LOGINThursday morning. Cold, quiet, not much of a sunrise.Jay let himself into the rink just before seven. The place barely felt awake overhead, the emergency lights threw out that sick yellowish glow, and the air vibrated with the low, endless thrum from the compressors. He showed up early these days, every day. Gave himself space to breathe. Just him and the ice.The Zamboni had done its job fresh glass, almost perfect. Jay found a bench and started lacing up his skates. He didn’t really think about the motions much; his hands just knew what to do.Out on the ice, he started slow. Let his skates test the corners, listened to the quiet shuffle of his blades. By the third lap, he was moving. No drills, no one yelling, nothing but the empty rink and his breath in the cold air.He checked his phone before stepping on the ice. Noah had texted him at 6:02—Can't sleep. Thinking about you.Jay sent back: Me too. See you at lunch.He skated backwards a little, then looked up.Liam stood by the g
Monday slipped in just like endings usually do quiet, almost sneaky, as if the world didn’t get the news that everything had changed.Noah clocked it right away as he walked through the main doors.Something in the atmosphere had shifted. Not in some epic, obvious way nothing ever happened like that at Westbridge. This was smaller. Mornings just felt a little heavier. Seniors wandered through the halls, eyes sliding across lockers and doorways, like they were trying to memorize the blueprint. Suddenly, the stuff they’d been ignoring for four years was the stuff they couldn’t stop noticing. The stuff they’d actually miss.Mark spent a good minute just standing in front of his open locker.Not grabbing anything.Not putting anything in.Just staring.Noah watched from his spot across the hallway. Saw Mark reach out to touch a faded sticker stuck inside the door peeling around the edges then close it really slowly. Way slower than normal.It felt like he was closing a chapter or somethin
The week after exams didn’t feel like any other.Things just felt quieter. The seniors, especially, moved around school like something had shifted. They walked a bit slower, laughed a little louder. It was like they’d already started letting go, eyes already fixed on what comes next. Juniors were watching part jealous, part relieved. Their turn would come, but not quite yet.Noah saw all of it. Mark didn’t rush to class anymore. He’d wander, just taking it all in the walls, the halls, the same old lockers he’d seen a thousand times. Sam joked around even more at lunch, like he wanted to squeeze out every last bit before it was gone. Jay always looked back at things the rink, the locker room, the old wooden bench near the windows—as if he was imprinting it all for good.Everyone was getting ready to leave.Noah tried not to think about it.Friday afternoon.Jay showed up after swim practice. The car was nice and warm, heater blasting, that watery February sunlight leaking in and making
The world outside was winding down. The street seemed softer, muted by winter the sky turning a deeper gray and the cold biting at any skin left uncovered. Cars slid past; people hustled home, scarves wrapped over mouths and noses, faces hidden. Joe heard the buzz of traffic and felt the crunch of salt under his shoes with every step. He walked close enough to Liam that their coats nearly brushed. The warmth coming off Liam felt startling. “How was your day?” Liam asked, breathing out white in the air. “Fine.” Joe’s voice was rough. “Just fine.” “Just fine?” Liam tried again. “Yeah. It was fine.” Liam nodded, letting the question drop. They didn’t need words for a while. They rounded a corner. Here, the houses leaned in with chipped paint and old mailboxes. Branches tangled overhead; a jay called out sharp and lonely somewhere above. Liam spoke again, hesitantly. “Can I ask you something?” “Yeah.” “Why did you kiss me? At the movie.” Joe’s breath caught. He stared at the cr
Joe slipped back into school at 9:20, shoes squeaking a little too loud on the waxed linoleum. The air inside was heavy, still like the building was holding its breath. He could hear his own footsteps echoing down the empty hallway, bouncing sharply off metal lockers. Behind closed doors, teachers’ voices blurred together into a low hum, punctuated now and then by the drag of a chair or a burst of laughter drifting from deep inside a classroom.He should’ve gone to calc. Henderson would be annoyed, maybe he’d just let it go. Joe didn’t care enough to check. He kept walking past the math room, past the science wing where the chemical tang from the last experiment still hung in the air, past the stairs that wound up to the second floor.He needed out. He needed air.When he pushed open the door to the courtyard, the bite of cold hit him right in the face. The benches were rimmed with frost, leaves frozen to the metal in glassy little patterns. The trees stood totally bare, their thin
The hallway let them out into the cold again through the courtyard, then onto the little path circling the school. The grass looked frozen stiff, the trees skeleton thin. They walked in quiet not exactly comfortable, but not hostile, either. Just... waiting. Liam finally spoke up. "I meant it, you know," he said. "What I said at the movie. About missing you." Joe didn’t say anything, just waited. "I miss the way you used to look at me," Liam said. "Like I mattered." Joe felt his throat get tight. "You did matter," Joe said. "You just couldn’t see it." Liam went quiet, absorbing that. "I see it now," he said, almost whispering. Joe stopped walking, so Liam did too. "Liam," Joe said. "Yeah?" "I’m scared." He said it so quietly, it almost got lost on the wind. Liam waited. "I’m scared to trust you. To let you in,” Joe went on. "Because every time, you shoved me away." Liam looked away. "I know. I don’t have a good answer. I was mad at myself, at everyone. But you were the
Practice finally wrapped up.Noah dragged himself out of the pool, his muscles burning. The rest of the team scattered toward the locker room, Marcus mumbling about Coach’s insane workout, Tyler messing around about relay spots, just the usual mess after a hard session.Noah grabbed his towel and w
The pool felt weird without Coach.Way too open. Way too quiet.Usually, you’d hear a whistle somewhere, instructions echoing, splashes mixing with sharp commands and the constant background grumbling. But today, it was just the steady hum of the filtration system.Marcus fiddled with his duffel ba
By the time Liam and Joe reentered the gym hallway, most of the crowd had already scattered. The last stragglers dragged themselves toward afternoon classes, noisy in that restless, unbothered way people got after lunch.Joe ended up walking beside him, quiet. He didn’t stick close enough to feel l
Morning light slipped into the kitchen, painting pale gold stripes across the marble floor.Too clean.Too polished.Way too quiet.Jay sat slouched at the big dining table, hoodie on, still in his school uniform pants. He had one ankle hooked under the chair. His mom scrolled through emails on her







