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Chapter 168

작가: Cara Anderson
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Skye

I have two mate bonds.

I haven’t been able to stop turning this over since the moment it happened—privately, of course. Carefully, in the margins of everything else I'm supposed to be doing. Being a new mate. Being a mother. Being the person everyone in this house is watching, not unkindly, to see how she handles officially being Nicolai’s mate.

The answer is: not well. I'm handling this not well. I just haven't shown anyone yet.

Well, anyone except Nicolai. I’m not sure I could hide it fr
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fredericksadelaide1725
I honestly don't know how I feel about this double bond story I am definitely on the fence about it as I always felt Nicolai deserves her
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savina_h
Yes i agree with you! Let’s hope the author reads our comments and listen :) We are all rooting for Jaxon..
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Sandra Culler
Jaxon really needs to tell her that he wants the bond and her.
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