LOGINPoisoned Silence.
His presence came with memories she never wanted to relive again. With a heavy heart, she could do nothing but endure them. Avoiding him was impossible now, and perhaps that frightened her the most. Whether she liked it or not, reality had already returned to stand before her. There was no escaping the truth anymore. And his arrival had disturbed everything. Since the ominous day he arrived, her peace had slowly begun slipping away from her. His unwelcome presence in her room, the cruel sneers twisting across his face, the taunts thrown at her and even Shaur alike—every bit of it chipped away at her ability to remain unaffected. It became intolerable after a point. Frightening, even. It was suffocating. Disturbing. Some days, merely thinking about him was enough to leave her drained. His presence lingered over her thoughts like a shadow she could never fully outrun. Even the quietness of the room no longer comforted her the way it once had. It was infuriating. The days that followed after his arrival were far from the happiest days of her life. Regrettably, they never would be again. Her eyes squeezed shut as the old wound inside her tore open once more. Before his arrival, she had been unflappable. But now? Now she lived in constant anticipation of what he might do next. Now she barely recognized herself. Lost in thought, she reflected bitterly on how desperately she had tried to avoid him. Yet somehow, he always found something new to torment her with. She truly tried. Yet somehow, he always appeared—lurking wherever she went, intruding whenever she least wanted to see him. She avoided him whenever possible, though it never seemed to make a difference. He always found another way to get under her skin. Another taunt. Another sneer. Another suffocating reminder that he was still there. Another unbearable reminder of his existence. Always. The word echoed sharply through her mind. Just like this time. Peace had become painfully temporary ever since he entered her life again. Even her quietest moments no longer felt untouched by him. Hadn’t he ruined that too? He had. Her fingers curled tightly at her sides to stop herself from reacting. The sound of his voice alone was enough to exhaust her. Just like now. “Then tell me, chérie… how have your days gone by without me?” He asked with that infuriating smirk resting on his lips. The sight of it instantly made her blood boil. She couldn’t explain why something so small irritated her so deeply. It simply did. A sharp irritation prickled beneath her skin. Her jaw tightened as she forced herself not to look at him. He stood over her silently, observing her with a disturbing intensity she couldn’t make sense of. The weight of his gaze made it impossible for her to think clearly. Every nerve in her body seemed to tense in his presence. “Didn’t you miss me? Because I missed every second,” he pressed, clearly unwilling to give up. The more casually he spoke, the more her patience wore thin. “What is this now? Silent treatment?” A smirk tugged at his lips. “Did you miss me so much that you’re angry with me for leaving?” Her irritation only deepened at the amusement in his voice. “Come on, chérie, at least say something.” She clenched her jaw, refusing to give him the reaction he clearly wanted. He wore that smirk as though he enjoyed getting under her skin. He had a habit of invading even the smallest corners of her peace. It was the kind of smile that never carried warmth—only provocation. She ignored him the way she always tried to, though today, unfortunately, no one appeared to interrupt him. Somehow, he always managed to leave her emotionally drained. A quiet sigh slipped past her lips as exhaustion settled heavily onto her shoulders. His continuous nagging finally made her snap. Why couldn’t he just leave her alone? “Just… leave me alone.” She hated how intensely aware she became of him whenever he stood this close. Every glance, every word, every breath unsettled her far more than she wanted to admit. And the worst part? He looked entirely too entertained by it. Yet instead of backing away, he only looked more amused by her discomfort. In fact, the more irritated she became, the more entertained he seemed. As though provoking her had become his favorite game. Hadn’t it? He merely made a show of thinking about it. Finally confronting him, she implored, “Can you please leave? I need to prepare.” She gestured toward the scattered crafts and half-finished decorations spread across the bed, silently trying to show him that she was far too occupied to tolerate his jests today. “I’m making new decorations for Neelam aunty’s garth. So will you please leave me alone to do that?” she asked, turning toward him once again. She desperately needed space away from him. But he didn’t move. “So please… just leave me alone.” Turning toward him fully, she looked at him with quiet desperation hidden behind hopeful eyes. Reclining against the sofa by the window, he continued watching her silently, his unwavering gaze unsettling her more with every passing second. What was it that he kept staring at so intently? His eyes remained locked on her with a quiet intensity that made her increasingly uneasy. As she stared back at him, she slowly began noticing the changes she had overlooked before. He had changed—visibly. His shoulders were broader now, his build far more muscular than she remembered. Even his charcoal eyes seemed darker somehow, deeper in a way she couldn’t quite explain. Even the air around him seemed different now—heavier somehow, more commanding. There was something far more intimidating about him now. His methods. His unnerving composure. The impenetrable darkness in his eyes and that inscrutable expression He looked taller too. Bigger. Stronger. In simple words, he had become impossible to ignore. Yet despite all those visible changes, some things about him remained exactly the same. His unreadable expression. Those impenetrable dark eyes that never revealed what truly lingered beneath them. No matter how much his appearance had changed over the years, his presence still carried the same unsettling intensity she remembered all too well. And somehow, that realization unsettled her far more than she wanted to admit. •~•~•~•~•~•~•35—A Feeling She Couldn't Shake."The degree or level of pain is different for everybody. You cannot compare it with anybody else through your own depiction of it."—Saumya Tripathi. "I don't like this." She frowned. "No matter how much I try brushing it off, it keeps bothering me."A pause."Honestly... sometimes my instincts frighten me more than the possibilities themselves."Radhika couldn't help herself from voicing how she felt without even realizing it."Radha? What are you mumbling about?" Suddenly she heard Sabba questioning her. Later she realized she was audible. "Huh? Oh. It's just... there's this feeling." She hesitated, pressing her lips together."Tell me. You know you can trust me, right?"She gulped. Opening up had never been easy for her, but she did trust her. Although, the words sat heavily in her throat, refusing to come out. "Hey."When Radhika finally looked up, Sabba smiled softly."You don't have to explain it perfectly. Just tell me what's going on. What'
A Strange Premonition. The sight alone sent unease curling through her stomach. Somehow, his mere presence seemed to dominate the entire surroundings without him even moving. Her fingers tightened unconsciously. Sabba nudged Radhika lightly, trying to grab her attention. Blinking out of her thoughts, Radhika finally looked at her. “Someone seems awfully busy staring, hmm?” Sabba teased with a knowing wink. “Very unusual, I must say.” Heat rushed almost instantly to Radhika’s face at the accusation. “Don’t worry, mate. I’m not judging.” Sabba winked again, looking far too amused by her flustered expression. Mortified at being caught so obviously distracted. Had she really been staring that openly? Radhika quickly looked away, silently praying the warmth spreading across her cheeks would fade soon enough. “At least pretend to listen when I’m talking,” Sabba huffed dramatically. Blinking, she said, “I am. I am.” “Anyway, forget that,” Sabba continued excitedly. “Did you know
A Heart Full of Tiny Steps. Later in the day. Four thirty in the afternoon.Radhika sauntered alongside the group of women with hurried steps, keeping pace as best as she could. Beside her, Shaur rested happily in Neelam aunty’s arms while she pushed the stroller he currently seemed to despise. The little boy was far too delighted bouncing in her lap to tolerate sitting still for long.A smile tugged helplessly at Radhika’s lips at the sight. Watching him happy was something she doubted she would ever grow used to. It warmed something deep inside her every single time.It was hard to believe he had already begun learning how to jog. These days, setting him down on the floor felt less like letting him walk and more like releasing a tiny whirlwind into the world. With his unsteady toddling steps and endlessly curious eyes, he could wander anywhere in the blink of an eye.And just like now, even from the safety of Neelam aunty’s lap, he squirmed impatiently, eager to get down and roam
Borrowed Warmth. “One week from now!” Neelam aunty gushed excitedly, her eyes sparkling with anticipation over the surprises she had planned. “There are going to be so many surprises for them. I simply cannot wait to see their faces when they receive the most awaited gift of their lives!” Radhika found herself grinning along with her. She was happy too. No—she was absolutely ecstatic. Over the past few months, she had unintentionally grown incredibly close to Neelam aunty, Sabba, and Zara. They were no longer just people she knew. Somehow, they had quietly become the family she now lacked. “You’re more excited than they are going to be,” Radhika found herself laughing from beside her. “Of course I am!” Neelam aunty defended dramatically. “Do you know how difficult it was to prepare all this secretly?” She gasped suddenly. “Imagine if someone accidentally ruins the surprise.” Neelam aunty pointed a warning finger immediately. “Don’t even joke about such terrible things.” “I
Interrupted Peace. A sharp breath escaped her lips before she inhaled slowly, forcing herself back to reality.Snapping herself out of her thoughts, she hurriedly looked away from him, only to realize how long her gaze had lingered.Heat immediately crept across her cheeks, much to her embarrassment.She blinked repeatedly, trying to rid herself of the image of him lingering stubbornly inside her mind.What was wrong with her?She gently shook her head, trying to dismiss the unsettling thoughts crowding her mind.She only wanted him gone.Yes. That had to be it.What else could it possibly be?She just wanted him to leave her alone in peace. But apparently, he had other ideas.Because despite how direct she had been, he still didn’t move a muscle.“How about no?” he drawled lazily. “Doesn’t that sound exciting to you?”The audacity of him to refuse her so casually left her momentarily speechless.“No. It doesn’t.”That only earned a low chuckle of amusement from him.“Little one, I t
Poisoned Silence. His presence came with memories she never wanted to relive again. With a heavy heart, she could do nothing but endure them.Avoiding him was impossible now, and perhaps that frightened her the most. Whether she liked it or not, reality had already returned to stand before her.There was no escaping the truth anymore.And his arrival had disturbed everything.Since the ominous day he arrived, her peace had slowly begun slipping away from her. His unwelcome presence in her room, the cruel sneers twisting across his face, the taunts thrown at her and even Shaur alike—every bit of it chipped away at her ability to remain unaffected.It became intolerable after a point. Frightening, even.It was suffocating. Disturbing.Some days, merely thinking about him was enough to leave her drained. His presence lingered over her thoughts like a shadow she could never fully outrun. Even the quietness of the room no longer comforted her the way it once had.It was infuriating.The d
Not Coincidence. For a moment, silence stretched between them—heavy, suffocating. The air around them felt thicker than ever.Did she think this was his choice to make? Or that he had any other option?She could blame him all she wanted. But this? This wasn’t allowed. She didn’t get to question hi
32— His wrath. “Love is bound to happen but what if it happens with the wrong person or if the person you are in love with is actually the image you already made of them in your head? What if it's nothing but a self made lie to quench your own gratification? Does love even exist without any expect
HIS DARKEST SHADEBOOK-THREE~Prologue~“Even if you end up hating me for it.” His tone was vicious. “I might scare you,” he continued, his gaze roaming over her trembling form, “but they are far worse—formidable, vicious… and willing to do whatever it takes to get what they want.”He gestured towa
Little By Little. Radhika puffed out her cheeks ruefully.Placing Shaur on the bed and pulling the duvet gently over him, she sat beside him quietly. Her gaze remained fixed on his sleeping face, warmth slowly blooming inside her chest.It was strange thinking about how grown he would be in just a







