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Madelyn Vance
~•~ I was more than happy when my parents told me I couldn’t attend the after-party tonight, as that was a good enough excuse to give to my friends for skipping it. I didn’t know why my parents didn’t want me to go since they didn’t care every other night. Still, they also wanted to stop me from attending the game tonight, which was impossible because apart from the fact that it was the first game of the season, I was also cheer captain and I wasn’t going to leave my team in the dust. But maybe I should have listened to them. If I had, I wouldn’t be standing in front of the school building, shivering, and trying not to cuss out Los Angeles drivers for the continuous hike in Uber prices as the weather worsened. As if I wasn’t already irritated enough, my phone buzzed with a text from Lucas. [Lucas: Sorry, Mads. The scouts are taking forever. Catch a ride with the girls?] I gritted my teeth in annoyance. What girls? The same girls I told that Lucas would drive me home so they could go to the after-party guilt-free? My eyes swept around the parking lot again, trying to see if I could spot anyone I knew that I could ask for rides. It wasn’t exactly ideal standing outside in the surprisingly cold weather in my cheer uniform, but that was what I got for forgetting to pack extra clothes because I wasn’t attending the party. Because of the atrocious weather, it was hard to get an Uber. Even without the prices, I had to be in a waiting line just to get a cab. The parking lot was mostly empty, but a bike caught my eye just as the owner of it closed the hood of the van beside it and dusted his hands. I didn’t need him to turn for me to know who that was. There was only one student with a motorcycle at Northridge High. Flynn Cahallan. I’d heard a lot about him, but I’d never spoken to him directly. The rumors I’d heard of him though? It wasn’t anything I wanted to repeat. As if he could feel my eyes on me, he turned around, his green, very green eyes piercing mine even through the dim light in the parking lot. I froze. I’d been caught staring. Was this the part where I averted my gaze or sucked it up and asked for his help? From everything I’d heard about him, he was bad news and since he never bothered to clear up the rumors, I had no choice but to go with it. I also had no choice but to go to him when I realized he was my only option as it wouldn’t be long before the rain became a lot more serious. The signs were already there. As my feet propelled me forward, I made a mental note to never rely on Lucas again. His eyes narrowed slightly as I neared him and I didn’t blame him for the apprehension. I’d never spoken to him before and was suddenly making a beeline towards him. If I were him, I’d be wary too. I stopped in front of him and suddenly didn’t know what to do with my hands. His gaze was intense and his eyes made a show of dragging slowly across my body. When his eyes met mine again, they were cold enough to almost kill the bit of confidence I’d mustered on the way here. But desperation won and I forced my mouth to move. “I need your help,” I said blankly. He arched a perfectly shaped eyebrow. “Uh,” I cleared my throat, hating that a simple action from him was causing me to forget my words. “My ride bailed on me. Lucas is stuck with the scouts, my friends already left, and I can’t seem to get an Uber.” He merely continued staring at me blankly as if to say that wasn’t his problem. I continued anyway. “Any chance you’re heading towards the foothills? Can you give me a ride?” Flynn looked around the empty parking lot like he was half expecting a camera crew to jump out and tell him that I was pranking him. When that didn’t happen, he leaned against his motorcycle and crossed his arms, his muscles straining underneath his black shirt. The material was thin but he didn’t even seem bothered. Didn’t he get cold? Now that I was up close, I could even see a tattoo peaking out from his underarm. He took the reputation of a bad boy seriously, didn’t he? “Why?” My eyes snapped up to him. I hoped he didn’t catch me ogling his arms. “Huh?” “Why should I help you?” I blinked in surprise. Maybe because I was stranded and had no choice? Maybe because I was his classmate even if we had never spoken to each other? There were so many words at the tip of my tongue but I didn’t want to be rude, especially not when I needed his help. “Because you’re a nice person?” I offered. Flynn scoffed and pushed off his bike, turning away from me. My cheeks burned in embarrassment and I took it as an obvious dismissal and turned to leave. “Get on.” I paused, then turned back to him. He outstretched his hand, holding his helmet out to me. I took it slowly, unsure if he’d go back on his word just for the sake of it. When the helmet was safely in my hands, I hurriedly put it on. When I finally got it buckled, he swung his leg over the bike and started the engine. I climbed on behind him, unnecessarily aware of how short my skirt was or how close I had to press against him or how he faintly smelled of… oil? I slid my arms around him tentatively. But his hand held mine, adjusting my grip so it was tighter around him. Goosebumps erupted on my skin that had nothing to do with the cold and I tried not to make a big deal out of it. “Hold on,” was all he said before the bike skidded out of the parking lot. I gasped at how fast we were going and tightened my arm around him just as the downpour increased. I wanted to ask him how he could see without his helmet, but I doubted he could even hear me with how fast he was riding. It was scary but exhilarating at the same time. The ride was too short and somehow not short enough when he finally pulled into my driveway and killed the engine. I slid off his bike on shaky legs and handed him the helmet, taking extra care to make sure our fingers didn’t touch. “Thanks for the ride,” I said honestly. “I owe you one.” Flynn leaned forward, his arms resting on the handlebars, watching me with unreadable eyes as rain slid down his face. One corner of his lips tugged up in the tiniest smirk. “Be careful, golden girl.” He said lazily. “I might collect.” My stomach flipped at his words and as he put on his helmet and disappeared down the rainy streets, I realized two things. One, I was in his debt. And two, I didn’t give him my address.Flynn Cahallan~•~My plan to avoid Madelyn had been thrown out the window.Obviously.I couldn’t fully comprehend why she was currently sitting on my couch, looking around the living room curiously, but she’d insisted on seeing my place and I’d just run with it.The new plan had been to entertain her and see what she was up to. I didn’t expect she’d be tagging along to my house.I watched her take in the room slowly like she was trying to memorize the layout or something.Her eyes landed on the photo on the side table and stopped there. “Is this your dad?”I didn’t answer right away. The photo had been there so long that I usually didn’t even register it anymore. It was a picture of me at maybe ten years old, grinning next to him in front of an old Mustang with its hood propped open, both of us covered in the same grease stains. My mother had taken that picture, back when she and my dad were still together. “Yeah.”“You look like him.”“People say that.”She glanced at me, clearly wa
Madelyn Vance ~•~I’d been in a bad mood all day long but talking to Flynn genuinely put me at ease, which was why as soon as Mr. Reyes announced that detention was over, I didn’t hesitate to pack my stuff in my backpack and follow behind him.The hallways were quiet as we stepped out as a lot of people had gone home already.“You never answered if I could go with you to see your place.”“I did,” Flynn responded without looking at me. “I told you it’s inappropriate.”I rolled my eyes. “Since when do you care about that?” On our third meeting, he basically implied that he was going to spank me. I still hadn’t forgotten about that no matter how hard I tried to shove it down in the deepest part of my mind.He opened his mouth to speak but I held a hand out. “Hold that thought. I need to get a few books from my locker.”Surprisingly, Flynn followed me to my locker without complaint, leaned against the nearby one while I took out the books I needed, and followed suit after I resumed walki
Flynn Cahallan~•~Madelyn and I shared a few classes and since the day I gave her a ride, she always checked for me. I was used to walking in class and seeing her already seated so it was weird for her to walk in almost ten minutes to the end of the class and not even check if I was present.She didn’t even smile at the teacher like she always did. It was like she wasn’t in the mood to perform.However, by the time detention came around, she was her regular bubbly self again.“Good evening, Mr. Reyes.” She said, chirping as she practically skipped inside the classroom. “Sorry I’m late. Had to give the girls some instructions before I came.”Mr. Reyes didn’t say anything. He just nodded towards the desk.She gave him her regular smile and turned before freezing. Her face dropped for a second. Then she blinked and the smile was right back on. I wasn’t surprised when she walked over and sat beside me. “I wasn’t expecting to see you here.”I raised an eyebrow. It wasn’t my first detentio
Madelyn Vance~•~“Morning,” I chirped as I walked past the dining table to get to the kitchen.“Oh, good. We caught you before work. Come sit.”I paused and stared at my mother warily. My father was sitting beside her, sipping his coffee and reading the newspaper. I didn’t see them a lot because they were always busy and whenever they freed themselves up to “talk”, it was never something good.“I spoke to the admissions counselor at Hopkins yesterday,” she said, sliding a brochure across the table. “The early decision deadline is soon. I want your personal statement finalized before then.”I looked at her, then my dad who was pretending he couldn’t hear our conversation. “I already have a draft.”“I read it.” She didn’t look up from the folder she was organizing. “It needs work.”“What kind of work?”“More about pre-med specifically. Right now it reads like you could be applying anywhere.” She finally looked at me. “You need to sound like someone serious about medicine.”“I am seriou
Flynn Cahallan~•~The second I pressed send, I wanted to take it back, but it was too late and she’d already seen it. I shouldn’t have texted her. I should have just thrown away the note she left for me as planned, but I’d never been able to throw out any of her notes.I stared at the note straightened on my knee, her number written at the top with a message for me at the bottom. Her handwriting was one of the few things that had changed about her. Back then, it was almost intelligible, but it seemed like she had practiced handwriting in the past three years. Her writing was a lot more cursive and a bit more mature.My phone buzzed on the table.[Madelyn: What do you mean?]My thumbs hovered above my keyboard. This was the time for me to drop my phone and go to bed, but my fingers were already typing before I could talk myself out of it.[Me: What do you want from me?] I repeated.[Madelyn: haha, I’m not sure what that means][Madelyn (2): but I’m hoping we can be friends]“Friends.”
Madelyn Vance~•~“Why did you ask me for Flynn’s number?”“So you saw it,” I hissed at Hazel, shoving her playfully. “Why didn’t you give it then?”She smiled sheepishly. “I was busy, sorry.”“Flynn?” Anna interjected. “Flynn Cahallan? Why do we need his number?”I groaned, trying to think of a plausible excuse. I was vice president of the school committee. Wouldn’t it make sense for me to have everyone’s number? “He fixes cars, doesn’t he? I want him to take a look at mine.”“You can just go to the shop and have one of them look at it?” Hazel blinked, her sentence sounding more like a question than a statement.“We attend the same school. It’s easier this way.” I shrugged, trying to come off as nonchalant. “It’ll be better if he drives it to the shop himself. I’m quite busy these days with my college application and everything.”Hazel and Anna shared a look that I tried not to read much into before Hazel sighed. “Fine. I’m sending it to you.” She brought out her phone from her backp
Madelyn Vance ~•~I’d thought it was hot seeing Flynn fix my car without asking any questions, but when it broke down almost nine days later, I wasn’t so impressed anymore.Luckily for me, it was a Wednesday. There was no cheer practice so I didn’t have to stay in school for longer than necessary,
Madelyn Vance~•~Somewhere between the first and second period, I decided that Flynn Cahallan was not someone I needed to be thinking about. He’d given me a ride. I’d said thank you. That was the beginning and the end of it and the fact that I was still thinking about ‘be careful, golden girl’ thr
Madelyn Vance ~•~If I thought Flynn Cahallan was a walking cliché with his tattoos, murder trap disguised as a bike, and his leather jackets, then I was even worse.I couldn’t even tell where they appeared from but two of my friends flocked towards me the moment I pulled over in the parking lot t
Flynn Cahallan~•~She was definitely messing with me.If I had known this would be the result of helping her out that night, I would have ignored her. Someone would have eventually helped her. Besides, the whole population of the school loved her.Madelyn followed behind me as I walked away. I was







