LOGINKillian
I am at my desk going over the reports that I got from Marcus and Paul about the girls we rescued today. Most of them are settling in pretty well. Two have family we are going to have to bring into all of this, so that’s always a delicate balance to do. We have a couple that are pregnant, so they need help with the pups, so that’s always another thing with situations like this. I am very glad that Alora wasn’t one of those, although, if she had been, we’d have handled that and accepted the pup as ours, that’s the nature of wolves, especially mates.
I hear a knock on my door, but before I can even say come in, Elizabeth is opening the door and rushing in, “We have a problem.”
“What?” I can see she’s upset, so I am wondering what has happened.
“Suzanna is going after Alora.” I choked and sputtered at that.
“What the fuck did you just say?” She huffed.
“I know, that’s why I’m here, Suzanna is going after Alora, apparently she thinks she can scare her away from you or some shit. The girl is batshit. She was heard telling her friends that she had a claim on you and she’d be damned if she’d let any whore come marching up in here and take her man and replace her as Luna. So, yeah, she’s lost the plot.”
We rushed out of my office heading to the courtyard. If she had any hope of confronting Alora she would have done so in front of the pack, and that required her to do so outside in the open. Not to mention, she wouldn’t have even been able to get close to Alora until she was outside.
Just as we got outside, there were quite a few people who had paused to watch what was happening. Suzanna was standing in front of Alora with her hands on her hips and way too much attitude, not to mention, not enough clothes, my wolf grumbled at that.
I saw Alora sigh like she was annoyed, then she said, “You know what, fuck you, and fuck this shit. I have nothing to do with this bullshit. I have a feeling if he wanted you, he would have already claimed you. The fact he hasn’t and you have to come here and get in my fucking face speaks volumes. So, do yourself a favor and stop annoying me, and go pant after your boy toy somewhere else.”
I had to grin even though I had wished she’d be more territorial over me, then I got really pissed off, “You are nothing but a whore all of those men, using you, and contaminating you. You are not fit to be Luna and his mate.”
I saw Alora’s eyes go very deep blue so I knew her wolf was close, “I would tred carefully if I were you, you would hate for me to have to mess up that face. So, unless you would like for me to do so, you need to back the fuck off, and go crawl back into whatever hole you crawled out of.”
I was surprised that Alora’s wolf wasn’t forcing her to submit, and then it dawned on me. She knew she didn’t have to. As an alpha her first instinct would be to protect the pack, not subjugate them. So, even though she could most easily put Suzanna in her place, she was doing the Alpha thing and being the bigger wolf, and allowing her pack to save face, but her patience would run out soon.
Suddenly Suzanna started to shift, and I saw Alora roll her eyes, cross her arms over her chest, and look at a non-existent watch. She was in essence saying Suzanna was wasting her time and she was bored. So, now she would show her the alpha in her I was sure. She wouldn’t be able to let a direct challenge go without taking care of it.
Once Suzanna’s wolf was completely shifted, she crouched low, and growled lowly at the female in front of her, I saw Alora grin almost evilly at her. That pissed off Suzanna’s wolf, and she charged. Without missing a beat, and not shifting either, she reached out and grabbed Suzanna’s wolf by the throat, and body slammed her, in her human form. I almost felt my eyes pop out of my skull.
Okay, dominance was one thing. She could have made her submit and offer throat, but rather than doing that, she actually physically grabbed a full grown wolf by the throat and threw her onto her back, the most vulnerable position for a wolf to be in. Then she pinned her down by the hand. Then she leaned down close to her ear, although with wolf hearing we all heard what she said.
“I’m not in the mood to put up with mean girl wannabes, I will kick your fucking ass. However, just this once, I will let you leave without broken bones. So, take my advice. Leave me the fuck alone, go lick your wounds, and if you ever challenge me again, I will not be so nice, understand?” I heard Suzanna’s wolf whine. Then Alora simply let her go and walked away, showing her back, which further cemented that she was not afraid of Suzanna’s wolf at all.
“Did I just really see that shit?” Elizabeth asked from beside me just as gobsmacked as I was.
“Yes, you really just saw that.” I watched Suzanna’s wolf slink away. I smiled, hopefully she would get the message this time and understand I would never touch her in a million years. I had been saying that for years, but she kept trying. Now, I had a mate, and a beautiful, strong, badass mate, and my wolf was purring wanting to go to her. Damn, this was going to get complicated.
“She’s your mate right?” Elizabeth asked me.
“Yes, she’s my mate, but with the current circumstances she’s still traumatized, so I am letting her have some breathing space.” She looked at me.
“Okay, but you are claiming her right? I mean that woman would be an awesome Luna.” She pointed at where Alora had gone.
“Yes, sis, I am going to be claiming her.” She smiled patted my shoulder and went back inside.
KillianWe’d been moved into the house for about ten days now, and it seemed like it was going really well. She seemed more relaxed not being front and center around everyone all the time. She was still going to the packhouse to check in with people who were working there and asking how everyone was doing. She was trying to believe what their and her wolf told her about their reactions to her, and not just believing they were blowing smoke up her ass as she’d put it. She was starting to see that pack members truly did think about and care about other pack members. That was such a foreign concept to her that she was still trying to absorb it. My sister had been trying to be there for her while being understanding that she was a totally different person than our mother had been. So, she no longer tried to coach her in her “luna duties” as she put it. Alora had ended up asking about the other women in the pack who were expecting, and Elizabeth had introduced her to a couple. One girl w
AloraI was walking, okay waddling, next to Killian through a house he had wanted me to look at. He’d talk to me about us moving out of the packhouse to something more private, especially with the babies coming soon. I heard Mani echo pups, and wag her tail, and I chuckled to myself. I could never think if I should call them babies or pups, because I guess they were both. Apparently wolf shifter children were born as babies but could shift as early as five, but more often it was closer to seven. They would however already have their wolf; it just wouldn’t come all the way out until they were older. Dr. Martin had been trying to talk me into another ultrasound. He said he really needed to get a check on them and measure how far along everything was so he could pin an approximate date of arrival better. He wanted to make sure nothing was wrong. I knew Killian wanted to know the gender as well, so I was trying to figure out how to do this. The house was nice, it had a really nice kitch
KillianWe’d been home for a few days and I knew Alora was really trying. We’d had to remind everyone please not to just come up and touch her. They had a tendency to want to reach out and feel her belly, and it was freaking her out. Honestly, probably a lot of people would be freaked out about it, but as wolves, we were a touchy feely bunch all the time, but throw pups into it and we normally went nuts. There weren’t enough babies born really, so now it became a bigger thing, even though it’d always been greatly celebrated. I was actually thinking it might be a good idea for us to move out of the packhouse and be somewhere just us for a while. Not only would it keep her from being front and center with everyone so much, and at risk of stray touches, but it would give her more of the peace and quiet she seemed to often need. Also, we needed to set up for the pups to arrive, and that meant getting a nursery set up. I think she would feel better about that in our own home rather than
AloraI only have eight weeks left in the pregnancy. Only two more months until they will no longer be inside of me, so when he finds me and gets me, he won’t get them as well. So, now, I can see Killian is anxious to have me back at the pack. Part of that is because he’s afraid something will happen and it will take too long to get me to Dr. Martin in time. I have been thinking a lot over the last few days. He does so much for me. Do I think it’s wasted on us and there is no way in hell this will work out the way he wants. Yes, but that doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate what he does or what he has been trying to do. “We should go back to the pack. I know you’re anxious about me not being close to Dr. Martin with the babies or pups, whatever, being due in such a short time. So, let’s go back so you can relax. We’ll see how things go, but Killian, please don’t expect a lot from all of this. This is about them, not so much about me.” He looked at me for a few moments, and then nodded h
Alora I felt like a nutcase. I am sure I acted like one at least part of the time as well. I had been trying really hard to pull myself back from this ledge I had been teetering on for weeks now. It wasn’t that my fear really abated, but perhaps I was able to work around it some. I don't honestly know. It had still been hard when Siril mounted Mani, but it was easier to try and separate myself out from what was happening. Killian helped as well. Then when I felt the tell tale movement of a baby fluttering in my abdomen, I had to just stop and catch my breath. Then I knew Killian was worried so I explained my reaction. Seeing him get all emotional and happy over the baby or one of the babies moving, surprised me. Then he told me he just needed to hold me when I explained why it had caught me the way it had. It had actually ended up helping me, and I hadn’t been able to say that about touch much in my life. I do remember before things went to shit with the whole pregnancy thing, he’d
KillianWe were doing good and having a pretty good night, so I hoped what I was about to ask wouldn’t mess that up, “I don’t want to upset you, but I know you are feeling some of the same things I am. Siril wants out and I have a feeling Mani does as well. We haven’t let them be out together in a while now. Do you think you would be able to handle that? You know what happens when they are around each other. I mean they have a problem not being all over each other, so you know that’s what would happen.” She paused for a moment, and I saw her getting pushed by Mani and she rolled her eyes, “Okay, she’s now about to have a fit as she wants out so bad. I know she hasn’t been out other than when you commanded her to shift, but you weren’t able to let Siril out with her that night. So, she’s not the one who has issues with all of everything, it’s me. She won’t run on you or anything you already know that. I have to just get used to them being together, as I don’t know what else to do.” I
KillianWalking in hearing my mate say she wouldn't be claiming me or letting me claim her pisses my wolf the fuck off big time. I reel him in by reminding him that she's been hurt recently, and probably just scared.I step into the room further and watch my wolves look back and forth nervously. Sh
AloraMy wolf backed up, but stayed close just in case we needed to defend ourselves. I didn't give a fuck if this guy was supposedly our mate or whatever, I wasn’t going to automatically trust him.I watched as they had all freaked out at his declaration we were mates, but I chose not to comment.
AloraI think it’s been days, but I really don’t know. They come in here every once in a while and shoot me with some kind of tranquilizer dart. Then while I’m out they undo this fucking thing around my head. Then I get a chance to eat and drink, but then, another dart and another chance for them t
Alora“I’ll teach you to attack me and try to tell me what the fuck to do.” I hear an angry voice.Then I’m grabbed by the hips, flipped over onto my stomach, my hips are pulled up, and then suddenly he is behind me shoving into me. I scream bloody mureder at the absolute agony of what he’s doing t







