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THE SUMMER I LOST MY ‘V’ CARD
DISCLAIMER
Dearest Lanee Reader,
This is a work of fiction. All names, characters, places, and events are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is purely coincidental and unintentional.
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Copyright © 2026 by Ivy Lanee. All rights reserved.
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TRIGGER VITAL WARNINGS
Let me be very clear with you before you turn to another page.
This book contains content that some readers may find deeply distressing. I am not writing this warning to scare you away. I am writing it because I respect you enough to be honest about what lives inside these pages. This is not a soft romance. This is not a love story that plays it safe. Dominated by the three Alphas is dark, heavy, and filled with surprises.
Please read the following carefully.
- Strong language
- Explicit sexual contents
- Graphic scenes
- Stalking
- Obsessive and possessive behavior
- Emotional abuse and manipulation
- Coercion and obsessive behavior
- Betrayal
- Forced proximity and captivity
This is a dark LGBTQ romance. The love here is complicated and it is costly. The characters are flawed in ways that will frustrate you, unsettle you, and at certain points make you question everything you thought you wanted from a love story. That is intentional and frankly the point.
Please take care of yourself while reading. It is okay to put the book down, to step away, breathe, and come back only when you are ready. If you choose not to come back at all, I understand. Your mental health and your comfort matter infinitely more than any chapter I have written.
This book is strictly for readers 18 and above. You have been warned, darling. What happens next is up to you.
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POINT OF VIEW
This story is written in dual first-person POV. You will live primarily inside Raven’s head because that is where the real war is fought. The perspective of other characters would appear selectively when their inner worlds deepen the emotional stakes. You will always know whose head you are in. I will never leave you lost or hanging. Trust me.
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AUTHOR'S NOTE
Thank you all genuinely. Out of everything you could be reading right now, you chose this. That is not something I take lightly.
This story asked a lot of me to write and I hope it asks something of you to read. Leave your thoughts in the comments. Every review, every reaction, every message keeps me going on the days the words refuse to come. I read everything and I appreciate every single one of you more than I know how to say.
Now meet Raven Pookies.
With much love,
Ivy Lanee
XOXO 🌹
NOT SO, LAURARAVEN’S POVNicole was still in the hallway when I got back to her. Leaning against the wall, head tilted back slightly, eyes closed. She looked exhausted just from standing.My heart kept beating fast and this time it wasn’t because of my love for her. It was out of pity.All that anger I was carrying two minutes ago just… deflated into thin air. Like a balloon someone let go of. How could I stay furious when she was standing there looking like that. “Hey.” I said softly.She opened her eyes and saw mine immediately.“Hey.” Her voice was still shaky due to the oxygen mask.“Can you walk or do you need me to…”“I can walk.” She pushed off the wall to prove it and immediately swayed slightly.“Sure you can.” I was beside her before she could finish the movement. My arm went around her waist naturally. She tensed slightly at the contact then relaxed. Her hand found my shoulder.“I can handle it.” She said,“Absolutely.” I said. “You’re doing great.”She laughed softly be
STAYRAVEN’S POV“Laura. LAURA!!”MI didn’t even wait for her to fully turn around before I was already in her face. My hands were shaking. Not from fear but from the kind of anger that lives so deep in your chest it feels like something is trying to claw its way out.“What the actual fuck was that??” I pointed toward the hallway where Nicole was still trying to steady herself against the wall. “She just got out of the hospital. She has IV marks on her arm. She can barely breathe without that oxygen mask and you pushed her?? YOU PUSHED HER??”Laura didn’t even flinch. She just stood there with an unbothered expression that made me want to shake her until she faints.“She deserved it.” She said it so calmly that for a second I thought I was hallucinating.“She WHAT??”“I said what I said Raven.” She folded her arms. “You want to stand there and act like Nicole is some precious untouchable thing but I see her. I’ve always seen her. She’s not as innocent as you think she is.”“Don’t.” I
FINALLY HOMELAURA’S POVI can’t believe she literally left me hanging in the middle of our argument. Like how dumb can she be? I held my drink in my palm as I serenaded the kitchen. My chest was beating fast and the fuming of anger was rushing through me.Yunno, at first I was brushing this weird feeling in my chest off but now I really really hate this feeling. Why am I this pissed? Like why??“Urghh” I threw the glass cup towards the wall as it smashed into a million pieces. Took the chair, sat down, and stood back up while trying to feel my knees.Is Nicole the only person she ever thinks about? Gosh this bitch is annoying the fuck out of me. “I hate you, Nicole!!!” I screamed heavily. My hands are itching to get a hold of another object to break. My eyes scanned the table to find any but I couldn’t do that to myself. It's for Nico..“You know what??” A smirk came across my face and heaven knew I didn’t give a damn. I took Nicole’s favorite cup which is pink in colour and smas
YES, I PICK HERRAVEN’S POVI pushed the hospital door and saw my baby laying pretty on the bed looking so cute and fragile. Seeing all those IV drips and bandages attached to her made my heart shatter. Her nose was surrounded with an oxygen mask and her breathing pattern wasn’t that steady. Regardless, the important thing is that she’s very much alive. Thank Heavens..I reached for her bed and stretched out my hands towards hers so I could feel her again. This was literally one of the best ways to connect to her. Tears burned at the back of my eyes, but I forced them down. I found myself holding them inwardly. Seeing her in this state and the fact I can’t really do much about it made me so fucking pissed off at myself. I felt helpless. I mean who can I or could I possibly turn to at this very moment. Laura has been acting like a bitch towards me ever since that day. Daniel is AWOL.. not that I care though but still.Sheesh. “Humans are the fucking worst.” I brushed my hands throu
OH, NOT AGAIN!!NICOLE’S POVI woke up to a blurry vision. The bright white lights above me stung my eyes as I blinked repeatedly. A steady beeping sound echoed through the room, and the sharp scent of disinfectant filled my nose, still lingering in the air.I checked my body and saw lots of IV lines attached to my arm. Panic crept into my chest at the sight of such.I couldn’t move properly. My heart kept beating faster.I felt alone and scared. No one to call or run to when I needed them. Was I truly alone or did no one really care about me??What broke my heart into tiny pieces was the fact that I’m currently strapped to oxygen. feeding me air with every shaky breath I took.The room was silent except for the steady beeping of a monitor. I turned my head toward the door, hoping someone would walk in. No one did sadly.The monitor beside me began to beep more rapidly as panic crawled up my throat. I couldn’t feel my lungs anymore. It felt like I was in between life and death.Yet, i
I’M SORRY, LAURARAVEN POVShe was on the floor looking helpless. Just staring at me “Ma’am are you okay??” The nurses came rushing towards her like she fainted or something.“Why would you do this?”“How could you do that to your lover?” So many background noises yet none spoke to me till..~ ~ ~ ~I couldn’t help it… I just couldn’t. Oh no, what exactly have I done?First I kiss her back now I back off and push her?I’m really one of the devil’s incarnate. No. It’s not my fault. I don’t feel the same way but why is it that I feel so much pain? Why Laura? I held my head in frustration while using my fingers to grab every inch of my hair that my fingers could take.“Can y’all just FUCKING STOP!!!” I dragged my hands down the side of my face. My eyeballs were a mixture of red and white.Suddenly, there was silence. “I’m sorry Laura.” I said and held my spit. Gulped it down like my life depended on it. “I told you once and I guess I’ll have to remind you again.” I sailed calmly.La
I HATE YOU MORELAURA’S POV“Hey, get your hands off me. Get your.. ewww. Nurse!!!” I fought my way through the scene. This insane man was touching me in places he wasn’t meant to touch. How can they be that careless to let someone in this condition out?What if he had a syringe or something? “Boy!
GAME ON, BITCHRAVEN POVDaniel swore he deleted everything after we broke up. Gosh, why did I ever think it was a good idea to get fucking recorded? “Jeez.”Before I could spiral, my door was open.Nicole came in, still wearing only Jake’s oversized shirt, and her hair was scattered. She slammed t
THE NEWSRAVEN POVMy thighs were still slick when the explosion sounded so loud like thunder. Laura’s fingers had just pulled out of me, my cum still all over them as she licked them clean with that lazy smirk. One second I was shaking through an orgasm while picturing Nicole’s face, the next the
TEMPTATION RAVEN POVI’ve always been addicted to porn. I mean why wouldn’t I be?It’s only one woman who can make me cum.Nicole. My stepsister.The same girl who eats breakfast with me every morning, laughs at Dad’s stupid jokes, and acts like she isn’t out there letting the whole internet watch