Chapter Twelve: Cousin's Hidden Desire

The next morning, the big family house buzzed with chatter and the smell of coffee and pancakes. Lily came downstairs feeling shy and tired.

Her body still remembered the dream from last night and the way her cousin Damon had touched her in her sleep,she tried to push the thoughts away, but every time she saw him across the kitchen, her face grew warm.

Damon looked fresh and strong in his hiking shorts and old t-shirt that showed off his arms,he caught her eye and smiled like he knew a secret.

"Hey, Lily-pad.

Are you up for a hike today? Just us. There's this quiet trail behind the old barn that not many family members go to anymore,we can talk more and get away from all the noise."

Her mom nodded happily. "That's a great idea! You two used to explore the woods all the time as kids,Go have fun."

Lily's heart beat faster because part of her knew she should say no, stay safe with the whole family around,but the lonely ache inside her, the way his hug last night made her feel alive... she nodded. "Yeah, I'd like that."

They packed some water and snacks and set off after breakfast,the sun felt warm on their skin as they left the yard and entered the thick trees,birds sang overhead,the path was narrow, so they walked close,at first, it felt like old times…. laughing about funny family stories, him teasing her about how she used to be scared of frogs.

But soon the talk changed,Damon asked real questions. "Tell me more about the city. What really hurt you the most?"

Lily looked down at her shoes as they climbed a gentle hill. "Everything,losing my job made me feel useless and... I never let anyone close, I'm still... you know, untouched. It makes me feel like something's wrong with me."

He stopped walking and turned to her,the trees made a green shade around them. "Nothin is wrong with you, Lily. You're beautiful,smart and sweet,maybe you've just been waiting for someone who sees how special you are."

His words wrapped around her heart like a warm blanket. They kept walking, but now his hand brushed hers more often,when the path got steep, he took her hand to help her up,his grip was firm and steady and each touch sent little sparks up her arm and down between her legs.

They reached a quiet spot by a small stream after about an hour,tall trees hid them completely from the world then a soft patch of grass sat under the shade. "Let's rest here," Damon said. He spread out a small blanket from his pack.

They sat very too close. Lily could feel the heat from his body,her sundress rode up a little on her thighs he noticed, but didn't say anything at first. Instead, he put a hand on her knee, gentle like he was checking if she was okay.

"You're tense," he said softly. "All that city stress is still stuck in you,let me help you relax, cousin,no one will know,it's just us here."

Her breath caught because she knew this was dangerous…. he was family, blood but the loneliness in her chest mixed with the warm pull between her legs. "How?" she whispered.

Damon smiled slow and kind then his hand slid up her thigh, under the edge of her dress. "Like this. Trust me,I'll stop whenever you want."

His fingers felt rough but warm on her soft skin,he rubbed slow circles, moving higher Lily's heart pounded so hard she could hear it in her ears,she should push his hand away but it felt so good,no boy had ever touched her like this.

"Spread your legs a little for me," he murmured. His voice was low and calming.

She did, shaking while his hand moved to her panties,he could feel the wet spot already there. "See? Your body wants this,you're getting so wet for me."

Lily gasped as his fingers rubbed outside her panties, right over that sensitive little button,pleasure shot through her like electricity,she grabbed his arm, breathing fast. "Damon... this is wrong,we're cousins."

"Shh," he said, kissing her neck softly. "Just feel. Let your big cousin take care of you."

He pulled her panties to the side then his fingers touched her bare pussy now slick and warm,he rubbed her clit in slow circles, then slid one finger inside her tight opening.

She moaned loud, shocked at how full it felt,he moved it in and out gently, curling it to hit a spot that made her toes curl.

"You're so tight, Lily-pad and so innocent but your pussy is dripping for family."

The dirty words should have scared her, but they made her wetter,she rocked her hips against his hand without thinking, the pleasure built higher and higher just when she thought she might burst, he pulled his fingers out and lowered his head.

His mouth was hot and wet on her,his tongue licked up her slit, tasting her. Lily cried out, her hands in his hair,he sucked on her clit gently, then harder, his tongue flicking fast ,one hand held her thigh open while the other played with her nipple through her dress.

"Oh God... Damon," she moaned. It felt better than any dream,waves of heat rolled through her belly,she forgot about right and wrong,all she knew was his mouth eating her pussy like he was starving for her.

He licked and sucked until her legs shook,her first real orgasm from someone else hit her hard she came with a loud cry, juices flowing onto his tongue. He kept licking softly through it, making it last longer.

But he didn't stop there instead he added a second finger inside her, stretching her a bit while his mouth stayed on her clit, another orgasm built fast,this one was even stronger. She bucked against his face, whispering his name over and over.

When she came down, breathing like she'd run a mile, he lifted his head,his lips were shiny with her wetness,he looked at her with dark, hungry eyes but didn't take off his shorts,his cock was hard she could see the big bulge but he didn't push it inside her.

"Not yet," he said, voice rough. He kissed her softly on the mouth, letting her taste herself a little. "I want you to think about this. Crave it,this is just the start of how good I can make you feel."

Lily felt dizzy and happy and scared all at once her pussy still throbbed, empty and wanting more,she reached for his bulge, but he gently moved her hand away. "Soon, little cousin when you're really ready to give me everything."

They sat there for a while,why he held her close as she calmed down,the woods felt like their secret world but as they packed up to head back, the guilt started creeping in. He was her cousin,bood family. What if someone found out?

Still, as they walked home, her hand in his, she couldn't stop thinking about his mouth,his fingers and how much she already wanted the next time.

Back at the house, no one suspected anything but Lily was changed.,that night, alone in her bed, she touched herself again, remembering every lick and whisper,the obsession was growing fast,she needed more of him, even if it was so wrong.

What would happen the next time they were alone? Would she be able to stop herself from giving him her virginity?