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CHAPTER 70- What She Sees
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Staying with him CHAPTER 70- What She Sees
She had been going to his matches long enough nowthat she could feel the season in her body, the rhythmof it, the weeks of the fixture list absorbed without herintending to absorb them, the way you absorbed thepatterns of someone you lived closely with until theirrhythms became partly yours.She went to all of them that season. Not the carefulrearranging of the previous season, the deliberatechoice to make it to every one. She went to all of thembecause she wanted to and it was easy and that wasthe whole of it, the life they had arranged so that shecould go to the football and he could ask about herclients and there was room in the flat for both of theirthings without either of them having to manage thelogistics of a shared life every time.She had got better at watching him.She had been good at it from the early days, thenoticing, the reading of the game through the lens ofsomeone who had spent a professional lifetimereading people below the surface of what they said
Staying with him CHAPTER 69- Portugal, Again
She had said she would go back. She had said it onthe last night of the first trip, sitting on the terrace inthe warm dark with his beer and her wine and the seasomewhere below them, and he had already beenlooking at flights on his phone before she finished thesentence. She had taken the phone out of his hand.Not yet, she had said. That was the first visit, whichmeant there was going to be a second one.The second one was May, three weeks after thewedding, because he had six weeks between theseason ending and pre-season beginning and neitherof them wanted to spend them indoors in Londonworking out how to be married in the abstract whenthey could go somewhere warm and work it out inpractice.The apartment was different. They had not been ableto get the same one, which she had initially foundannoying and had then understood was the rightthing, the not trying to recreate the first trip but goingto a different place with the same people and findingout what the different
Staying with him CHAPTER 68-The Name
She changed it on a Monday, which was the mostOlivia possible day to do it.Not the practice door. She had decided that clearlyand without guilt. Eight years of clients knowingReyes, eight years of referrals and letters and theprofessional architecture that had her name at thecentre of it. The practice door stayed Reyes. Hersupervisor, when she mentioned it, said that wasentirely sensible and Olivia nodded and did notexplain that sensible was not why she was doing it.She was keeping Reyes on the door because thoseclients had trusted that name with the hardest thingsthey had, and you did not change the name on thedoor in the middle of that trust. It was not sensible. Itwas just right.Everything else she changed on a Monday morning,systematically, with a list, which was the way she hadalways done the things that mattered and probablyalways would.The bank first. She sat across from a young man atthe branch near work who ran through the processwith the cheerful efficienc
Staying with him CHAPTER 67- The Week
The week after the wedding was the most ordinaryweek of her life and she felt every part of it.Not ordinary in the sense of nothing happening.Things happened, the usual small machinery of a lifein motion, the clients and the tube and the coffee andthe post in the bowl and the flat doing what the flatdid. But the week had a quality of ordinary she had notexperienced before, a density of it, the everydayarriving with the specific texture of a life that hadfinally fully settled on itself. Like a house that hasbeen stood in long enough to stop creaking.She noticed it on the Tuesday. She was on the tubegoing to work and she looked at her hand and therewas the ring and she thought, I am married, and thethought was not large, not extraordinary, not chargedwith the weight of the occasion. It was simply true.She was a married woman on the Northern line on aTuesday morning and the world was going about itsbusiness and inside the plainness of the fact therewas something so ste
Staying with him CHAPTER 66-The Wedding
It rained.Of course it rained. It was London in April and it wasthe most important day and it rained, the specificdetermined rain of a city that does not adjust its plansfor anyone, and she stood in the lobby of the registryoffice in her dress with her father beside her andlistened to the rain on the glass above the door andfelt, to her own surprise, nothing but relief.There it was again. Relief. The word she had givenPriya last night and which had turned out to be theright one, the true one under all the other ones. Therain was rain. She had survived rain before. She hadsurvived a bathroom flood at three in the morning anda motel at eleven at night and five days of silence anda cold street in a northern city, and the rain on theglass of a registry office in April was the mildest thingshe had faced in two years and she was not going tobe undone by it.She looked at her father.He was wearing the suit he had worn to Maya'swedding and to one funeral and, she suspected, to
Staying with him CHAPTER 65-The Day Before
She stayed at Priya's the night before, which neither ofthem had suggested in advance and both of themwanted, and it was like being nineteen except forevery way in which it was not.They opened a bottle of wine that was better thananything they had drunk at nineteen, and they sat atPriya's kitchen table which was a different kitchentable in a different flat from the one they had sharedwith a broken boiler and strong opinions abouteverything, and Olivia looked at her oldest friendacross it and thought about how long they had beenat kitchen tables together.Twelve years, she said.Of tables, Priya confirmed. You, me, various tables.She looked at the wine. The boiler flat table was theone with the wobble. We put a folded piece of cardunder one leg for the entire year we lived there and itnever fixed it.I still do that, Olivia said. Out of habit.I noticed when I came to yours, Priya said. You haddone it to the kitchen table even though the table didnot wobble. She smiled
Staying with him Chapter 3: Flooded
started with a sound.A low, persistent dripping that worked its way into Olivia’s sleep sometime around 3am and sat there until she couldn’t ignore it anymore. She opened her eyes to the dark ceiling, listened, and felt the specific dread of someone who already knows something is wrong before the
Staying with him Chapter 2: The View
Three weeks.That’s how long Olivia lasted before she stopped filing noise complaints and accepted that Damien Cole was simply a fact of her life now — like traffic, or difficult clients, or the radiator that clicked every night at 2am. Unavoidable. Irritating. Something to be managed.She managed
Staying with him Chapter 1: The Neighbor from Hell
Olivia had a system.Not in an obsessive way — or at least that’s what she told herself. It was just that life ran smoother when things were predictable. Coffee at seven, two cups, no sugar. Breakfast with something quiet playing in the background — Sade, maybe, or just the sound of the city waking
Staying with him CHAPTER 12:Jade
She stayed in the bathroom for seven minutes. She knew it was seven because she watched the clock on her phone, which she was holding without looking at it, the screen dark, just something to do with her hands. After seven minutes she opened the door and walked back into the living room like a
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