LOGINI never really cared about the concept of virginity. All I wanted was to get fucked but the question now is by who? Her, him or both? There’s one person I’ve wanted my whole life. The problem? I’m not supposed to want her. This summer someone wants to destroy me. Good, let them try. Now it’s time to flip the tables. I guess we’ll never know but all I know is that this time around? I’ll be fucking reborn. Some girls lose their innocence. I’m about to lose everything… while enjoying every second of it.
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DISCLAIMER
Dearest Lanee Reader,
This is a work of fiction. All names, characters, places, and events are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is purely coincidental and unintentional.
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Copyright © 2026 by Ivy Lanee. All rights reserved.
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TRIGGER VITAL WARNINGS
Let me be very clear with you before you turn to another page.
This book contains content that some readers may find deeply distressing. I am not writing this warning to scare you away. I am writing it because I respect you enough to be honest about what lives inside these pages. This is not a soft romance. This is not a love story that plays it safe. Dominated by the three Alphas is dark, heavy, and filled with surprises.
Please read the following carefully.
- Strong language
- Explicit sexual contents
- Graphic scenes
- Stalking
- Obsessive and possessive behavior
- Emotional abuse and manipulation
- Coercion and obsessive behavior
- Betrayal
- Forced proximity and captivity
This is a dark LGBTQ romance. The love here is complicated and it is costly. The characters are flawed in ways that will frustrate you, unsettle you, and at certain points make you question everything you thought you wanted from a love story. That is intentional and frankly the point.
Please take care of yourself while reading. It is okay to put the book down, to step away, breathe, and come back only when you are ready. If you choose not to come back at all, I understand. Your mental health and your comfort matter infinitely more than any chapter I have written.
This book is strictly for readers 18 and above. You have been warned, darling. What happens next is up to you.
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POINT OF VIEW
This story is written in dual first-person POV. You will live primarily inside Raven’s head because that is where the real war is fought. The perspective of other characters would appear selectively when their inner worlds deepen the emotional stakes. You will always know whose head you are in. I will never leave you lost or hanging. Trust me.
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AUTHOR'S NOTE
Thank you all genuinely. Out of everything you could be reading right now, you chose this. That is not something I take lightly.
This story asked a lot of me to write and I hope it asks something of you to read. Leave your thoughts in the comments. Every review, every reaction, every message keeps me going on the days the words refuse to come. I read everything and I appreciate every single one of you more than I know how to say.
Now meet Raven Pookies.
With much love,
Ivy Lanee
XOXO 🌹
BUSTED BITCHRAVEN’S POVI was still on the floor and it made me wonder a lot of things happening all at once.I don’t know how long I’ve been sitting there. Long enough for my legs to go slightly numb and for Nicole’s breathing to even out completely behind me on the bed. I kept playing the video.Laura…the guy in the bandana.. literally everything. The pills I saw were small, white and looked like something familiar that was put in.. wait..Nicole’s tea.Oh my God. Nicole’s tea. I pressed the heel of my palm hard against my mouth and breathed through my nose.I kept watching as Laura kept looking around to see if anyone was spying on her. “Does she think she’s in a movie now??” I rolled my eyes in disgust to the site of that.” The guy turned to leave, so right before he disappeared around the corner, he shot a daring smile. The this window. At this room. Like he knew exactly who was inside it.I paused the video on his face.Zoomed in until the pixels blurred then sharpened again.
THE DEVIL WEARS A SMILELAURA’S POVI sat on the edge of my bed and counted them slowly.“One, two, three..” I titled my head side ways. “Hmm...three, four..”Small white pills sitting in my palm. I closed my fist around them.Nobody tells you how exhausting it is to be invisible. To be the one who shows up, who holds it all together, but yet still somehow manages to be the least important person in every single room.I’ve been doing it my whole life and I’m so sick of this shit.Nicole cries and the whole world stops and panics. “Oouu, Monalisa isn’t happy so we should all die then. Who the FUCK does she think she is.” Nicole laughs and every head turns like she’s one celebrity or something. Nicole walks into a room and suddenly I don’t exist anymore right ?.Not even to my own mother, nor the neighbors or anyone in this house.Sadly, not to Raven. I’m sure she hates my guts especially after what happened. So yeah, especially not to Raven.I unclenched my fist and stared at the pi
LET US BREATHE FOR FUCK SAKERAVEN’S POVMy head was lying flat on the floor and all I could see around me was shattered glass. My heart kept racing as my heartbeat increased. “Oww,” I winced in pain as I noticed blood rolling down from my fingers. “Well, fuck me then,” I said as I rolled my eyes in anger. “Ha ha, it should have hit your head bitch.” The voices from outside grew louder, and I knew instantly who they were.I managed to get off the floor carefully trying not to get cut at least. “Oww.” I felt a sharp pain attack my skin and instantly I knew the mission failed. My hands were dripping blo*d on the floor and it somehow made Nicole nauseous till she passed out on the bed. “Shit,” I uttered in panic. The glance between Nicole and my hands left me so confused, but I knew deep down I’d find a way. I didn’t know where the strength came from but I bolted to where Nicole was lying flat on the bed to check if she was okay.I’m no expert but I guess with the first aid class I
OH DEAR..NICOLE’S POVThe mattress dipped beneath my weight as I burrowed into the pillow. I hadn’t realized how much I’d missed sleeping in my own bed.It feels good to be back home honestly. I prefer this place to the prison I just came out from. I never ever want to be in such four corners of a building anymore. I woke up to Raven sleeping beside me on the bed this time around. Her mouth slightly open and spit drooling drooling from the sides. It made my heart flutter a bit and I let out a small chuckle. It kept beating faster and faster by the minute as my eyes were fixated on her.Her cute little kissable eyes and nose were staring at me. Her hair covered a part of her face and it made her look more and more beautiful. Not gonna lie, that scares the shit out of me. Even with my body pains I wouldn’t want to miss looking at her pretty face for anything.Raven shifted in her sleep, and before I knew it, I was holding my breath, waiting to see if she’d wake up.One thing I don’t
GAME ON, BITCHRAVEN POVDaniel swore he deleted everything after we broke up. Gosh, why did I ever think it was a good idea to get fucking recorded? “Jeez.”Before I could spiral, my door was open.Nicole came in, still wearing only Jake’s oversized shirt, and her hair was scattered. She slammed t
THE NEWSRAVEN POVMy thighs were still slick when the explosion sounded so loud like thunder. Laura’s fingers had just pulled out of me, my cum still all over them as she licked them clean with that lazy smirk. One second I was shaking through an orgasm while picturing Nicole’s face, the next the
TEMPTATION RAVEN POVI’ve always been addicted to porn. I mean why wouldn’t I be?It’s only one woman who can make me cum.Nicole. My stepsister.The same girl who eats breakfast with me every morning, laughs at Dad’s stupid jokes, and acts like she isn’t out there letting the whole internet watch
THE SUMMER I LOST MY ‘V’ CARDDISCLAIMERDearest Lanee Reader,This is a work of fiction. All names, characters, places, and events are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is purely coincidental and uni
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