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Fuck my fucking life.
I stand in front of Lycroft College, my heart pounding so loud I’m worried all the werewolves inside can hear. “Don’t just stare.” Alpha Rick commands, yanking my box after me. “You didn’t tell me there would be so many wolves,” I say back, and he heaves the heaviest sigh I’ve ever heard. “This is a werewolf town, Olivia. Of course, there are going to be wolves” He mutters. Great. Like everything else in my life, I'm the only living, breathing human to exist. Like he can smell my panic, he adds, “Just wait for Hunter, he’ll take you to Principal Watson and protect you for the rest of the year. Everything will be fine .” I spy a poster of a large wolf stepping on a human’s skull. The bleak headline reads, “We Always Conquer.” I gulp. Does that look fine to him? A boy by the poster spots me, and I freeze right as his eyes widen. “GET LOST!” Alpha Rick barks, and the boy scurries down the corridor, but it’s too late. He’s already aware that I’m around, and now the news is going to spread like wildfire. The human has arrived. I turn to Ricklan desperately, all my fear crashing down on me. His grey eyes crinkle and he pulls me closer till I melt in his familiar forest scent. “It’s going to be fine. You have trained for this your whole life. All you have to do is graduate and the council will allow me to turn you into a hybrid.” “But what if I-“ “No what ifs.” He snaps, “I didn’t raise you to think you can’t do this. You can. You will. Don't let any asshole make you think you don't belong.” I nod. Only because I have to believe him. The alternative is panicking for the rest of my life. And if I don’t pass, the rest of my life will not be very long. My mouth is dry, but I manage to croak, “Okay.” He looks like he has something else to say, but then his gaze shifts over my shoulder, and he straightens. “UNCLE RICK!” A voice merrily yells behind me. His lip quirks up slightly, “Hunter.” Hunter? I whirl around to face Rick’s Godson, and the second I spot him, my brain short-circuits. His tall, muscled frame fills his uniform perfectly. I've never seen someone look so delicious in school wear. The wind blows his dark, curly hair as he pulls Rick in for a hug. “Did you get taller?” Rick asks, looking up at his godson. “Don’t be a dramatic uncle. Many boys my age are 6 foot 3.” He says brightly. My mouth nearly falls open. Does he even know many boys his age? “Tell your dad I said hi,” Rick adds, before gesturing at me, “and this is Olivia.” Finally, Hunter’s blue eyes slide over to me. He seems to do a double-take, his smile slipping, and it only makes me more anxious. “This is Olivia?” He asks incredulously. I can’t help but get defensive, “Is that a problem?” His cheeks redden, “What? No! You're just…small.” There’s a look in his eye that tells me he was going to say something else, but I don’t press. The last thing I want is to challenge a wolf who could crush me with one hand. Luckily, the school bell dings, and it gives me the chance to tear my gaze away. It's time to go. Rick sucks in a sharp breath. Even though I'm not his daughter, I guess this must have some impact on him. He raised me. Rick pulled me from the shambles of war and fought like hell to make sure I survived. The issue is, he didn't consider what it would be like for me living in a world dominated by predators. Even though he’s not affectionate, I consider reaching for a hug. But Rick takes a mechanical step back, and when he stretches out his hand for a handshake of all things, I have to swallow my disappointment. I clasp our hands, hating him and already missing him. “Be safe, Olivia,” he says in his commanding Alpha voice. “I will, Alpha Rick,” I promise. He looks at me head-to-toe one more time, then he nods and turns away “I’ll call.” he declares, not giving me time to respond before he dashes to his car. I watch as he gets in, not looking back, and zooms off, leaving me alone for the first time in my whole life with nothing but an aching heart. And his Godson. I turn back to Hunter, who already has my box in hand and a kind smile on his face. I can't help the desire that clenches my stomach. I expected the first wolf I met after Rick to freak me out, but so far Hunter has treated me like I belong. I force myself to look away and march into the empty halls. Why are the halls empty? “I told everyone to go away.” Hunter says suddenly, like he read my mind, “I didn’t want to add stress to your arrival.” I’m too shocked to speak. He just… sent them away? And they just listened? Who the hell is this guy? We head for the Principal’s office door, and when the silence stretches too long, Hunter pipes up again. “Every time Uncle Rick visits Dad and me, he talks about you. I've been so eager to meet you, and I know Rick is going to miss you like hell.” Miss me? A stubborn spark of anger flares in me, and before I can control it, I blurt, “Alpha Rick doesn’t miss anyone.” “Not even his daughter?” “I’m not his daughter.” I deadpan. He must tell he struck a nerve cause he says, “Sorry, I just… You get what I mean. He loves you.” My cheeks heat as we reach the principal's door. Loves me? I’m his responsibility, sure, but no one who loves me would agree to what he did. Everything in my brain tells me to keep my mouth shut, but something about Hunter has me asking, “Do you even know what Alpha Rick did to get me into this school?” “Everyone knows.” Hunter says carefully, “ He adopted you as a baby. He saved you from the war between wolves and humans and is giving you the best education there is.” So that’s what people believe? That he’s my big, sweet hero? I swallow my scream and grit out, ”You left out the part where he made a deal.” Hunter crinkles his perfect eyes at me, “What deal?” Shit. Bad idea. I reach for the principal's door, ready to put this whole thing behind me, but Hunter’s large palm wraps around my forearm, and he forces me to face him. “Olivia, what deal?” he practically begs. “I-” I stop, breathing out my hesitation, “The werewolf council wanted to kill me as a baby. They told Alpha Rick the only way they’d allow me live is if I pass Lycroft College. If I do, Rick will get to turn me.” I pause for this next part. I hate this next part. “But if I fail… I'll die.” Hunter reels back like I slapped him. I almost feel bad that this is his first impression of me. “Rick would never!” Hunter gasps. “Rick has,” I insist, stepping into the office, "and you want to know the worst part?” His distressed eyes tell me he absolutely doesn’t want to know, but there’s no stopping me now. “Alpha Rick has to be the one to kill me.”I take his hand, a plan forming. My palm is soft in Nester’s. He beams at me as I whisper through my hesitation, “Okay.”“Okay?” “Okay,” I repeat, heart pounding. “I’ll be your Luna. Your queen. Whatever it is that’ll make me powerful, I’ll do it.” Nester’s body hums with life. All the excitement he’d been hiding since he met me slams into him with full force. He pulls me to his chest, and I stifle my urge to throw up. “I’m going to give you the world,” he purrs by my ear. “You just wait, Quinn.”Quinn. I freeze. His arms feel heavy on my shoulders, but he doesn’t let go. Doesn't even recognize his mistake: all these years, and it’s always going to be my mum for him. I gulp, overlooking it. I wouldn’t want to frustrate him before the next thing I have to tell him. “But I have a few conditions.” He stiffens. Nester pushes me back gently, his eyes careful as he gazes at me. “Okay.” “You have to let the CrestRidge boys go.” He cackles as if he expected it. “Olivia, once our mati
Gravel crunches beneath our feet as we move stealthily through the messy Penbrook terrain. I step on something that squelches and gag. I didn’t think saving my girl would be this nasty. “How much further do we have to go?” Liana asks, her voice a whisper. But it doesn’t matter, because it still echoes off the dark-stained buildings. I tense. “Not much further,” Axel says, sounding as sure as an Alpha should. As sure as I never will. The distance between us may only be a few steps, but I feel like there’s an entire universe separating Axel and I. The fight still feels fresh. I look at him, standing in front of our mismatched bunch. He’s bent slightly, his head crooked to search for threats. Being Alpha comes naturally to him, in a way it may never do so to me. Something snaps in the distance, and I stand at attention, ready to get out my knife. I swivel my head in the foggy direction of the noise, squinting into the darkness with a pounding heart. “Everyone stay quiet,” A
He doesn’t deny it. All this time I thought Penwood was an open grave, or a meeting place for the dead, but it’s never been that. It’s where all my people are. I stick the knife out, urging him not to take one more fucking step closer. Nester regards it with curious eyes, “You would still kill me, after knowing I saved our people?” “My people,” I snap. “And you didn’t save anyone. You turned them into mindless animals in your bitterness. They serve you blindly.” “That may be true, Olivia. But they serve me well.” I want to scream and never stop. How could he do this to humans? The bed feels too intimate to back myself up against, yet there is nowhere else for me to go. Nester stays standing at the edge; hands folded behind his back, neck a little crooked as he waits for my next words. “So what caused you to kill my mother then?” I snarl. “She came to you, didn’t she? After you started enslaving humans?” His face goes grave again, and violent heat floods me. What right does
I should kill him now. I have the chance, so I should take it. But my fingers are trapped around the picture frame. No matter how hard I try to release it, my hands don’t comply. “What is this?” I ask again, unable to hide the warble in my voice. Nester edges closer, the smell of death on him suddenly unbearable. “Maybe you should sit down-” I jerk away from him, toppling onto the bed. “Don’t tell me what to do.” Nester shakes his head. “That is the last thing I will ever do. You are the goddess herself to the people of Penbrook. If anything, you will soon tell them what to do.” His hand clasps my shoulder, “but first you have to listen to me.” The air thins. I struggle to gulp in the right amount of breaths to keep me standing and listening to this asshole. Me? A Goddess? How? And why to them? He gently pries the frame out of my shaky hands, his gaze hazy as he stares at the photo with a thin, reminiscing smile. “We were all so close then,” he starts wistfully, “all so young
It’s like I can feel the mark tattooed into my skin. Something that I haven't noticed in however long suddenly feels hot and heavy on my body. I run my hand over it painfully, as if doing that enough times will eventually rub it off my skin. Maybe by the time the door opens I'll look down at my ankle and see there was nothing there after all. “Ryker,” Hunter says soothingly, “Calm down.” How can I calm down? I'm in the dark. I'm chained to my brothers, and apparently I've been marked by Nester. “No no no no no.” I panic, rubbing harder, faster, trying to get this evil thing off my skin.Fingers snap around my moving hand, and from the slenderness of their touch, I know it's Talon. “Rye, it's okay,” he says gently, but he must think I'm stupid not to hear the tension in his voice. “It's okay for you.” I don't keep the panic out of my tone. “You're not the one with Nester Rist’s mark on your skin.” “Rubbing it isn't going to change anything,” he tries to keep his voice steady. F
The sack over my head comes off, and I stare up at Nester’s hulking frame.Every blood cell in my body freezes. “Miss Blackwood,” he says, “it’s such an honour to have you here.” He’s here. He’s actually in front of me. My brain falters as it tries to think of words to say, but Axel’s low growl beats me to it. Nester doesn't even acknowledge him. “You’ll have to forgive my… methods of getting you here.” Nester raises the sack. “I didn’t know how else to have a formal meeting with you. I’d insisted Everest try to convince you to come, but I guess that was an error on my end. He isn’t always… amicable.” A million responses come to mind, but I can’t get any of them past my lips. This is the man who murdered my mother. This is the reason all the humans other than me are dead. This is my greatest enemy. My biggest threat. And he’s so… polite? “Um,” I start, finally managing to put words together. “Hello.” Nester smiles at me, a full set of white teeth gleaming in the darkness.
“Axel?” Ryker asks, his voice dropping low. I don’t look up at him; I can’t. Talon stormed out, taking all the shock of what I agreed to with him. Now all that’s left is Hunter and Ryker’s burning rage, searing the room hot. “Axel.” This time Hunter snaps, nearly growls. I’m forced to look up at
We wait for him to say it's a joke. The Axel who raised Ryker, who cares for us with his life, would never, ever stoop so low over some grudge against humans. But maybe we don’t know him at all, cause he doesn’t deny it. “This is your fault.” Olivia’s voice dips low and dangerous. “You’re the re
What the fuck? What the fuck? What the unholy, motherfucking, shitty fuck? Everest gives me a final smile, and finally, he walks out. “YEAH, GET LOST, YOU WORTHLESS EXCUSE OF AN ALPHA!” Liana yells, before slamming the locker door behind us. I turn, helping Ryker up. The second he’s on his fee
“Axel,” my dad whispers, like he’s looking at a dream version of me. “My son. So good to have you here.” He’s talking. He’s actually talking. My stomach roils at the smell of antiseptic. He looks horrible; his eyes are sunken in, his face puffed up from whatever medicine they’ve been giving him.







