LOGINI was navigating the edge of the dance floor, trying to reach a pillar where I could disappear for a moment, when it happened.
A servant, darting through the crowd with a heavy silver tray of crystal flutes, misjudged the turn.
We collided.
It wasn't a hard hit, but my body was a map of raw nerves and bruised muscle.
The impact jolted my spine, and a sharp, white-hot flash of pain shot through my lower back, it was a direct reminder of the Wolf’s lack of restraint.
I gasped, my knees buckling for a split second.
"Your Grace! Forgive me!" the boy stammered, his face turning the color of ash as he struggled to steady the rattling tray.
I grabbed his forearm to steady myself, my fingers digging into his sleeve. For a heartbeat, the mask slipped. My jaw tightened, my breath hitching in a way that wasn't feminine or soft. It was the reaction of a man bracing for a fight.
I saw the boy’s eyes widen. He was close enough to see the tension in my neck, close enough to hear the rough edge of my gasp.
"I—I didn't mean—"
"It’s fine," I hissed, then immediately caught myself. I forced my hand to relax, smoothing the silk of my gown with trembling fingers. I blinked, letting my eyes go wide and watery. "I’m just… a bit lightheaded. The heat, you understand."
The servant nodded frantically, but he looked unsettled. Did he perhaps notice something?
Before the servant could apologize for the third time, a hand clamped on my shoulder.
I jumped in fright and made a very unladylike sound.
“There you are, I've been looking all over for you.” Denis smiled at me. I let out a deep sigh, trying to calm my nerves.
“How are you enjoying the party?”
I shrugged. “It's been great so far.”
His smile tightened. “Nothing out of the ordinary?”
I returned his smile. “Not that I could think of.”
He chuckled, the tense smile vanishing. “Hope you're taking my advice well?”
“As well as I can.” I tried chuckling back but it just sounded awkward.
“Wait!”
The sharp, shrill cry cut through the music, causing the dancers nearby to falter. I turned toward the sound, my heart sinking as I saw a younger woman—one of Lady Solvra’s companions—marching toward us. Her face was flushed with a mixture of anger and excitement, the kind wolves showed when they smelled blood in the water.
“My bracelet!” she gasped, stopping inches from me. She held up her bare wrist, her chest heaving. “It’s gone! My mother’s heirloom, the sapphire cuff—it was here only a moment ago!”
Denis sighed, a sound of pure boredom. “Lady Mila, surely you just dropped it. The floor is covered in enough gems to buy a small village. Check your hem.”
“I did!” Mila snapped, her eyes snapping to me with a terrifying focus. “I felt it snag when I passed her. When the servant bumped into the Prince's mate.”
The circle of nobles widened, a predatory silence falling over the immediate area. I felt the weight of a hundred stares.
“Are you suggesting something, Mila?” Denis asked, his voice losing its playful edge.
“I’m saying I want to see her pockets,” Mila said, her voice rising so the surrounding tables could hear. “Or perhaps she’s tucked it into that silk bodice. It’s no secret her family’s estate is… struggling. Perhaps a human bride needs a bit of Caravain gold to feel at home?”
A ripple of hushed whispers broke out. Thief. Human. Commoner. The words drifted through the air like smoke.
I felt the heat rise to my face, not out of shame, but out of a cold, white-hot fury. I looked at Mila—at the smug curve of her lip and the way her friends were already giggling behind their fans. This wasn't about a bracelet. This was an execution.
If I let her search me, the corset would be a problem. If they laid hands on me, they’d feel the binds. They’d feel the lack of softness. They’d find out I wasn't just a thief, but a lie.
“Lady Mila,” I said, my voice steady, though my heart was a frantic drum in my chest. I used the lower register of my voice, the one Solvra had mocked, making it sound slow and dangerous. “You’ve had quite a lot of wine tonight. Perhaps it simply slipped off while you were… gesturing so wildly?”
“How dare you!” she hissed. “Search her! If she has nothing to hide, she won't mind.”
She reached out, her fingers clawing toward my shoulder, intent on dragging me toward the center of the hall.
My instinct screamed to catch her wrist and twist, to put her on the floor the way my brothers had done to me. I had to physically lock my muscles to keep from reacting.
“Is there a problem here?”
The predatory circle that had been closing on me scrambled at the presence of the prince.
Mila's hand froze, inches away from my shoulder.
Her bold, wine fueled courage vanished, replaced by a visible tremor as Eilis golden gaze locked on her.
“My prince.” She gasped as Eilis stopped at my side.
“I asked a question.” He said, his voice dropping an octave. “Why is your hand near my mate lady Mila?”
Mila stammered, her face turning a deep shade of grey. “My… my bracelet, Your Highness. It went missing, and I thought—I felt a snag when she passed—”
“You thought?” Eilís stepped into her space, forcing her to look up at him. “You thought to lay your hands on her in the middle of my father’s hall? To accuse her of theft like a common cutpurse?”
“It is a sapphire, Your Highness,” a voice called out from the crowd, emboldened by the safety of numbers.
My fist tightened, what reason would I have stolen a sapphire when I had dozens embroidered into my wedding gown?
“A family heirloom,” another whispered, the sound carrying easily in the hushed hall. “And the humans are desperate. Who could blame her for wanting something to take back to that crumbling estate?”
The murmurs rippled through the circle like a slow-moving tide. She’s a commoner. She doesn't belong here. A wolf would never stoop so low, but a human?
The air in the room seemed to sharpen as the collective suspicion of the court solidified. Mila took a shaky breath, her confidence returning as she felt the backing of the other nobles.
“I am not the only one who thinks so, My Prince,” she said, her voice regaining its edge. “The girl has no jewelry of her own. Is it so hard to believe her fingers wandered?”
The morning light filtering through the drapes was faint, but it was enough to wake me.Eilis was gone from the bed, though his scent still lingered on the pillows. I could hear his low, rumbling voice out in the corridor, barking orders to the guards posted at the door. He was never gone for more than a few minutes at a time, but those few minutes were the only space I had to breathe without his gaze pinned to me.My birthday was only a few days away now.And with it came the awakening.The thought weighed heavily on my chest every waking hour. The awakening was approaching fast, but I had no idea what it would actually feel like or how to handle it when it hit. More than anything, I needed to know how to use that magic to heal Eilis—to mend whatever magic my mother had used to split his mind in two and brought the Wolf out in the first place.When the door creaked open, it wasn't Eilis who stepped inside, but Calani.She carried a tray with a bowl of warm porridge and a cup of steep
The days dragged past without any real difference between day and night. The draperies over the bedchamber windows stayed pulled tight, keeping the room in a state of perpetual twilight. My stomach had grown significantly larger, high and heavy against my lap. With every passing day, the link between me and the first pup grew frighteningly strong. It was a constant, aggressive hum deep inside my core, pulsating with energy that vibrated straight into my veins. I could feel its strength. But on the right side of my belly, there was nothing. Every morning when I woke up, and every night before I fell asleep, I would press both hands flat against my right flank. I would close my eyes, quiet my breathing, and search. I strained into the dark corners of my own body, practically begging for a spark, a faint twitch, or even the smallest flicker of heat. Nothing. Just an empty void. The silence on that side panicked me more than the fever ever had. It was a slow distress that stayed
The Wolf didn't answer. He just stared down at my trembling hands clutching his chest, his eyes entirely flat.Then I remembered. The Wolf couldn't stand seeing me cry. It unsettled him. It cracked the absolute control he liked to hold over me.So I let the tears fall.I squeezed my eyes shut and let out a broken, shuddering sob, my fingers digging harder into his skin. Hot tears spilled over my eyelashes, running down my feverish cheeks and dripping onto my collarbone."Please," I sobbed, my voice cracking completely. "Bring him back. Bring Eilis back to me."The Wolf's chest expanded under my palms. His jaw clenched so hard a muscle twitched in his cheek, and his hand shot down to grab my wrist. He pulled my fingers off him, but he didn't let go."Stop crying," he said, his voice dropping an octave.I didn't stop. I couldn't stop. The terror of carrying two babies, with one so weak it was fading."I need Eilis
The Wolf pulled back, his jaw set in a hard line as he stared down at my trembling body."Stay here," he ordered.He didn't wait for me to answer. He yanked his trousers on, crossed the floor in broad strides, and threw the door open."Get the healers," he barked into the corridor. "Now!"Footsteps scrambled against the floor outside, and within minutes, two senior healers rushed through the doorway clutching their wooden medic kits.The moment they crossed the threshold, they froze.The Wolf stood towering over them, bare-chested with blood still smeared across his upper lip from his broken nose.The younger healer gasped, dropping his wooden kit. It hit the rug with a loud crash, sending glass vials and dried herbs rolling across the floor."In," the Wolf growled, pointing a thick finger toward the mattress where I lay shivering.Neither of them dared to pick up the fallen tools. Pale and trembling violently, they rushed to the edge of the bed. The older healer wiped his sweaty hand
The heat of his seed inside me was still fresh, but as the Wolf pulled me down against his chest, the adrenaline holding me together completely vanished. My skin felt like it was on fire, but my teeth started chattering violently. I tried to push off his chest to get off him, but my arms gave out immediately, my elbows slipping on his skin. "Raven?" The Wolf’s voice lost its smug edge, his hands catching my waist to keep me from sliding off the bed. My vision blurred, the dark corners of the room spinning together. Every breath took heavy effort, and my belly felt unnaturally tight, like the pregnancy was leeching whatever strength I had left straight out of my limbs. Sweat broke out across my forehead, icy cold against my flushed skin. "Get... off," I choked out, but the words barely made it past my lips. My chest hit his, my head dropping onto his shoulder because I literally couldn't hold my own neck up anymore. The Wolf sat up, shifting my weight into his arms. He bro
"Is that what you want, my sweet?" His warm hands caressed my body as he gently undressed me, unbuttoning my pants and easing them down my hips.I trembled under him, my mind at war with itself over what to do. Should I fight and make it harder for myself, or allow him to do whatever he wanted, with the promise that he would keep his word?"Just play along, pretty please? I don't want to hurt you. You don't want me to hurt the baby, right?"He carefully lifted my shirt over my head, his eyes never leaving mine, and every touch sent shivers down my spine. "How are you going to please me tonight?"I was smart enough to realize the indirect threat: no one was coming to save me. I was on my own, so why make it harder for myself? Pulse racing, I pulled my feet up onto the mattress and spread my legs, exposing myself willingly.His nostrils flared, and he pushed my thighs farther apart. "Look at how pretty you are, being so forthcoming. I scared you, didn't I?"Heat filled the gold eyes tha
The next morning, Denis didn't give me the luxury of a slow recovery. I could still feel the meat turning in my stomach.He arrived at my chambers while the mist was still thick against the glass, carrying a wooden practice stave. He didn't look like a playful attendant today, I didn't know Denis co
The "Blood Feast" was held in the smaller dining hall.I sat at the center of the long, dark table, surrounded by the Alphas of the Council. They didn't speak to me. They just watched, their eyes tracking the way my throat moved every time I swallowed a sip of water. I wore the most restrictive gown
The morning did not bring the soft, golden light of a new beginning. As I sat by the window in my chambers, the silk of my morning gown felt like a shroud. My body still ached—a dull, rhythmic thrumming in my lower back and the sharp, stinging memory of the bite on my neck.I had survived the ball,
Eilis looked ready to snap her in half, his posture a jagged line of restrained violence. I felt like a bird pinned to a board, having no idea how to defend myself. Every word that formed in my throat felt like a trap. If I spoke to softly, I was weak, but if I spoke too firmly, my voice would betr







