LOGINPOV: Hazel
"I'm heading out, and I have a dinner meeting later tonight," Julian said to someone in the hallway. "Let Mrs. Lucy know she shouldn't wait for me. She needs her sleep."
I kept my eyes squeezed shut, listening to the heavy thud of his footsteps as he walked back into our bedroom. I didn't move. I didn't breathe. I stayed tucked under the duvet, my face pressed into a pillow that was still damp from the tears I’d shed in the dark. My skin felt tight and itchy from the salt, but I didn't dare wipe it away. I couldn't let him see I was awake.
Usually, our mornings followed a strict routine. I would be up before him, selecting his silk tie and matching his cufflinks to his suit. I’d have his clothes laid out on the bench, perfectly pressed, so he never had to spend a single second thinking about his appearance. It was my way of being useful. It was how I showed him I cared, even if he never said it back.
Today, the closet remained closed. I heard the rustle of fabric and the click of hangers as he navigated the wardrobe himself. It was a small, silent rebellion, but it felt like a mountain between us. Eventually, the door clicked shut, and the house fell into that heavy, expensive silence that always felt like it was crushing me.
I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling. My leg throbbed with a dull, familiar ache. It was a permanent reminder of the night my life split in two.
Before the accident, I was a dancer. I had been at the top of my class at the academy, with a future that felt bright and limitless. Julian had been my secret world since high school. He was the brilliant, popular boy everyone admired. I was just the girl in the art wing, someone who lived in the margins of his world. I never thought he’d even look at me.
Then came that summer. I found him stumbling down the street, reeking of gin and lost in a haze of grief because Penelope Chambers had moved away. I followed him because I was worried. When he stepped into the path of that speeding car, I didn't think. I just pushed.
He survived without a scratch. I ended up with a shattered limb and a career that died on the operating table.
Julian married me out of a sense of duty. He stopped drinking, he became a provider, and he treated me with a gentle, distant kindness that felt worse than anger. He bought me everything I could ever want, but he never gave me the one thing I actually needed. He was grateful, but he wasn't in love.
I reached for my phone on the nightstand. The screen lit up, showing a notification for an email I had read a hundred times since midnight. It was an acceptance letter for a graduate program overseas. Yesterday, I was going to ask him if I could go. I wanted to see if he’d finally let me lead a life outside these four walls.
Now, the question felt pointless. Why ask for permission to leave a man who wasn't even really there?
My alarm went off, signaling the start of my study hour. Since the accident, I’d become a prisoner of my own schedule. I had to fill every minute with something productive to keep from drowning in my own thoughts. I swiped the alarm away and opened a social media app, my fingers moving on autopilot.
The first thing on my feed was a video.
The music was loud, a pulsing beat that hurt my head. The camera was shaky, capturing a group of people in a dimly lit, high-end lounge. A woman with long, flowing hair laughed into the lens. The username at the top of the screen read Penelope.
My heart dropped into my stomach.
"One, two, three! Welcome back, Penelope! Cheers!"
The voice behind the camera was deep and clear. I’d know it anywhere. It was the voice that had whispered that same name in our bed last night. It was Julian.
I watched the video again, my breath hitching. He wasn't at a work dinner. He was with her. He was celebrating her return while I was at home, wondering if I should pack my bags for a university thousands of miles away.
The woman in the video looked vibrant. She looked like she belonged in the light. I looked down at my pale, scarred leg under the covers and felt a wave of cold realization. Five years of playing the perfect, doting wife hadn't changed a thing. I was still the girl in the margins, and she was still his dream.
I sat up, the pain in my leg sharp and biting. I didn't care about the routine anymore. I didn't care about being the grateful, quiet girl who stayed in the house. The countdown hadn't just begun; it was already hitting zero.
I opened my laptop and looked at the acceptance letter. The deadline to respond was forty-eight hours away. My hand trembled as I hovered the cursor over the 'Accept' button.
The front door opened downstairs. I froze. Julian was supposed to be at the office. Why was he back?
I heard his footsteps on the stairs, faster than usual. He didn't knock. He pushed the door open, still wearing the suit he’d picked out himself. He looked at me, then at the phone in my hand, then at the tears I hadn't managed to hide.
"You're awake," he said, his voice dropping an octave.
"I am," I replied, my voice steadier than I expected. "I saw the video, Julian. The one from last night."
He didn't flinch. He didn't even look guilty. He just stood there, tall and untouchable, the same golden boy who had ruined my life without ever trying to.
"It was just a welcome-home drink for an old friend," he said calmly. "Don't make it into something it isn't, Hazel."
"An old friend?" I stood up, leaning heavily on my good leg. "You called her name last night. In this room. In our bed."
The silence that followed was thick enough to choke on. Julian looked at me, his expression unreadable, before he finally spoke.
"Are you going to let me explain, or are you just going to stand there and cry?"
POV : Hazel"Is that actually the wife, or did you just pick up a stray at the gate?" Michael’s voice boomed through the heavy oak doors of the private lounge.The roar of laughter that followed hit me like a physical blow. I stood frozen in the doorway, my fingers still gripping the cold brass handle. Inside, the room was a blur of expensive cologne, amber liquor, and people who moved with a confidence I never possessed.Right in the center of the noise sat Julian. He wasn't laughing, but he wasn't stopping them either. He just sat there, nursing a drink, while Penelope leaned so close to him that her silk dress brushed his suit jacket. She looked like she belonged there. I looked like a mistake.Michael turned around, his face flushed from the booze and the joke. "Hey, Juli, is it really true that she - "His words died in his throat. His eyes locked onto mine, and the grin slid off his face so fast it was
POV :Hazel“You should just stay in the house if I am not there to look after you,” Julian told me this morning.He said it like he was protecting me. He made it sound like the world was a jagged, dangerous place and I was too fragile to navigate it alone. I used to believe him. I used to think his control was just a form of deep affection.But as I sat in the back of the taxi, watching the city lights blur past the window, I knew the truth. I did not fear the world. I feared being seen with him. I hated the way people looked at us when we walked together. I could see the question in their eyes before they even opened their mouths. They wondered how a man like Julian, so polished and perfect, ended up with a wife who could not even walk straight.“Driver, please stop here,” I said suddenly.The car jerked to a halt. My heart skipped a beat. I had spotted Julian’s black sedan parked right at the curb in front of a high-
POV: Hazel“Is he actually shouting?” I whispered to the empty bedroom, my thumb hovering over the replay button on my phone.The video was grainy, but the audio was sharp enough to cut. Julian was laughing. It was a loud, boisterous sound that I didn't recognize. In the blurry footage, he raised a glass high, his face flushed with a warmth he never showed me.“Welcome home, Penelope!” he yelled.I leaned back against the headboard, feeling a cold ache in my chest. I remembered Julian from our high school days as the untouchable genius. He was always the guy who looked straight ahead, ignoring the girls who tried to get his attention or offer him water after a race. He was composed. He was icy.When we got married, that ice didn't melt. He was polite, sure. He was perfectly regulated. He never lost his temper, but he never found his joy either. I used to wonder if his blood was even warm. When our hands b
POV: Hazel"I'm heading out, and I have a dinner meeting later tonight," Julian said to someone in the hallway. "Let Mrs. Lucy know she shouldn't wait for me. She needs her sleep."I kept my eyes squeezed shut, listening to the heavy thud of his footsteps as he walked back into our bedroom. I didn't move. I didn't breathe. I stayed tucked under the duvet, my face pressed into a pillow that was still damp from the tears I’d shed in the dark. My skin felt tight and itchy from the salt, but I didn't dare wipe it away. I couldn't let him see I was awake.Usually, our mornings followed a strict routine. I would be up before him, selecting his silk tie and matching his cufflinks to his suit. I’d have his clothes laid out on the bench, perfectly pressed, so he never had to spend a single second thinking about his appearance. It was my way of being useful. It was how I showed him I cared, even if he never said it back.T
POV: Hazel“You’re finally home,” I whispered to the empty bedroom.The clock on the wall ticked past three in the morning. Outside, the city was dead, but inside these walls, the silence felt like a physical weight. Then, the sound of the shower started. Julian was back. He didn’t come to the bed first. He didn’t check if I was awake. He went straight to the water to wash the night off his skin.I pushed myself up, my hands trembling against the silk sheets. My legs felt heavy, a constant reminder of everything I had lost. I reached for my crutches, the metal cold against my palms, and stood up. I needed to talk to him. I needed to see if there was anything left of us before the sun came up on our fifth anniversary.I hovered outside the bathroom door. The steam carried the scent of his expensive soap, something woody and clean. I raised my hand to knock, but I stopped when I heard it.It wasn't just the water hitting







