ANMELDEN*JAMIRA*
I had done my best to decorate the classroom before the students arrived. Mondays always seemed busier than the other days. Mr. Greene had helped me mentally prepare for the new student today. Everything was going smoothly until I noticed a little girl holding the hand of a tall man in sweatpants and a T-shirt with a sleeve of tattoos on his left forearm. As they walked closer, I recognized other features on the man, like his dark, silky hair, muscles, and goatee. Oh my god, it’s Eric from this weekend! I thought to myself. Just my luck, I thought I was in the clear with him since I had left no trace behind. But now he’s here, and with a child! Does he have a daughter? Where’s the mom? Are they still together? I don’t remember seeing anything that suggested a woman lived there. Dammit, I need to do better. Before I knew it, his hand reached out for a handshake. I took his hand and greeted him. “Good morning, you must be my new student. What’s your name?” She barely whispered, “Kayla.” “Well then, Kayla, it’s nice to meet you. I’m Ms. Hines, and I’ll make sure you get adjusted and have a great first day,” I said, still smiling. She smiled back and entered the classroom, where Ms. Donovan showed her to her desk and helped her with her things. I started to turn to enter the classroom when I felt a pull on my arm. “A teacher, huh?” he said with a smug look on his face. “Yes, Eric. We all have to make a living somehow.” Just then, he pulled me further to the side, out of earshot of anyone who might be listening. This time, he looked at me with confusion. “It’s just that you’ve been on my mind ever since I met you and you left me without a trace. What the hell was that?” he asked, as if demanding an explanation. He really had some nerve coming up here asking about our encounter. He didn’t even know my name, so why on earth would he care? “Look, Eric. I’m sorry if I offended you, but this is my workplace, and we won’t be discussing this here.” “If not here, then where? I don’t even know your name. How am I supposed to reach you?” I could sense his irritation, and I needed to diffuse the situation before it escalated. Even though I didn’t regret what happened or feel as though I owed him anything, I could still empathize with him and understand his point. That’s why I decided to humor him—just for the moment. “That’s the point of a one-night stand. It was amazing, truly. However, I suggest you forget about it because that’s all it was.” Unsatisfied with my answer, he pushed the issue. Man, this guy is relentless. It’s really too early for this. “You can’t deny the chemistry between us. I know you felt it like I did.” He wasn’t lying; there was definitely a connection there. But there’s also Chris. I can’t keep forgetting about him. That’s exactly what happens when I’m around Eric. Nothing else matters, and I can never seem to remember I have Chris at home. What is wrong with me? “I have to get back to class and teach my students.” I started to walk towards my classroom when he grabbed my arm again. This time, he put something in my hand. “I’ll leave, but hit me up. I want to see you again. Now that I know where to find you, I’ll be back until you do.” The look in his eyes was so intense that I couldn’t tell if I was turned on or scared. Also, did he just threaten me? What is with this guy? Before I walked away, I said softly, “Jamira.” Perplexed, he simply asked, “huh?” “My name. You said you didn’t know my name. It’s Jamira. Now you do.” He smirked at the revelation. At that moment, I turned on my heels and went back to my classroom. Part of me wanted to kiss him right in the middle of the hallway, while the rest wanted to remain professional and stop ovulating at the sound of his voice. I’m going to need new panties. Once I entered the classroom, I placed the paper in my purse (even though I should have discarded it). Subsequently, I introduced myself again to Kayla and invited her and the other students to participate in an icebreaker activity to facilitate better acquaintance. Throughout the day, my thoughts remained preoccupied with that interaction with Eric.*ERIC* After Jamira showed up, I can’t lie, I felt better about all the stuff that’s been going on lately. She stayed a while to talk and help with filing a few things for me. I actually like having her here. She’s really helpful. After going through a few cases and finishing up on two of them, I decided I needed a break. I went to go to Walt’s office. Once I got to the door, Dina, yet again was all in Walt’s face. She was sitting on the armrest of his chair with her hand on his chest. Seriously, what do these two do all day? “Dina, leave!” She hesitated and looked between us before running out of his office. Walt threw his hands up and grunted. “Why?” “Dina’s not worth the distraction.” Walt just stared at me a few seconds before returning back to work. “Hey, so I was wondering how Kacie was settling into her new place?” He paused. “Wouldn’t know anything about it.” “How was she when you helped her move the last of it?” “Fine.” “I called and she tri
*JAMIRA* Ayana and I talked and laughed as she recounted the events from her date and everything that happened afterwards. That girl still hadn’t changed. “Okay, but why didn’t you call me? I would’ve picked you up.” “Girl you too busy playing house with that man all up in your business.” “You see where that got me.” We both laughed. “Speaking of that, how’s the baby?” “He’s fine. I’m just ready for him to come already.” “Just hang in there girl.” I smiled. It’s amazing how a simple phrase can make you feel better than you did before. Even though I was happy to be talking to Ayana, my mind stayed on Eric. Ever since Kacie left he’s been down in the dumps. I thought if I surprised him at work, he’d feel at least a little better. Then Walt was acting strange like he didn’t want to be bothered. Eric would never say it, but I could tell he felt that the whole interaction was…off. “Hello, hello?” Her voice pulled me away from my thoughts. For a moment I’d fo
*ERIC* The move was not only bittersweet, but it made the condo feel bigger in a way I hadn’t imagined possible. The commotion in the morning, the laughter, even the routine I’d gotten accustomed to were all nonexistent now. I sat on the couch watching the game when Jamira came and sat next to me. She took my hand into hers and looked at me for a while before speaking. “You know we should do something nice for Kacie.” I nodded my head not fully processing what she was saying. She didn’t press the issue. I’m glad she didn’t. She just motioned for me to lift my legs up and started massaging my feet. That did more than I expected, actually. It was like most of the tension that had been building over the months was finally starting to ease. The rest of it melted away when I got in the shower. The water ran down my body and took my troubles with it. When I got out I found Jamira had already fallen asleep. I slid in next to her, not trying to wake her up. That night
*AYANA* “Ayana, if you don’t go back in the house and change, we’re not going anywhere.” “What’s wrong with it?” “If I show you what’s wrong with it, we’ll never make it out.” I rolled my eyes at him. Whose dad is this man? For the record, it’s nothing but a little cleavage. Sometimes the titty is the outfit. I thought it was cute. I stepped out in a denim mini skirt with a corset top and a nice pair of heels. I will admit that top was a size or two too small, but that’s because I wanted that lift. Jeremy didn’t appreciate it. He’s always thinking these thirsty dudes are looking at me. I keep telling him that’s none of his concern. He just keeps insisting on telling me to change my clothes. I went inside and found a cute bodycon dress that stopped mid-thigh. It was red with black straps. I paired it with a black leather jacket and my black chunky heels. When I stepped outside, he smirked and gave his ‘nod of approval’. He opened my door and helped me into my seat. “
*CHRIS* The next day, I went into work with dinner still on my mind. I never knew my mom was in such a state. She seemed perfectly fine when she came to visit me at the hospital. She even helped me around the room during my recovery. I hadn’t known she’d been lying. Neither did I know that she lied to my dad too. I wondered what else they weren’t telling me since I left last night. That unsettling flutter in my stomach hadn’t left either. It’s safe to say I didn’t sleep. Between me trying to find Mira and worrying about my mom, I might be on the verge of losing my mind myself. I didn’t talk to my dad about it because it was already late, so I ended up leaving, but I intended to talk to him about it today. The morning rush came early, and we were all busy trying to get everyone in and out. It wasn’t until around one o’clock that I was able to get enough breathing room to go address things. I went down the hall and knocked on his door. “Come in.” I walked in and sa
*CHRIS* For weeks I’ve been working to escape my own thoughts of Jamira. She really thinks I’m going to just lay down and accept the fact that she wants to leave? She has life all fucked up. The last time we spoke I made sure to let her know this wasn’t over. I intend to show her exactly what I mean. I’d been riding past her school looking for her for a week just to finally call and find out she doesn’t even work there anymore. That made my mission to find her harder, but not impossible. The following week I rode around and when I went to get some gas, I just so happened to catch her bald-headed ass friend Ayana. I made sure she didn’t notice me by sliding a little down in my seat when she exited the car. She was with a medium-built, medium-brown man with dreads and just a few inches taller than her. I wanted to throw my shoe at the back of her head. It took all of ten minutes for them to come out and get in the car. I waited another five minutes before I left. I







