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~Ten Years Prior~
"We have to leave now, Sasha! They're coming to get us!" My mother hollered while entering my room without knocking. Upon hearing the seriousness in her voice, I sat up quickly on my bed. To which, the bedsheets rustled beneath me with the slightest movement, and my mind began to race. Why must we leave? Weren't we happy here? I wondered as I watched her throw my clothes into the backpack that was on my desk. Something was bugging me, an answer that she didn't tell me. Well, not yet anyway. If I were to listen to her, I needed to know who it was. Yet I didn't exactly know what I was getting myself into. So, I straightened my back and looked intently at her. Then, I opened my mouth to speak, unsure of what was about to happen. "Who's coming to get us?" I questioned, my heart beating rapidly with every single second that passed. Was she going to answer the question I asked her? Or am I going to have to go without it? I wondered, placing my hand on top of the bedsheet, while staring at her. Despite my mind racing over everything that was happening, my mom gently touched my shoulder. And I shivered slightly at the warmth emanating from her grasp. "Do you hear me?" She shouted amidst the chaos rampaging through my brain. Everything was happening way too fast; I couldn't understand any of it at all. Just when my mom was going to place something else in it, my mind opened up, allowing Ana to step forward. "Sasha, aren't you going to say something? You know I hate seeing her do that!" My wolf, Ana, stated in the back of my mind. For a few minutes, she stared at me with contempt. Then my mother spoke, her voice more serious than it was before. "Why aren't you packing?" My mother asked, crossing her arms over her chest. My eyes widened in horror with a thousand thoughts running around in my mind as I continued listening to her rant. With each one she tossed, anger cruised through my veins at lightning speed. Then, she hurriedly slung it over her shoulder. Ugh! What the f*ck does she think she is doing? I pondered while watching my mother with anger and disappointment in my mind. Not able to hold my breath any longer, I did the only thing that I could, and that was to speak up. But would it be enough to get her to see my point of view? "I don't want to leave! My best friends live here! What would happen if we left without telling them? " I asked as tears started streaming out of my eyes. We had been living in this town since I was born, and now we had to travel to another one. Yet, she didn't see the heartbreak I was feeling at this moment. It was as though my whole life was going to change in an instant, which is something I don't think I would've ever wanted. "Child, no more questions, please. You're going to do as I say." She demanded, pushing me out of my bedroom. I don't understand why she was doing this to me. Doesn't she know how important it is to stay in one place? I wondered as my mind raced. After having had enough, my voice broke, allowing me to say something that I would regret later. "No! You don't get it! I am not going to leave here!" I screamed, shrugging her hands off my shoulders. But the more I did, she gripped it even tighter, and her claws dug deep, ripping a part of my shirt. "If you don't listen to me, I am going to do something that will make you." My mother stated, her voice just above a whisper. Seeing the seriousness in her words, I shrank back. I needed to get her to hear what I was telling her. But, faking me listening to her, might work to my benefit. So, I nodded my head, despite feeling the pain that coursed through my body. "Ugh, fine. Can you at least let me go to the spot by the tree for a few minutes?" I asked, uncertainty flitting across my eyes. I hope this works. I thought, turning to peer into my mother's eyes. Then, she nodded slightly. "Alright. I want you back here in 10 minutes." She replied reluctantly, and a smile flew across my face. "Of course, mother. I promise." I said in a measured tone, not wanting to reveal the excitement filling my body. And then, I walked out the door with a pep in my step. ~Present Day~ I'm sitting at my writing desk, staring out of the window. But something popped into my brain, a distant memory, which brought so many emotions to the forefront of my mind. Adam, my best friend. Oh, how I miss him! The last time we saw each other was ten years ago! I thought, inhaling and exhaling, trying to dispel it. Yet, it was no use. It kept on reappearing each time with a vengeance. Then, out of nowhere, something blew the window open. "That's odd. It was closed before." I whispered, not paying much attention to it. The sound of rustling leaves flowing onto the ground broke me out of my thoughts. "Sasha! Come here, Sasha!" Someone whispered, causing the hair on my body to stand up on end. I slammed my laptop shut and stood up out of the chair. Before I could make my way outside my bedroom, Ana appeared in my mind, her fury filling me. "Don't you dare leave here! We don't know what's calling you!" She hollered, urging not to go any further. However, I wasn't listening. Something was pulling me away from what I was doing. "Sasha! Mate!" Someone called, urging my feet forward of their own accord. And I let it guide me. Just as I made my way closer, Ana interrupted once again. "Sasha! What if it's an evil entity?""Sasha, this is true. But why aren't you believing for a moment? Don't you realize that the strength you have resembles that of the Sparkling Moon Pack's Princess?" My wolf spoke softly, urging me to rethink everything that I had believed about myself before. Yet for some reason, my brain kept preventing me from understanding what she was saying. And I felt my mind beginning to go crazy with unrelenting thoughts. With all of this stuff that has been going on, I had hoped my wolf could see what lay upon our hearts. Couldn't she try to understand all the emotions I am feeling right now! I pondered as her words lingered in the air, causing doubt to creep into my mind. But just when the last words left my brain, a clicking sound echoed at the back of my mind, and my wolf's distinct voice lifted into it. "Oh my goddess, Sasha! Will you quit it with your worrying? Every time you think of something, it goes straight through my brain!I've had it with you doing that all the f*cking ti
But only the strongest of humans with the lineage of a wolf would go through this type of test. I doubt that could be me, as I was never seen as someone so strong.When I was younger, I always moved around a lot, going from one packland to another, which made me doubt myself.However, since the moment I stepped into my best friend's pack, a sense of hope had appeared. Where I once felt abandonment and sadness, I now feel like everything is not as it seems.But before I could truly think, something clicked in my brain, causing me to clench my hands right when a familiar voice filled my mind."Sasha, come on. Don't overthink this situation. You know this is where life was supposed to take us. Although it took a while to get here. 15 years to be exact." My wolf spoke through the mind-link, encouraging me to rethink my thoughts.But despite her plea, my mind began spiraling down memory lane. And what-ifs ran rampant through my brain.Wasn't I always seen as a f*cking burden? It's not that
Please help me decide. Should I listen to her and see where this takes me? Or should I take things into my own hands? I prayed silently to the Moon Goddess, hoping to receive guiding words from her.And that is something I have never done before. Somehow, it was like everything I had done in this world she created. In my mind, it's only right that I look to her for guidance.Because of that, I placed my right hand over my chest, inhaling and then exhaling a breath of relief, gaining the strength I needed to continue my journey.Knowing that one day I could be the ruler of the world gives me great strength. Yet, I was not fully ready for what it entailed. However, I know that I must figure this out somehow. So, I turned inwards, silently speaking words of encouragement to myself.There's no need to worry. This person could maybe help me find out the truth about what my whole life means. I pondered, shifting from one foot to the other.And then my wolf started speaking, urging me to hea
"What do you think I should do?" I asked her in hopes of receiving a response, but all I got was the whip of her tail in my mind and a huffing sound before she turned to walk away.And I felt the fury inside of my body grow at a rapid pace, causing waves of fire to sprout from my fingers as my brain went into overdrive.Then, suddenly, words of doubt snaked themselves through my mind, urging my heart to burst into flames. And I started inhaling and exhaling just as more crazy thoughts appeared in my mind. To which I couldn't keep in, so I crossed my hands over my chest as disappointment flashed through my mind.How dare she not care about giving me a f*cking answer to my question! I can't believe she would do that to me! I thought, furious about the impending silence between us.Yet, somehow, there was a sense of hope that stayed bright in my heart despite the anger I was currently feeling.Because of that, I placed my hands on the side of my head, squeezing it so hard, in hopes of pr
So, I placed my hands over my mouth and started hollering in his direction.But before I spoke up, I closed my eyes, inhaling the nervous energy that had begun floating through my veins. Then, for a brief moment, a sense of peace rushed over me as my mind began to race.I hope this works. I hope he actually answers me instead of just staring intensely into the abyss. I pondered while shifting from one foot to the other, trying to figure out what volume my voice should be in order to gain his attention."Are you even listening to me?" I shouted over the loudness of the wind that had begun blowing. However, despite my plea, he continued looking ahead of me, not realizing I was speaking to him.In which I started clenching and unclenching my fists as disappointment floated through my veins.There must be some type of way that I can gain his attention. What can I do? I contemplated while lifting my hand in the air.Then, as if by some miracle, I touched his shoulder, not realizing that it
And his voice echoed in the air, leaving me on edge.To which I leaned closer, eager to listen to Adam's every word. Knowing that one day, this fight of our lives would be behind us, gave me more courage than I ever needed. Yet, I couldn't help but worry as his words filled my heart.Noticing my rising fury, he gripped my shoulder tightly, pulling me closer to him before he leaned towards my ear."Darling, I know it's hard for you to come to terms with this. I need you to take a deep breath before I tell you something else," Adam stated while lowering his head towards mine.And I nodded slightly, letting my nostrils flare just a bit before I started to speak. Dear Moon Goddess, I need to make sure I keep my emotions in check. He needs to see that just because I might be slightly flustered doesn't mean I'm the wrong one for him. I pondered, receiving strength in my heart as I stood taller, letting all doubt leave my body.Then, when it was just enough, I opened my mouth to speak, despi
"My dearest human, it's time!" My wolf declared, her fur sprouting from every part of her body, and the old ones falling out onto the ground.With every shed of her fur, her stance became stronger, urging me to follow suit. Yet, a little bit of doubt crept into my brain, causin
"Alright, Grandfather. Let's do this. Just so you know, I trust you to guide me, even if I don't fully trust you yet." I whispered softly although my heart wasn't in it.But for the sake of finding out the truth over my life, I knew the importance to curb the fear that snaked its way int
I couldn't do it. I couldn't tell him the truth, because what if he betrayed me! Or what if it was a ploy to hurt me? I wondered, as the scent of freshly made meat wafted through my nose, breaking me from my thoughts.With every passing worry, I lifted my head higher, letting whatever it was consum
"What... What is it?" I asked, my voice rising just a notch.There was this pull in the back of my mind, urging me to try my very hardest to discover everything.Yet, I rolled my eyes in annoyance, not really paying attention to it.Why does walking away from this have to be so difficult? I wish th







