I got you, the one that makes boys trip over their own feet, and we’re going to dance until your legs hurt.” I tried to pull away, but she held on tighter. “What if I just cry the whole time?” “Then you cry,” she said with a small smile. “But at least you’ll look hot doing it. And I’ll be right beside you, ordering shots and cursing his name between every song.” A tiny, broken laugh slipped out of me. Only Kara could make me laugh when I felt this destroyed. We walked slowly across campus as the sky turned orange and pink. The same colors I loved painting. Now they just reminded me of the ruined canvas I’d left behind. “I really thought he was different,” I said quietly. “I know, babe.” Kara squeezed my arm. “And it sucks. It hurts like hell. But tonight? Tonight we’re starting the process of forgetting him. Even if it’s just for a few hours.” She glanced at me, a mischievous spark in her eyes. “Who knows? Maybe you’ll meet someone who actually deserves all those beautiful paintings you make.” I shook my head. “I don’t want anyone else.” “Not tonight you don’t,” she agreed. “Tonight you just need to feel something other than pain. And if that something comes in the form of loud music and strong cocktails, then that’s what we’re doing.” Lucas had broken my heart today. Tonight, I was going to try and forget it existed.Emily’s POV Alex pulled the car over to the curb, killing the engine but not moving to get out right away. He turned to me, his face still showing faint bruises around his jaw and eye, but his gaze soft and steady. “Thank you for driving me,” I said quietly, reaching out to trace the line of his knuckles gently. “Now please go home and rest. Don’t even think about going to practice or doing anything strenuous until that swelling goes down properly.” He covered my hand with his own, holding it tight against his leg. “Don’t worry about me. I’m tougher than I look. But Em… I really am sorry. I hate that my life keeps spilling over into yours, that my past keeps causing problems for everyone around us. I never wanted you to have to deal with this kind of mess.” “Alex,” I said firmly, leaning closer so he’d really hear me, “I know you. I know exactly who you are—better than Karen ever could, and better than anyone else who’s only seeing bits and pieces from the outside. And ho
Emily’s POV Kara’s eyes went wide and sharp the second Alex finished telling us what had happened at his door. “Completely lost it? That girl has been crazy about you for years, and now she’s gone absolutely off the rails! She’s not just hurt, Alex—she’s dangerous.” I sat forward on the sofa, my hands folded tight in my lap. “I think I need to talk to her. Face to face. I need to ask her exactly what she thinks she’s doing.” Alex turned to me quickly, his expression tight with worry. “Em… no. We have no idea what she’s capable of right now. She’s not thinking straight. And honestly?” He paused, running a hand roughly over his hair. “I’ve even thought about walking away from the team entirely. Just handing in my spot and stepping back.” “What?” I stared at him, shocked. “Why would you do that? None of this is your fault. And Kael… he’s being unfair, dragging his personal mess onto the ice and letting it affect everyone.” “I know it’s not right,” Alex said quietly. “Bu
Alex POVI was just pulling my clean shirt over my head, ready to crash—the throbbing in my face hadn’t let up, and my mind was still spinning over the fight with Kael—when the doorbell started ringing.One long chime. Then another. Then again, fast and frantic, like someone was leaning on the button and wouldn’t let go.I glanced at the clock: 11:47 PM. For a second I thought about ignoring it. I was exhausted, sore, and had zero patience for more drama tonight. But the bell kept going—sharp, insistent, cutting through the quiet until it felt like it was pounding right behind my eyes.Finally I strode over, flipped the lock, and pulled the door open.Karen stood there. Her hair was messy, her eyes puffy and red, and tears were streaming down her cheeks before she even looked up. Before I could ask what she was doing here, or tell her to go find Kael, she lunged forward and wrapped her arms tight around my neck, sobbing into my shoulder.“Alex… I’m so sorry. I’m so, so sorry for
Emily’s POVThe taxi rolled quietly through the streets, and Kara leaned forward, talking animatedly about everything from the best bakeries in the city to the wildest rumors she’d heard back at campus. But my gaze was fixed on the passing buildings, my mind far away—looping back to the fight, the bruises on Alex’s face, Karen’s frantic lies, and the way Kael had looked at me like I’d betrayed him too.“Hey… Em?” Kara waved a hand gently in front of my face. “You haven’t heard a single word I just said, have you?”I blinked, turning to look at her, and offered a sheepish sigh. “I’m sorry. I just… my head’s too full right now.”“Still stuck on Karen and Alex, aren’t you?” she asked softly.“Yeah,” I admitted. “Everything feels off. Like none of this adds up the way it should, and I’m missing the biggest piece of the puzzle.”Kara studied me for a moment. “But how do you feel about Alex? Do you think he’s keeping something from you?”“Not at all,” I said firmly, without a second’s
Emily’s POV Alex was carrying me through the pulsing club lights like I weighed nothing.One strong arm wrapped under my knees, the other supporting my back. My cheek pressed against his bare chest, still warm from where I’d collapsed into him moments ago. The bass vibrated through his body into m
Emily’s POVMy legs felt loose and heavy at the same time as I stumbled back toward the bar. The music pulsed louder in my ears, each beat slamming against my skull. Kara’s warning from moments ago still rang in my head, but I pushed it away. “Another one,” I told the bartender, slapping my hand
Emily’s POVMy body moved on its own, hips swaying harder than I ever had before, arms raised like I could push the pain out through my fingertips. The bass thumped inside my chest, matching the angry beat of my pulse. Sweat clung to my skin. The black dress rode up my thighs with every sharp turn
Emily’s POVMy laughter died the second I pushed open the café door.There he was, Lucas, my boyfriend of thirteen months with another girl on his lap, kissing her like he was starving.His hands gripped her waist exactly the way they used to grip mine. Her long chestnut hair spilled over his shoul






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