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“Ouch…Daddy” I breathed out, as he clashed my mouth with his tongue. His scent was so irresistible. His hands moved gently against my skin. He was caressing my neck bone and arms, I felt his hands cupping my breast, squeezing them gently and ignoring me with a soft burning sweet sensation. He roamed his hands towards my nipples and pinched my nipples like he wanted suck on them.
His lips came down to my neck slowly, licking and leaving love bites. The adrenaline in me was becoming pleasurable. As my fingers scratched against his hair. Pulling him closer. I didn't know what I wanted.
“D…Daddy…”
“Shhh… baby girl… just get ready for what I'm about to do to you,” his voice sent chills against ear.
His hands slid to my thighs as he pushed them up and spread them apart. My skirt was hiked up to my waist, and my breast danced in the rhythm. He lowered his head slightly forward and licked my nipple, playing with it with his tongue and soon started to suck it like his favorite lollipop while his other hand slowly slid into my panties. He allowed his other finger to undress me while he played naughty with my nipples. I let out a soft moan and my back arched.
I started to feel different at every touch. Something wet was slippery between my thighs. Daddy saw it and said. “You're so wet… I want to see what they taste like.”
He left my nipples and started to kiss down my body, over my stomach, and around my inner thighs, till he reached closer and closer to my vigina. He let out a kind of wicked smile and took a deep inhale of my wet pussy.
“You smell so good…,” his breath lingered against my wet pussy, making me wetter, “I bet you taste great.”
And with those statements, he licked my clit with his tongue repeatedly, in different angles, making me moan in desire, before finally using his fingers to open up my thigh the more. And immersed his face in between my legs and sucked on my clit. ‘D…D…Daddy!!!” I cried out his name, my fingers digging deep in his hair. He increased his speed on my clit, sucking every bit of what he wanted. Giving me the vibration that I needed. It felt so good and astonishing. I closed my eyes, seeing butterflies behind them, colors flying every time his tongue and mouth flicker over my clit, down across my slit and back up again.
“Call me by my name… baby girl…,” he muttered beneath my pussy, while sucking on every bit of my juices that poured out.
He sucks his tongue in and out and up again to suck hard on my clit.
“Ahhh fuck! Yes…oh yes… fuck…” I moaned. He was sucking inside me hard and fast, his face against my pussy. His grip tightening on my hips, he was hitting that perfect spot with his lips and I was seconds away from losing my mind.
“Ohhhhh ohhhh ohhhh yes… faster Richard ahhh yesss… I think I'm gonna cum…ohhh…”
My eyes were squeezed shut, my fingers clawing deep into his smooth skin. I was already feeling the waves of release coming at me, as I embraced all the dirty pleasures washing through me.
(Millie POV)I picked a fight at six forty-five on a Wednesday evening because I am not, at twenty-three, the kind of woman who is good at waiting for explanations at night. I had been good at waiting for explanations for months. I had been good at waiting at the lake, in the garage, on the kitchen counter, in the pantry, on the lawn at the lake shore, in his bed, on the back porch, under the throw blanket in front of the bay window. I had been waiting with my body the way a person waits at a bus stop in the rain. I had been waiting for him to come to me with the explanation. He had not come. Adrianna was downstairs making dinner. He was not coming tonight either, and I was tired of being the woman he had spent the afternoon not coming to.“Mother,” I said at dinner.“Yes, baby?”“Did you ever have a roommate named Vivienne?”The kitchen went quiet in the way kitchens go quiet when something has been said that someone was not expecting. Adrianna set her fork down. “Vivienne Ashford?”
Richard POVThe photo came in at 11:48, three minutes after Millie came home and told me about the woman at Mercury.Vivienne Ashford — 11:48 AM[photo attached]The photo was of Millie. From this morning. From Mercury Café. From the booth next to mine. Millie was looking down at her toast with the angle that she holds toast when she is cutting it with a knife to make it easier to butter, and the reflection on the back of her phone was caught in the photo at the corner, and in the corner you could just make out the faintest suggestion of auburn hair, which was mine, which was Vivienne's, which was the only thing about Vivienne I have ever been able to identify at a distance.The caption read: “Pretty and young. Does Adrianna know? — V”I had been sitting at the island with a glass of water I did not want, watching Millie sleep in our bed and not yet going to her, not because I was being careful but because I was being afraid, and the photo came in, and the photo did the thing Vivienne
Millie POVMercury Cafe on a Wednesday morning is a thing I have learned to love. I sit at the corner table by the window and I order the same thing every time. A lavender latte and a piece of toast I do not finish, because Mercury is the only place in town where my mother has never once in my life walked in and asked for the check. Mercury is Adrianna-safe. Mercury is mine. I was on my second lavender latte when the woman sat down at the table next to mine. I did not look up. I do not look up at strangers at Mercury. I look up at Adriannas and Richards and Mrs. Halbrooks and the friendly checkout kid at the bookstore who will not stop making eye contact with me because I am, in his peripheral vision, possibly the twenty-three-year-old woman of his dreams. I do not look up at strange women. But the strange woman was looking at me. I know this because I was holding my toast at the angle that you hold toast when you are cutting it with a knife to make it easier to butter, and I was look
Richard POVShe had put the phone back in the wrong place.I notice where my phone is the way I notice where my keys are. I always notice. The phone is a MagSafe to a stand on the nightstand I put it on. The stand is angled at forty-five degrees toward the bed. The phone charger cord runs under the nightstand in a particular coil I have done every night for three years. The phone is always at a particular angle on the stand. Tonight the phone was at a different angle. The angle was off by perhaps ten degrees. The angle was off because a woman had picked it up and put it back and had tried to put it back exactly the way she had found it. Millie had picked up my phone.I did not say anything. I went into the bathroom. I looked at my own face in the mirror and what I felt about this was complicated. Shame because she had caught me, shame because she had caught me seeing someone I had not yet told her about, and something small and ugly underneath both of those, which was satisfaction. M
Millie POVThe pause lived in my chest for two days.“There's no her,” he had said. “There's no her.”But he had not said “there was never a her.” He had said something smaller, slower, more careful, and the space between “no her now” and “never a her” was the space I had begun to live in. It was a small, ugly furnished room of a space, and I had moved my things into it without deciding to. Adrianna was back. Friday at sundown, pink suitcase, perfume cloud, three new stories about Marcy and Dee and cousin Pippa that I would not remember by Sunday. The cab dropped her at the curb. Richard kissed her in the driveway. Long. Loud. The little practiced sound.“How was Tahoe, baby?” “Divine, just divine, you have to see this cabin, Richard, this… Richard, did you water the ferns? Millie's birthday gift… of course, the closet… of course.”I watched her unpack her suitcase in the master bedroom down the hall and I stood in the doorway of my own bedroom and I knew exactly what she had packed
Richard POVIt rained on the Thursday of the five days. Adrianna would not call it rain. She would call it "a little weather" if she were here, and she was not here, so I let it be rain. We could not go outside. Millie brought the throw blanket from the couch and laid it on the rug in the living room in front of the bay window, because the bay window looked out at the street and she wanted to see the street. She had been wanting to see the street a lot this week. She had a thing about Mrs. Halbrook now. I did not like the thing about Mrs. Halbrook. I did not like that Millie had started watching the neighbors on my behalf because I had asked her to and because watching the neighbors was not something I wanted her to have to do. I sat down on the rug beside her. She leaned into me immediately with the small cold thing of her fitting against the warm thing of me, cheek on my shoulder, hip against my hip.“We're playing a game,” she said.“What game.”“Truth. Dare. Quarters. Whatever.”I







