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Elliot POV I had learned a long time ago not to want things that could be taken. Hockey was the one exception I had allowed myself. I spent six years making sure no one ever found out why it cost me more than it cost anyone else.
The arena was loud enough to shake the bones in my body. I could hear only my own breathing, harsh inside my helmet, too fast and too uneven. The scoreboard burned at the edge of my vision: one minute left, one goal behind, the championship hanging on a blade's width of hope.
This was the moment I had built my entire life around. It was also the kind of moment men like Sebastian Wolfe were born to steal.
I didn't need to search for him. Even across a rink crowded with flashing lights and chaos, I found him at center ice, all broad shoulders and dark jersey, wearing the arrogant, easy posture of a man who had never once doubted the world would bend for him. Somehow, that made him worse.
I tightened my grip on my stick. Sebastian Wolfe made hatred feel too close to hunger.
"Gray!"
The puck shot toward me, fast and clean. Instinct took over. I moved, received it in one smooth motion, and for one bright, violent second, the net, the lane, and my shot opened up.
I pushed forward. Then Sebastian moved.
He came from my blind side with terrifying speed. His shoulder drove into me, knocking every breath from my lungs as my hands jerked, the sharp, splintering crack of my stick breaking, splitting the moment in two. I hit the ice flat on my back. The world flashed white, then black, then back again.
The final buzzer screamed. We had lost. I had lost.
The arena erupted. The sound reached me from far away, muffled by humiliation and the sickening heat rising in my face. Then, blocking out the lights like a storm cloud that had decided to take human form was Sebastian. He looked down at me with infuriating calm, his hair damp and his mouth curved into something not quite a smile, but enough to make my blood burn.
He bent close, his visor nearly touching mine. "Stay down, pretty boy."
Something pulled tight in my chest. I hated that name. Hated the way opponents used it like beauty made me weak. Most of all, I hated that when Sebastian said it, it didn't sound like mockery alone; it sounded like possession.
I shoved myself up, skates digging into the gouged ice. "Go to hell."
His hazel eyes moved over me, unreadable and too intent. "You first."
He didn't move. For one deliberate beat, his gaze dropped to the broken halves of my stick on the ice before snapping back to my face, not gloating, but something quieter, something he was keeping to himself. Then he skated away, swallowed by his team's celebration, while I stood there feeling like something inside me had cracked with the stick.
I had hated Sebastian Wolfe long before tonight. Everyone knew who he was: captain, star player, and walking scandal, the kind of Alpha who left headlines and broken hearts in every city he touched.
But the truth was uglier than his reputation. Sebastian had been a problem since I was nineteen, angry and desperate to prove myself. Every game between us turned vicious, every hit landed harder, and every exchange grew sharper. The fans called us fire and gasoline, and they had no idea how right they were.
What made him unbearable wasn't that he targeted me. It was that he saw me. Beneath the gear and the temper, he looked at me like he was trying to strip something open, as if he already suspected the answer and was simply waiting for confirmation.
I had spent my entire career making sure he never got it.
I kept my head down through the handshake line. He passed me once, his gloved hand hitting mine with unnecessary force, and then I went straight for the tunnel.
Something felt wrong. There was too much heat under my skin, and my pulse wouldn't settle the way it should after a game. I told myself it was adrenaline, the loss, and the hit. I was good at telling myself things.
The tunnel swallowed the crowd noise by degrees, then all at once. My skates hit the rubber matting, and I kept moving, because stopping meant someone might look at me, and right now my face was doing things I couldn't control. Six years on this ice and I had never lost it this clean, one hit, one broken stick, and one man looking down at me with that specific calm that meant he had gotten exactly what he came for. I hated that I didn't know what that was.
I pushed through the locker room doors, relieved to find it empty. I dropped my bag, ripped off my gloves, and curled my trembling fingers into fists. My helmet came off next, and I slammed it into the shelf hard enough to crack the silence.
I braced both hands on the bench and forced myself to inhale. One. Two. Three.
The locker room door clicked open with a soft brush of wood against the frame, shooting through me like a warning. I whirled around, my breath catching in my throat.
Sebastian stood in the doorway. He hadn't removed his jersey, and the corridor light framed the width of his shoulders, turning him into something dark and entirely too sure of itself. He closed the door behind him, the latch clicking home.
I had seen Sebastian Wolfe walk into rooms before: press conferences, tunnel intersections, and once, a hotel lobby in Calgary where we'd both been stranded by a weather delay and spent forty minutes pretending not to notice each other. He always did the same thing: took up exactly as much space as he wanted and made the rest of the room arrange itself accordingly. He was doing it now to a room that only contained me, leaving me nowhere left to arrange myself around him.
The four walls seemed to press inward.
His gaze dropped to the broken half of my stick against the bench, then lifted back to me, slow and direct, like a man who had come looking for something specific and had just found it.
He tipped his head, a slow line forming along his jaw. "Well. Now you look mad."
I straightened my spine, squaring my bare shoulders against the metal lockers. "Get out."
Sebastian took one step into the room, his heavy skates slicing a groove into the rubber matting, then another, his eyes never leaving mine.
Tonight was not over. It was not even close.
Edited Chapter 1
Elliot POVThe cold hit me first.It went through my clothes, making my skin prickle and my joints hurt. I blinked hard because my eyelids felt heavy and my vision was blurry. A single bright light above me slowly became clear. The noisy media room from the arena was gone. I wasn't in the room or the armored SUV. The air didn't smell like cedar; it smelled like ground, old metal, and cleaner.I tried to move to ease the pressure on my back. A loud metal sound stopped me. My left wrist was tied to the armrest of a wooden chair with a thick plastic tie. The plastic dug into my skin as I pulled against it. It didn't budge.My heart started racing when I panicked. I looked down at my body. My hands were on my pregnant belly. The black suit jacket I wore for the press conference was gone. I was left with my white shirt, which was wet with sweat. My stomach hurt from the stress and panic."Hey!" I shouted. My voice was dry and barely echoed off the walls. The sound died down in the air.The
Sebastian POVThe glass window of the security box shook violently as the explosion's sound wave hit the stadium walls.In a split second, the bright lights in the arena just died.The security monitors in front of my desk went dark, their screens turning into squares.I did not wait. My hand went to the holster under my left arm. I pulled out my gun, the cold metal feeling in my hand.Twenty minutes ago, I was with Elliot in the room behind the stage. His belly was big and round against my stomach as I hugged him from behind. I buried my face in the side of his neck. Smelled the cedar scent to keep him calm before the reporters came."I have guards, baby," I whispered to him, kissing his temple. "Just make your statements. Keep it short. Then we go home."Elliot leaned his head back on my shoulder, his hands on top of mine on his belly. "I know, hubby. I am ready. Our baby wants this to be too."Now that feeling of safety was gone. I felt a spike of panic.The backup generators did n
Elliot POVThe medical monitor by my bed made a clean beep. Dr. Cole took the sensor off my finger. Turned to Sebastian."The test results are good," Dr. Cole said. He put his tools away in a leather case. "The gas did not hurt the baby or me. The medicine. Stopped the bad stuff. The baby is okay. My contractions are gone."I sat up in bed. Leaned against the wooden headboard. The cabin was like a house hidden deep in the valley with stone walls and guards all around."See?" I said to Sebastian. "I told you I am fine."Sebastian did not look happy. He stood by the bed holding the rail. His shirt was still torn from the stuff that happened at the hospital. "You almost had the baby too early, Elliot. Devereux used a trick in a public place. You need to stay in this bed.""Devereux wants to scare me," I said. My voice got louder as I swung my legs out of the blankets. My feet hit the floor. "If I hide in this cabin and let my team lose, he wins. I am not going to let that bad guy take th
Sebastian POVThe gym went dark for a second as the white gas hit my face. I blinked hard, my throat burning from the taste of copper and artificial vanilla. I didn't care about the burn. I pulled Elliot's body close to my chest as he shook from the first wave of weird muscle spasms."Don't breathe," I growled, my voice rough.I grabbed my wool coat from the floor next to the blue exercise ball. I quickly pulled it over Elliot's head and shoulders, tucking the edges under his chin to block the vapor. He gasped against my chest, his fingers gripping my shirt tightly."Sebastian," he choked out under the wool. "My back... it's locked.""I've got you, baby," I said.I hooked my arm behind his knees and my left arm under his shoulders. I lifted his frame off the floor in one smooth motion. Even though Elliot is an athlete with a muscular build, he didn't feel heavy in my arms. My instincts made his weight feel like nothing as I held him close.Elliot hid his face in the crook of my neck,
Sebastain POVThe wellness room was super peaceful. I was still really nervous. I stood with my back flat against the wall, holding Elliot securely against me from behind as his back rested against my chest. My left arm was wrapped around his waist, my large hand flat on his warm belly, while my eyes scanned the rows of exercise mats. I watched Elliot move gently on the blue exercise ball. He looked amazing. The pregnancy made him look strong and gentle at the same time, and everyone in the room was staring at him. I felt a burn in my chest whenever someone else looked at him, but I kept my eyes on the doors.The big wooden door opened a minute ago. A man in a hospital uniform was pushing a cart inside.At first, it looked like he was there to clean.The cart wheels squeaked on the floor.Then I looked at his feet.He was wearing shoes, but the way he walked was totally off. A guy pushing a cart should lean forward and dig his heels into the floor. This guy was gliding. His weight was
Elliot POV It took fifteen minutes of chaos for Black Shield to break into the side ambulance bay. Sebastian held his thick wool coat tightly over my head until the hospital walls finally blocked out the crowd and flashing cameras outside.The main lobby was a mess. Patients and hospital staff panicked as armed guards entered. Director Brown, a woman in a grey suit, stopped us near the elevators. Her face was red with anger."Mr. Wolfe, you can't just bring guards into a public hospital!" she shouted. Her voice shook as she blocked our path. "This is a place to heal, not a base. You're disrupting our patients."Sebastian stopped moving toward the elevators for a second. He stepped forward, towering over Director Brown. His golden eyes were cold."My mate is having a phase of his third trimester, Director." His voice was low and hard. "His blood pressure is spiking because your strike forced us out of our clinic. I'm not here to negotiate.""That doesn't give you the right to break ou
Sebastian POVThe ice in Thomas's glass rattled.I stood by the oak door of the private suite not moving. My presence made the room feel small. The air was thick and heavy like it was hard to breathe. A strong smell of cedar filled the space and it was making Thomas really uncomfortable. He swallow
Sebastian POV My rear tires screeched on the concrete of the underground loading bay. The black SUV jerked forward, its steel bumper just clearing the closing security gate. I saw camera flashes through the tinted window. The media had tracked us from the practice rink to the tower in under twelve
Elliot POVThe training facility gym was empty at eleven at night. The big lights overhead were buzzing, casting a white glow over the rubber floor and the steel weight racks.I was sitting on a bench with a heavy iron dumbbell resting against my leg. My shirt was soaked with sweat. The skin around
Elliot POV The silence in the penthouse was a physical weight. The suspension hearing in New York had started three hours ago, and my phone sat dead on the kitchen counter. No texts from Kofi. No calls from Sebastian. I paced the length of the living room, my bare feet clicking against the hard







