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~Lora~
If I hadn’t turned on the bedroom light tonight, I wouldn’t have discovered my husband’s betrayal… or lost everything. Why did it have to be tonight? On our matrimonial bed. I reached for him, unsure of what I truly wanted to do, but my body moved before my mind could catch up. "Get off me, you slow wench!" Michael exclaimed as he yanked my arms away from him. My ears rang. That word…‘wench’...felt unreal. I tried to regain my composure and pinched myself to make sure I wasn't dreaming. "What do you mean by 'slow'? And what’s with the 'wench'? Where is all this coming from, Michael?" I asked as I pursued him once more, gripping his collar tightly. "Didn't you hear him? Back off! Ugh, you're going to make me puke..." Ivy, his secretary, intervened. Thank God I turned on the light; I was able to catch him red-handed. If not, he might claim I had seen things. "Where did I go wrong, huh?" I asked, tears streaming down my face. I glanced at Ivy again, her skin didn’t glow like mine, and her eyes weren’t the grey and hazel colors of mine. I was undeniably prettier. But there was something else... "Why can't you just be up to my standard and class, Lora?" Michael asked for the hundredth time. He had always wanted a more classy and sexily dressed wife, which I am not. "So, is that what this is all about?" I asked, my voice cracking as I stared at the man I gave up everything for. He scoffed, rolling his eyes like I was some kind of burden. "Don’t make this dramatic, Lora. It’s not like I’ve been hiding it, Maybe a month ago… a year or two? I don’t even remember. You were always too busy doing you." My stomach twisted. "You don’t even remember when you started sleeping with her?" Ivy laughed, flipping her hair as she perched on the edge of our bed…my bed. "He remembers how good I made him feel, though. Isn’t that right, babe?" “Don’t call him that,” I snapped. "Oh, please," she sneered. "You should be thanking me. At least now he’s honest." I turned back to Michael, searching his face for even a hint of regret. "And what about us? About everything we’ve built? The vows we took?" "Don’t act surprised, Lora….You were boring to me." "Boring?" I blinked, stunned. Ivy laughed behind him. "He needed someone exciting. Someone who knows how to satisfy a man." "Shut up!" I glared at her. "No, let her talk," he said, smiling towards her. "She’s saying what I’ve been too nice to say." I blinked, trying to stop the tears. "So what now? You're leaving?" He smirked. "No. I’m proposing an open marriage. You do you, I do me." I froze. "You’re not serious." "Dead serious. Maybe you’ll stop being clinging for once." Now it's “clinging” to him. Great. I sniffed, my hands trembling as the envelope from the doctor slipped from my fingers and hit the floor. I didn’t move, neither did he. My eyes just followed, watching it slide under the couch. He didn’t notice. Good. He doesn’t need to know I’m pregnant anymore. I clenched my jaw. "You disgust me." "Right back at you, sweetheart," he muttered, already turning to Ivy. He shrugged, planting soft kisses on her palm. "Maybe we need something new.… we should try it... Ivy doesn’t mind sharing, and you might actually loosen up for once if you had someone else." My mouth dropped open. "You can't be serious? You cheat, and now you want permission?" "I’m giving you a chance to be happy too," he said, hands in his pocket. I blinked again, trying to focus, but my head was spinning. Pregnant… I was pregnant. And now this? Michael crossed his arms. "You never really fit into my world, Lora. Maybe now you can find someone else who does." My vision blurred with tears, my jaw clenched tight. No, no, no, not here. Not in front of them. I turned away, pushing the tears back just for a moment. Just to breathe. And as I did, something in me broke… I didn't know how it happened, but i…just couldn't hold it anymore. "Why betray me like this? What does she have that I don’t?!" I screamed, grabbing his shirt again and shoving her out of his arms. Michael stepped back, jaw tight. "Class, Lora. For fuck’s sake. You're one of the most famous fashion designers and my wife, yet you walk around dressed like this?" He waved a disgusted hand at me. "It’s embarrassing. Haven’t I tried? Look at yourself." I trembled. "Bu..t I've always dressed like this. You met me, fell in love and married me like this.. so why?" He said, loud and clear. “Don't drag love into this.” My heart stuttered, that hurt more than the cheating ever could. “Then what was it? She's not even to compar....” I started, but he cut me off. "Please, don’t embarrass yourself further. Accept it. And no, we’re not getting a divorce. I won’t give you my signature or consent. So let’s end this pathetic show…" He sneered, looking straight into my eyes. "Show?!" I snapped, and before I could stop myself, I slapped him hard across the face. A loud crack echoed, with his cheek turning red instantly. I didn't mean to, it just happened "You…" he growled and shoved me, hard. I stumbled backward, my heels catching the edge of the rug. My body twisted mid-air, and then… CRASH. I landed on the glass table and it shattered beneath me. Everything happened so fast, I felt pain explode through my head. I gasped, but no air came. My chest hammered, my ears rang, and everything blurred. Michael’s voice faded into the background. But then I heard it, a soft scoff….a whisper, close to my ear. “Good riddance, now you'll know your place.” The last thing I felt was the cold bite of betrayal. And then… Nothing.~Lora~The moment I stepped out of the restaurant, I pulled my phone from my purse and immediately dialed James.As much as Christian claimed he had found a lead, there was no way I was meeting him alone. Maybe I was being overly cautious after everything that had happened recently, but I had learned the hard way that trusting people too easily could get me killed. Besides, if this really turned out to be something important, I'd rather have someone I trusted close by.The phone barely rang twice before James answered."Well, that was fast," he said. "I thought this was supposed to be a romantic date."I snorted. "Trust me, there was nothing romantic about it.""I'm guessing things didn't go well?""You could say that. Anyway, can you come pick me up? I need to head somewhere."There was a brief pause before he asked, "You're not driving?"I smiled despite myself. "When have you ever known me to willingly drive if someone else is available to do the job?"James laughed on the other
~Lora~Michael swallowed hard, tugging at the collar of his suit as though it had suddenly become too tight.A knot formed in my stomach.I frowned. "Please don't tell me she's pregnant."He blinked.Across from him, Ivy nearly sprayed her water. She coughed violently, pressing a hand to her chest."What?" she choked out.Heat crept up my neck."Nothing," I muttered, waving a dismissive hand. "Just tell me what it is.”"So... you know how Ivy also majored in fine arts?" Michael started, his hands moving nervously at first.I raised my brow. But he continued anyway."And how.. she specialised in fashion designing, before she went on to study business administration?"I slowly shook my head. "Mhmm-mhmm. I don't."I mean, how would I? I didn't know anything about her, and frankly, It’s none of my business."Oh. Yeah. Uhm. Right," he added, adjusting himself in his seat. He was practically vibrating with excitement. "Anyways, she just signed this huge deal for our company. But she needs
~Lora~I have never felt so completely devastated. I don’t think I have ever cried as much as I did in the early hours of today.After Alex stormed out on me, I waited.I sat on the cold tiles of his hallway for nearly two hours. I just sat there, shivering, waiting for him to walk right back through that front door and tell me he was sorry.But he never came.I called his phone for what felt like forever. Over and over, until the ringing stopped and it started sending me straight to voicemail.He was done with me. I could feel it in my bones. He was so upset, and a horrible voice in my head kept whispering that he would never want to see my face again.And now, I was paying for it.Right now, I knew I had made a stupid decision by agreeing to Michael’s appeal. After Michael found out I came back early from my so-called two days’ trip, he begged me to go out on a date with him.I only said yes because I couldn't bear to go back to our empty house or father's house.I didn't want
~Lora~"Don't do this... baby, please. Don't do this to us," I breathed.All the fierce anger left my body in a single split second.The raw, aching yearning completely overtook me, heavy and sudden.I took a small step forward, trying to draw nearer to him. I was desperate to close the distance between us before the space became permanent.Alex didn't move toward me.Instead, he just slowly raised both of his large hands, keeping his palms flat out in the air.It was a silent, devastating barrier. He was telling me to back off."I'm not doing anything," he whispered.The exhaustion in his voice was so much worse than any of his shouting."This conversation is over, Lora. I laid it out for you. Clear as day. I didn't ask you to leave your husband publicly. I didn't ask you to blow up your life or face any shit."He took a deep breath, his bloodshot eyes locking onto mine."I told you that you could stay in that marriage for as long as you need to handle your business," he continued,
~Lora~The silence he left behind was too heavy to breathe in.Before I even realized what I was doing, I threw the sheets off my body and scrambled out of bed. I grabbed the duvet, wrapping it tightly around my bare shoulders, and ran out of the room."Alex! Don't do this!" I called out to him.My bare feet slapped against the cold steps as I raced down the stairs. The warmth of our shared shower felt completely gone now, replaced by a sudden, terrifying chill.When I reached the bottom, I saw him standing by the kitchen counter. He had already pulled on his pants, his chest still bare, his broad shoulders hunched over as if he were trying to physically brace himself for something.I rushed forward, crowding into his space, desperately trying to catch his eyes. "Alex..."I reached out to touch his arm, but the second my fingertips brushed his skin, he flinched and pulled away. The rejection felt like a physical blow to my chest."Baby, listen to me, please," I begged, my voice cr
~Lora~Alex leaned down, his lips brushing against my ear as he delivered the words.I held my breath, my chest tight with excitement. I couldn't wait to hear whatever secret he had been holding onto all morning.Then he whispered it.My smile died instantly.The air left my lungs, cold and sudden."Be my exclusive, baby." The words echoed in my head.I blinked up at him, waiting for the punchline.It never came.Before I could stop it, a nervous, involuntary laugh escaped my throat.Why did I do that?But he didn't laugh, his expression changed, hardening into something completely different.My brow furrowed."Wait... are you serious right now?" I asked, my voice trembling.His forehead wrinkled together, and without a word, he shifted, removing his weight from me. The sudden loss of his body left me feeling completely empty, the cold air hitting my damp skin. He sat up on the edge of the bed, his back rigid. "Of course I'm serious." "I don't want one night, Lora. I don't want mem
~Lora~As I stared at my father, a slow heat crawled up the back of my neck. It made me feel dizzy, like the floor was tilting.My heart was beating fast, trying to break out.Deep down, I knew. Whatever this was, it wasn't a gift. It was a disaster.Father stood there so proud, his broad should
~Lora~“Why didn't you say anything?” I asked, faking my tone, as I met his mother's eyes.Then I looked back at Michael. I made sure my voice sounded sad and sweet. “I saw this dress saved on your Pinterest,” I lied. “I thought you wanted to see me in it. I wanted to surprise you. I’m sorry... I
~Lora~“Why can’t you learn to control your wife?”Those words hit me before I even reached the table. I didn’t need to look up to know it was Michael’s mother.Around the table, the air felt heavy. Every relative sat frozen. They looked like they wanted to hide under the table just to escape he
~Lora~Thirty minutes later, I finally turned my phone off. I slipped it deep into my purse, like I was burying the chaos attached to it. Out of sight, out of mind. At least, that was the lie I told myself.The moment I stepped into the restaurant, the heavy air of the city vanished. Warmth and







